Fang Zheng lay in bed tossing and turning, still unable to fall asleep. As soon as he closed his eyes, the handsome face of Feng Jinhuang, filled with tears and entanglement, unwillingness, and regret, lingered in his mind. The arm held by her still exuded a faint sense of heat. Fang Zheng sighed softly He was already an adult, why could he not fall asleep because of such ordinary physical contact. He trembled all over, his mouth slightly raised, and two lines of tears of joy flowed from his eyes "It's... It's so good, I still have a heart, I have emotions." "Ha" "Ha" "Ha" "Ha"
After a while, I didn't know whether it was panting or happy laughter. Since I came to this world, I have felt out of place, maybe because I traveled to Qingmao Mountain. Know the final outcome here. This emotion is not easy to describe, it is generally indifference, complete indifference. It is difficult for a person to completely ignore everything. After all, he was born in the world, he is a part of the world, and I don't belong here. But I know exactly what this world is like Feudal, dangerous, cruel. Especially when there is such a brother around. At that time, the only thought was to become stronger, because in that situation, only by becoming stronger could you have a chance to survive. It was also for the sake of becoming stronger that I established the first connection with the people in this world. Ya. . . . . . . . I miss you I contacted her with impure purposes, but my life became more hopeful afterwards. I began to understand her life, cultivation, and everything she liked. Gradually, I no longer regarded her as a Gu material, and began to hope that she could live a better life. Plan, train, and arrange a position for her. During this period, I met Weiyi, a girl who was a little lively and funny, but quite restrained in front of me. Very cute and powerful.
I really can no longer ignore all this as I did when I first crossed over. With the arrival of the wolf tide, people I knew died one by one, but I even felt that it should be so, it was very common. But when I saw the seriously injured Gu Yue Mo Yan carrying Mo Bei who lost an arm, and heard her tell the news. I only felt the constant buzzing in my ears, so I didn't know what she said later. My eyes were filled with tears and I couldn't see the things in front of me clearly. I only remembered the direction she gave. I flew towards there desperately. Even though I was mentally prepared, I felt that I was dead when I saw it with my own eyes. Or I said that the most important connection between me and this world was broken. Before I arrived, I had countless anger to pour out, but after I really arrived, I was like a deflated ball with only a deep sense of powerlessness. I vented my anger with the most primitive fists, but I couldn't exert any strength from my hands to my heart. The skin on my hands was broken, revealing the white bones and white bones were broken and ground. It was not until I was bitten by the beast king and my whole arm was broken that I woke up a little. I didn't kill the beast king. Maybe I returned to the state when I just crossed over, just thinking about getting stronger like this and nothing else mattered. Then a puff of smoke flowed out, and the wolf-controlling Gu easily controlled the violent beast king. I brought it to my secret cave, stepped on the granular black ash, and looked at more than a dozen charred wolf corpses. I couldn't believe that this was my work. The exhaustive method is sometimes really harmful. The skilled charcoal Gu ignited the beast king, and the fire oil Gu increased the fire. Gradually, the beast king began to wail in pain. The burning continued and the required Gu worms were constantly added to it. Finally, it was the red blood spider Gu that was experimented with these 43 lives. As I continued to sway the Yuanshi, a strange idea appeared in my mind, which was irritable due to failure. Will it fail this time? But unexpectedly, it succeeded this time. Looking at the Gu worm in my hand, I laughed like crazy and cried "Fuck! Fuck! It can be done once earlier or later! Why this time!" I don't know how long I roared and cursed, but when I picked up the Gu worm in my hand and saw Ya's face, I fainted. I still don't know whether I fainted because of refining Gu or because of cultivation. But when I woke up again, the disappeared human-animal burial Gu and the three-turn pale silver true essence sea and the smelly black and red true essence floating on it told me the answer. I hurriedly urged the water purification Gu, and then I got the reason why I had to come to Lingyuanzhai. The true essence rose. I wanted to leave Qingmao Mountain directly, but I was still a little worried, so I did something before leaving. Let others think I was dead.
But the terrain in southern Xinjiang is complicated. After a month of consideration, I decided to find a ride. It was also because of this time that I met Weiyi again. I didn't dare to think about it, let alone put my feelings out again. But soon I didn't have this worry. It seems that even if I want to put my feelings out, I don't know how to do it. I don't know why I did have a heart-pounding feeling for her before. Now I try hard to love Weiyi, but it's useless. I only know that I need to be good to her and I need to protect her, but I don't feel that this is out of love. I even feel that if she died in front of me, I wouldn’t feel too much. Maybe according to the words of my previous life I am numb, numb. It may be difficult for me to have normal human emotions. Later, I met some people who had nothing to do with me. When I killed them, I had no feelings at all. At most, I realized in a daze that I had actually killed these people. But but but but! Today I discovered that I have a heart and I have feelings! I'm still a normal person. Fang Zheng's excited tears covered his face as he thought about this. When he wiped them away, A girl-like person gradually solidified out of the darkness in front of her eyes. She looked at Fang Zheng with resentment. "Ya? Why are you looking at me like that?" Fang Zheng had a splitting headache and his eyes widened, and suddenly an idea came to him. "Oh, haha! I remembered that before you died at that time, I actually comforted you with a righteous face that everyone in Qingmao Mountain would die. Ha! Ha! Ha! Ha! Ha! I actually did this, I’m older than Fang Yuan!” Fang Zheng smiled tremblingly and became quiet after an unknown amount of time. "Oh, memory really beautifies itself!" But the phantom of the "girl" actually shook her head with tears in her eyes and hugged Fang Zheng. Fang Zheng suddenly felt a familiar yet unfamiliar sense of security that made him sleepy. "Do I really love Little Phoenix? Or do I think she will not die at the end, which is a good emotional sustenance."
