Chapter 66 Not everyone is as brave as you "She said that I was always kind and kind. Apart from eating, I never let her and my dad worry about me. Therefore, she accepted all my weird looks when I was a child. Later, when I didn't make her feel so much, The weird thoughts made her feel boring."
"So you think it would be interesting if my new hairstyle makes people think it's weird?" An Ran clicked her tongue, secretly envious of Shi Jian for having a mother who was infinitely tolerant of him, and at the same time surprised that she would encounter such a brain circuit. An unusual mother and son who are full of wisdom in life.
"Isn't it?" The young man with an unusual brain circuit did not have his own unusual cognition.
"You're right -" An Ran couldn't help but smile.
What can I say?
Shi Jian's point of view has no problem in her own logical chain. If not, it is because she is stubborn and cannot tolerate his generous philosophy.
The mountains in the distance are looming under the autumn sunshine, and the trees on the mountaintops gradually turn golden; the air is filled with fresh breath, and as far as the eye can see is the tranquil charm of the faint ripples in the artificial lake in front of the school gate.
But all this is far less moving than the young man's gentle and cheerful words.
In fact, Shi Jian did not deliberately compliment her, and her words were unmodified, but the artistic conception of each word made An Ran feel as if she had seen Alaska in summer with her own eyes, making her whole body comfortable and refreshing.
"Your mother is so kind." She couldn't help but sigh.
"My mother is very good." Shi Jian often felt that her mother was very funny.
Even when he was in adolescence two years ago, he didn't think there was anything wrong with his mother, and the two of them always got along happily.
Thinking of Mrs. An's lack of acceptance and judgment towards her since she was a child, as well as her biological mother whom she only had contact with for a few days before her death, An Ran couldn't help but continue to envy Shi Jian and muttered, "Actually, this is my first time. I once cut my hair short. I cut it myself in the bathroom that night. After the haircut, I felt so ugly that I didn’t have the courage to stare at myself in the mirror for a long time. I’m still trying to adapt to my new hairstyle. , I’m actually not confident at all that some people will find this look good.”
Of course, whether others think she looks good like this is not a question she will consider now.
But Shi Jian didn't know, he fell silent slightly, "Since you are not prepared, why try it impulsively?"
"Because, I think it doesn't matter if I cut it badly, the hair will grow back. Moreover, cutting your own hair is also a process of creating and challenging yourself." An Ran analyzed herself to Shi Jian.
Everything she once wanted to do, dared not do, or resisted, in this life, she must bravely break through her inner fear, change it through different actions on a realistic level, and then take a good look at what is behind these fears. what.
She wanted to touch the limits of her body and will, she wanted to challenge her fears, overcome her fragility, and completely crawl out of the whirlpool of the past.
"But cutting your own hair may be risky. What if the haircut breaks?"
"Then you'll have to bear the consequences of breaking the cut. Otherwise, what else can you do?"
Shi Jian stared at An Ran's firm face seriously for a while, seeming to praise and comfort, "You should be confident. Everyone is afraid, but not everyone is as brave as you."
——"Besides, you look really good-looking now." 1314 (End of this chapter)
