Xi Wang could feel that something in his cognition was about to shatter, like a piece of cracked glass that would shatter completely with the slightest touch and would fall into the abyss with the slightest push. “Ha…ho…ha…” Even though his throat was blocked by the gushing blood, he still laughed twice, as if he was mocking Xi Wang's continued naivety and his unchanged ideas. The hand holding the scissors tried hard to poke Xi Wang's stomach, and even wanted to stir it a few times to make Xi Wang feel more pain. Unfortunately, he no longer had the strength to do so and his life had come to an end. In the end, he could only fall into the eternal darkness with regret and madness. The girl behind him still didn't give up, so Xi Wang had to turn around to restrict her movements. As for the scissors still on his body, he didn't care so much... the pain he had experienced before no longer made him feel anything. Just looking at the girl in front of him who was shouting crazily like "Go to hell, go to hell, I'm going to die anyway, what's it to you, the sooner I die the sooner I'll be reborn", and seeing that she was still distracted and desperate, but with extra crazy pupils, Xi Wang understood something. It's just that... under extreme circumstances, he couldn't bear the pressure and went crazy. They simply want to drag others into the quagmire when they themselves cannot escape... Even if doing so cannot save themselves, or even kills others, doing so will give them some comfort. "I am not the first one to die, I can die later" is just a self-deception to comfort myself, and it can make me feel better.
This kind of madness is short-lived. As long as the other person is in a safe place and given appropriate comfort and guidance, he or she can quickly calm down and return to normal. It's just that the string of reason was broken by the environment. Just...defeated. Just like those kids who only know how to dump their resentment and bitterness on themselves, they are just defeated. I can understand it, I can understand it...right? But...it still hurts...it still makes me feel uncomfortable... Understanding... doesn't mean forgiveness, right? The little bit of gold in the pupil was spreading, and the strength in the hand was increasing little by little. Just like you said, we're all going to die anyway, so why can't you be the first to die? Xi Wang could clearly feel that a certain cognition of his own, a certain persistence he had once held on to, was completely shattered at this moment, fell into the abyss, and turned into debris; a certain taut string also broke and broke at this moment. I know very well that I am "getting worse" and I know very well that I am heading in a direction that I cannot accept. But... I don't feel disgusted, nor do I want to feel disgusted. I must have gone crazy or something. There's nothing wrong with being decadent and crazy like this, it doesn't matter anyway - you really want to be like this. His throat moved and he swallowed the rising blood again. In a trance, Xi Wang seemed to feel the sweetness mixed with the smell of blood again. "no……" Xi Wang whispered to himself, refuting the girl's crazy words and also refuting his own thoughts that were gradually becoming crazy. Alicia is still looking forward to me...Father Enrique still wants to help me overturn the case... Don’t give up yet... hold on... hold on a little longer... hope will always come.
So, keep living. The gold in the pupils stays at an appropriate level, similar to Alysia's blue and pink pupils. Must survive. No matter what it takes, no matter what you do, you have to live. Xi Wang accepted the changes in his heart, even though this thought had already stepped half way into the category of "evil people" that he was most unwilling to accept. She wanted to save me. Xi Wang held down the girl and pulled out the scissors that had been stuck in his stomach. They will save me. He pressed down, exerted force, and pinched the girl's wrists, blocking her mouth with her hands so that she could only make whimpering sounds. So, I must persevere. He gripped the scissors tightly in his hand and pierced the girl's neck. The familiar smell of blood filled the air, and he took away another life - not forced, not out of anger and resentment. It's just a normal behavior done after careful consideration for a very pure and simple purpose... probably. But... I want to live, so please die. Chapter 9 [Genius] "Hey, Al, you're back? We're just about to start here, why don't you come and take a look?" Glancing at the young man who entered the room, someone who was probably an observer spoke frivolously. "Hmm? Sure, it's a good time to relax." The young man called Al also nodded with a smile, skillfully pulled out a chair and lay down on it, put his legs on the instrument table, and rocked gently. "Is this mission easy? So quick?" "You're asking this kind of question again. Be careful, or you'll be warned by the client. Many clients don't like others asking about the assignment." "Isn't it because this mission is special? It counts as extra income?" "How is that possible? To be honest, we are still at a loss." Al shrugged, seeming a little helpless. "Killing someone with such a great reputation is a big risk for us, okay? And in the end we only got a batch of [consumables], which is a huge loss! But the gang will handle it themselves, and we are also connected with them, so it's not a big loss." Then he thought of something, raised the corners of his mouth slightly, and spoke in a light tone. "From now on, you don't have to look for half of the consumables. Those guys will share some with us. It will be enough to train these rubbish." "It's really too much to call your future employees garbage." "What are these death row inmates if not garbage? We are just giving them a chance to perform and warm up a little."
Al looked disdainful. "Alright, alright, I know you're good... Come on, you do it this time." "Good man, you're lazy, aren't you?" "Hey~" Listening to the frivolous voice of his colleague, Al raised his eyebrows, but did not say much. He just chattered a few words anyway. After glancing through the observation window and confirming that all parties in the room were present, Al picked up the microphone and spoke directly. "Okay, now that we're all here, we can start." Processed electronic sounds also sounded synchronously in the room. After those "staff" locked the door and left, leaving only those guys who needed to be "tested" and consumables, Al's mouth corners raised again and he said jokingly. "Next, please feel free to play as you please. Of course, it's still the same as before, only one person can come out." After saying that, Al signaled his colleagues to turn off the microphone, while he continued to lie on the chair, leisurely watching... no, appreciating what was happening in the room. "The garbage this time seems to be okay." “Didn’t you say that it’s not nice to call future employees trash?” “But they are garbage.” Spreading his hands, the other party said confidently. "The action is quick and decisive, and he takes the life of others without hesitation. Hmm... he kills people regardless of gender, age or status without hesitation. Isn't that pretty good? It all depends on who has the better skills and survives in the end." "Since they were trained by the same Master, I'm afraid I won't be able to break their moves..." "That's why I said let's see who has the better skills~" "But your methods and attitude are still not good enough. Let's go back and give them some more medicine and give them a few more blows." Noticing that some "consumables" were still left behind, Al shook his head, seeming somewhat dissatisfied. "I'm still too arrogant. I assume that I can still deal with the remaining few even if we both lose everything... Even if those people all have a mental breakdown and go crazy, they may still kill them. I underestimated the others... Ah, I always feel that this batch of people will be another one that can only be used a few times before being thrown away. It's like their heads were caught in a door." "Perhaps in their minds, the few [similarly trained guys] around them are the biggest threat. They want to gain an advantage at the beginning and then eliminate the biggest threat in one go, and then slowly eliminate the other small fish." "So it's like their brains are stuck in a door. Even if you're playing a game, you have to clear the minions first before fighting the boss. If you fail, it will be hilarious." Obviously, Al was not happy with this group of people. As time passed, the scene in the room became more and more mysterious. "...I think we'll have to reduce the size of the room in the future. There are still a bit too many safe areas." Glancing at the devastated girl huddled in the corner and Xiwang huddled in the wall, Al curled his lips and made a suggestion. "Yes, yes, you are right. Go and talk to the client and see if they are willing to change your practice venue."
"That's it." It's not easy to get money out of those guys' pockets. They are so stingy... although they are quite generous when it comes to their own lives. "... Tsk, these guys are not only trash, but also mentally retarded... If they are really just fighting each other, how can they complete the client's task?!" Seeing that the collapsed girl and Xi Wang in the corner were still alive, Al curled his lips in annoyance. It was not that he was targeting the two little guys or anything, but mainly because the attitude of those trash was not correct - you can't kill the target you choose with one blow, and you don't clear up the unstable factors around you when you get into a fight, and you don't even know you are surrounded by others when you go on a mission later. They always wanted to gain an advantage and solve the problem in one wave, but the result was that they were restrained by each other and couldn't even break away from the battle to rest, so they could only fight to the death here. It was funny that I was finally picked up. "It seems that this batch of garbage has been wasted...ah...it has gone from being recyclable and [reusable] to complete waste." "At least it can be used a few more times. Don't be so pessimistic." "But it's not worth it... We spent time, money, and manpower to train these rubbish, hoping that they can become [Swords], and this is the result?" "Forget it, forget it. It's just a waste of a batch. It doesn't matter... huh?" Al raised his eyebrows when he noticed Xiwang's movements. "…What is this little guy doing? Dragging the corpse? Is he planning to pick up something from the corpse?" The colleagues standing by obviously also noticed Xi Wang's strange behavior. "It looks like they are collecting corpses." Seeing that Xi Wang did not do anything with the corpses, and did not even have the intention of searching the corpses, he simply dragged the corpses out of the chaotic fighting scene and tidied up the appearance of the dead. "Pfft... this kid is quite interesting." When they got this answer, they both laughed out loud almost at the same time. "Where did this innocent little fellow come from... He's still thinking about collecting corpses at this time." The colleague next to him checked the list of [Consumables] and found out that Xi Wang was traded from that group of guys. "Hey... that's really interesting. If I remember correctly, those guys all had criminal records, either murderers or drug addicts. How come there's such a compassionate guy among them? This kid doesn't look like someone who would kill someone." "He was forced to do it. You know how brutal those guys are. Maybe one of them was killed by this guy... Hmm? Oh? Interesting..." Al suddenly remembered the [mission] he had carried out before, as well as the deal proposed by those guys, and seemed to have thought of something. "Ha~ It looks like they want to use us to deal with the aftermath. We've really been tricked again... As expected, we're still no match for those foxes." Al, who has figured out the key points, doesn't care. As long as the connection is established, there will always be people who will become their customers. As for this little guy who needs to be dealt with...it depends on his own efforts~ It’s just a [consumable] anyway…? Just as Al was thinking this, he saw Xi Wang being stabbed one by one by the young girl and the dying middle-aged man. Al was not surprised. After all, the only people who could come here were those who were hated by society and those with criminal records. The former were those who posed a threat to ordinary people or had a negative impact on society, but at the same time were not taken seriously. The latter could be briefly described as criminals or fugitives, neither of whom were good people.
After all, they are [consumables] specially used to test trainees, so it is appropriate to pick these unwanted personnel. They are threatening, but not big to trainees. Besides, others don't mind, and no one cares. Even cleaning them out can be considered as [eliminating harm for the people]. Such people have excellent cost-effectiveness as [consumables]. So Al was not surprised that Xi Wang would be attacked. After all, the guys who could come here didn't mind taking up weapons to hurt others. The only difference was the degree. So Al would find it funny that there’s a guy like Xi Wang mixed in with [Consumables] - those guys could force the little guy [who was still overflowing with sympathy even in such an extreme situation] to kill someone, which only shows that those guys are really perverted.