Chapter 6 Uncle Jin’s “Hell”
I slumped to the ground.
Finally it all came out completely.
Uncle Jin sat next to me with his head drooping and said nothing.
I suddenly felt a little regretful. Uncle Jin had done nothing wrong and should not bear my unreasonable anger and resentment.
a long time……
"Do you want to hear my story?" Uncle Jin suddenly said.
I nodded.
"When I was a child, my family was very poor. The less money the family had, the more they felt that population was wealth, especially boys. They worked hard to have children. There was family planning at that time, but if you gave birth secretly at home, there was nothing you could do about it. Kill the born child.
So my mom had 4 babies until she gave birth to me, a boy.
When the baby was born, the older one took care of it. When he got a little stronger, he helped the family with the work. When he got older, my eldest sister got married.
When my eldest sister got married, the man gave the family a few pieces of cloth and a basket of eggs, and then took my sister away.
Three months later, she came back with a bruised face and empty hands. She came back without saying a word, went to my mother's room and cried all night, and then went back the next day.
She went back by herself carrying large and small mother walked with her for a while, and when the two of them disappeared from our sight, I heard my father say "lose money" in a low voice.
At that time, I didn’t quite understand the meaning of this word. I only saw my father look at me with a smile on his face after saying this. .
At that time, I asked him very innocently why my sisters didn't go to school.
Dad said I was too young and didn't need to know this.
He thought I didn’t understand, but even though I didn’t understand, I remembered everything.
After reading the book, you will understand everything.
When I saw my eldest sister again, my eldest sister and my eldest brother-in-law came back together with a white and fat little boy.
I finally saw the smile on my eldest sister's face, but that smile was not directed at my eldest brother-in-law, but at the son in her arms, as if that was everything to her, all her hopes.
Just like when my mom looks at my dad and me.
I grew up a little bit again, and my second sister got married. This time, a bicycle took her away.
When I was riding that big bike, I started to get scared for some reason.
I started studying like crazy. This was the only place I could think of to escape from that warm hell. Later——
Later I really left that small village and went to college.
Sometimes I hate that I am a boy, and sometimes I am glad that I am a boy.
Because I am a boy, my sisters have such a hard life, and because I am a boy, I can go to school and go to college instead of being exchanged for a basket of eggs, a bicycle, or a color TV. , just like my sisters.
I had a really good time.
During those ten years, I studied, fell in love, worked, got married, and gave birth to a daughter step by also changed from an angry young man who could only escape to a mature man.
Ah, my daughter is so cute, her little hands are so soft, and her whole body exudes the fragrance of milk.
Why would such a girl become like my mother and my sister? I will never let her become like that, nor will I let my wife become like that.
I work hard when I study, and I work hard when I work. Fortunately, my hard work also gave me the opportunity, and I became a minister...
But, fate seems to have played a joke on when I felt that I had never been so solidly happy, my life ended at that moment.
I could see my wife crying her heart out in front of me, and I could see my daughter crying and asking where her dad was, but nothing could be done.
But even if I couldn't do anything, I didn't want to leave. "My face was stained with water before I knew it. Even I couldn't tell whether the tears were for myself, Uncle Jin, or his sister.
Uncle Jin continued: "In the past, every time it was time for school to end, I would look for the ward with the window open. I looked for it and sometimes missed it. When I looked for it, the window of the ward was closed.
The air conditioning is on in the summer, the heating is on in the winter, and the windows are always closed.
Until you little girl wakes up.
You must have seen me pulling open the window at that time, so you ordered the doctor to open the window. "
I hummed softly, feeling that I was no longer angry.
"Although it has only been four or five days since you woke up, I have been particularly relieved during these four or five days. I can wholeheartedly wait for my daughter to go to school and wait for my daughter to finish school. I can see my daughter four times a day!"
Me: "Oh, look at how hopeless you are. Does it make you so happy to see me four times?"
Uncle Jin: "Of course. If you have children of your own in the future, you might do more than me."
I rolled my eyes at him: "I am pure Yin, Kefu!"
Uncle Jin and I looked at each other and laughed.
Those questions of "why am I going through this?" disappeared.
Because once you are in trouble, it is useless even if you ask God why at the top of your lungs.
Entrapment is such a thing that either you are knocked down by it, or it is stepped on by you.
I opened the window and looked at the stars in the sky and the ghosts underground.
I'm still a little scared, but I no longer want to escape.
At this time, I could never have imagined that in the near future, I would be chasing these ghosts all over the world, and I would be so excited when I saw one...
I cried so hard last night that when I woke up in bed, I thought my eyes would be swollen into walnuts.
Before I even opened my eyes, a cold swooshing feeling gave me goosebumps all over my body.
Despite my mental preparation, my breath hitched when I opened my eyes.
The room was filled with people hanging from the ceiling.
It was like a square formation at a sports meeting. They were neatly arranged, but they were in the same hanging position above my head.
His hands were hanging down, his face was purple, his mouth was slightly open, and his eyes were wide.
Everyone's eyes were staring at me, motionless, and a strange smile seemed to appear on the corners of their slightly opened mouths.
An oppressive feeling of something about to happen...
Are all the ghosts in the hospital used to train me?I felt nervous, swallowed my saliva, got out of bed and moved a few steps, intending to go to the bathroom to wash up.
The person hanging from the ceiling turned slowly following my footsteps, always facing me, and staring at me as I walked into the bathroom.
I slowly opened the bathroom door and looked around, but I didn't see any ghosts.
I turned around and quickly closed the bathroom door, finally feeling relieved. While I was washing, I whipped Uncle Jin countless times in my heart.
Although I knew he was training my courage, I couldn't help but scold him in my heart.
You shouldn't have given him a good look yesterday. Do you want to give him some punishment today?For example, how about not opening the window for him today and only allowing him to see his daughter three times? I thought badly in my heart.
When I thought that he would cry pitifully and beg me to open the window for him, most of his unhappiness disappeared.
(End of this chapter)