Usually, Noelle was a very diligent and strict girl, and someone used to brutally suppressing any ‘unwanted’ desires… especially ones that would conflict with her usual thought process and end up reducing her work efficiency.
Having done this all her life, it was more like a second instinct than anything at this point, and Noelle didn’t even need to think about it anymore.
At least, that had been the case before getting involved with a certain crimson-haired beauty.
Having been tempted over and over by her gorgeous little boss, Noelle knew the moment she touched the girl that Emilia was, without a doubt, her most lethal poison.
Of course, this realization came too late, as they had already been entangled then, and there was no way for Noelle to muster enough willpower to resist violating the girl at that point.
If someone were to ask her if she regretted it… Noelle naturally wouldn’t answer such a ridiculous question.
In her heart, however, there was no way for her to deny the truth.
Even if she could do it all over again, Noelle knew that she would still make the same choice.
The realization made her feel both elated and insecure. After all, compared to everyone else she knew, Noelle was well aware that she probably ‘loved’ Emilia the least.
Although she got lucky somehow… could she really allow herself to continue indulging like that?
At least, that was what she thought before she decided to refrain from taking advantage of or indulging Emilia as much as possible, and focus more on helping the girl further her real goals.
Even if it hurt her feelings a little, Noelle was sure that this was the best choice for the long term.
After all, Emilia’s nature had already mellowed out a lot compared to when they first met, and there were still many others who loved her a lot more to take care of the girl’s feelings.
Unfortunately, Emilia ended up ruining her plans… again.
Just thinking about it made Noelle so angry that she couldn’t wait to screw the gorgeous girl senseless into the bed.
Of course, there was no way the gray-haired girl would allow herself to be as much of a ‘beast’ as she had been when she first took the girl to her bed.
Even if she couldn’t resist taking a bite of Emilia’s soft, succulent lips, Noelle made sure that the force was never enough to make the girl feel too much pain, let alone bleed.
The gorgeous crimson-haired beauty’s taste was still the same as she remembered, an exotic flavor that was almost impossible to notice, yet equally impossible to mistake for anything else.
Just like liquid ambrosia, Noelle felt like a starving addict who was finally bestowed with the holy grail.
Her eyes grew hotter and hotter as she relished in the younger girl’s gasping breath, pulling her tighter into her lap while closing her eyes in contentment.
Anyway, now that they were at this step, she might as well go all the way, right? There was no point in stopping now.
Unconsciously, both her attitude and kiss got more indulgent and careless after the gray-haired girl had this realization, and the only thing she still kept in mind was to make sure Emilia’s experience this time was much better than the previous one.
But even as she tried her best to control herself, Noelle’s kisses still ended up getting more and more ‘needy’, containing a hint of anger that was impossible for Emilia to ignore, and she couldn’t help but feel a little lost as she tried to figure it out.
Noelle noticed her glassy-eyed look whenever the girl’s eyes momentarily fluttered open as well, but only took it as a natural reaction as she continued sucking on the little beauty’s soft lips.
Emilia couldn’t help but sigh in contentment as she felt the older girl’s nimble tongue sneak in and try to wrestle with her own, but half her mind was still on figuring out Noelle’s mood.
After all, whatever was bothering the older girl must clearly have something to do with her. With her experience, there was no way she would fail to distinguish between anger and passion in a kiss.
Fortunately, Noelle seemed to still be ‘holding back’ quite a bit, or it wouldn’t be quite as easy for Emilia to think clearly.
Going through all their interactions over the past few months, Emilia quickly noticed a pattern while trying her best not to let the older girl bully her tongue too much.
’Ohhh, did she learn that twisting trick from some book?! No wait, that’s not important!’ Emilia blushed as she gently pushed the older girl back a little, only to receive an even more fierce ‘counter attack’.
With her lower lip trapped and being chewed up between Noelle’s teeth as the older girl glared at her angrily, Emilia couldn’t help but groan, feeling a little exasperated in her heart. ‘Umm, okay, there’s no way I can continue deluding myself. Noelle wasn’t just ‘not in the mood’ all those times, she was clearly lying while holding back!’
Emilia sighed as she wrapped her arms around the older girl’s neck and pulled her closer, and Noelle happily forgot all her previous commitments and unsworn oaths as she shoved her tongue as deep into the younger girl’s throat as she could.
But even as she gasped and moaned under the older girl, Emilia was still a little unhappy in her heart.
How could Noelle keep something like that from her for so long?
Did the gray-haired girl not believe in her ability to satisfy her lovers?
It really made Emilia angry!
When it came to dealing with those she loved, Emilia was a girl who could forgive almost everything except the deepest of betrayals.
Of course, forgiving and forgetting were two very, very different things.
After being groomed by Cynthia, Emilia had long since learned to hold her grudges and exact vengeance. Even if this ‘instinct’ was greatly diluted by her naturally indulgent nature towards her lovers, it wasn’t completely gone.
Fortunately, Emilia quickly realized that meting out a symbolic ‘punishment’ not only helped dissolve whatever guilt her lovers may have when they ‘wronged’ her in any way, but was also great at preventing any knots from forming in her heart, tiny as they may be.
This was why, while she would gladly forgive Noelle for refusing her advances for so long, it definitely wouldn’t be without meting out some punishment!
’What do you think, Cynthia? Should I let her taste some frustration herself, or just ‘punish’ her physically?’
Unfortunately, her only response was the usual ‘click’ as the raven-haired girl quickly rushed off into isolation.
Emilia couldn’t help but giggle in amusement. ‘Is she embarrassed from being caught watching? How cute.’
There was no way she could dive into her partner’s room while still being worked up under Noelle’s unrelenting assault, and could only put it off for later.
Of course, while their furious entanglement continued unabated, but every time Noelle tried to get rid of Emilia’s clothes, the crimson-haired beauty always ended up stopping her while giggling like a little minx!
Emilia may be getting worked up under her lover’s passionate kisses, but she was confident that the older girl would ‘give in’ before her.
After all, she wasn’t the one who had been frustrating herself for long due to ‘voluntarily abstaining’, was she?
Someone really needed to get their just desserts!
As expected, soon Noelle really couldn’t take it anymore, and separated from the younger girl with a furious gasp. “E-Emilia… what are you doing?! L-Let me—!”
Emilia smirked as she leaned up and interrupted her by pecking the girl’s lips. “Strip me? Well, why don’t you show me how to do it first?”
Noelle’s eyes almost bugged out as she stared at the girl in disbelief. “W-What do you mean?”
The crimson-haired girl smiled. “What do you think? I obviously just asked you to strip for me, baby.”
The older girl’s heart skipped a beat before she quickly shook her head in denial.
”Won’t you?”
Perhaps the disappointment in Emilia’s usually sweet voice was too clear, and Noelle couldn’t help but immediately jump off the bed. “I-I will, of course I will!”
Emilia smiled as she got up on her hands and knees, as if intending to ‘carefully’ watch the show. “Great!”
It was only then that Noelle realized what she had just done, and she couldn’t help but be dumbfounded. ‘Wait a minute… did I just promise her to do a striptease? M-ME?!’
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