Chapter 39 I miss you so much It turned out that was a sign that she was leaving. Later, Fu Linchuan regretted it more than once when he woke up from the nightmare at midnight. If he had held her hand when she fell that time, he would not have been so brave. Or maybe he didn't let go of her hand that rainy night and didn't let her leave. Will she disappear? When he saw the person who looked exactly like Xiao Xi appeared, he almost went crazy. He strangled her neck and wanted to kill her, but found that the second he was about to die, her eyes were still scared and unfamiliar. At that moment, he clearly realized that even if he killed her, his creek would never come back to his creek, and it would never come back. In the end, she left him alone in this abyss of hell. He lost control and smashed everything at hand, telling the woman to get out. She left in fear, but she was obviously full of unwillingness and resentment before leaving. That night, he locked himself in a dark room. The local fear in his body slowly overwhelmed him, but he still couldn't cover up the pain in that place. Every night after that, once he started thinking about her, he locked himself in a dark and claustrophobic space.
Gradually, he was no longer afraid, and even fell in love with the night. Because in the darkness, he could think of her unscrupulously, her hug, her smell, her kiss, and her saying to himself: "Fu Linchuan, you have to be brave." Since she came into his life, all of his weaknesses have been cured one by one. He is no longer afraid of heights or the dark, but they have all converged into one fatal weakness: fear of her leaving him. Fu Linchuan's eyes slowly turned dark and deep. When he met those playful eyes, he finally couldn't help but hug her, as if the shadow he had held for five years finally turned into reality at this moment. Tang Zhiyi was startled when he was hugged. The hand holding his tie unconsciously let go, and Fu Linchuan took the opportunity to tighten the last gap between them, as if he wanted to rub her into his own flesh and blood. "Xiaoxi, I miss you so much." Tang Zhiyi, who was so tight that she could hardly breathe, seemed to have forgotten to struggle. Her slipping hand slowly touched his back, but her fingers curled up slightly. The next moment, she finally made up her mind, put her hands on his back, and hugged him. After hugging each other for an unknown amount of time, the two finally were willing to separate. Tang Zhiyi leaned on his chest to replenish oxygen. Fu Linchuan gently held her back and supported her. The vibration of his chest echoed in her ears when he spoke. "Sorry, I couldn't hold back my strength." Tang Zhiyi seemed to feel that he was smiling. When she looked up, she didn't see the curve of the corners of his mouth. But she just felt that he was smiling. She believed in her feelings and distanced herself from him, but her hands were still on him. She tilted her head and continued to look up at him, expressionless: "Then, as compensation, shouldn't Mr. Fu send me home?" Fu Linchuan remembered the voice he just heard from her mobile phone and nodded in agreement: "Of course." He even whispered in her ear again: "If Miss Tang needs it, you can do it every day." She pushed him away: "Then no need." Then she walked out first, with Fu Linchuan following behind her.
When the two of them came out of the gate and walked towards the parking lot, there was still an entertainment company left. The photographer was picking up the scene. When he looked up, he saw a young man in a suit who was dignified and self-possessed. His appearance and figure were not inferior to those of the top celebrities. Standing next to him were people with flowing hair and cold temperament. Their appearance was not inferior to him at all. young woman. The two of them walked out side by side, just like a celebrity couple out on the street. No, their appearance is even more eye-catching than some celebrity couples. The key is the temperament of the two and the atmosphere between them. The man talks to the woman from the side. At that moment, it seemed as if the ice on his body had melted in an instant. He subconsciously pressed the shutter button to capture this beautiful moment. Because the distance was a bit far, neither of them paid attention to this side. It was clearly Fu Linchuan's car, but Tang Zhiyi walked in front like the owner of the car. When she reached the entrance of the underground parking lot, she stopped and turned her head to the side and pointed inward. "Wait for you." Fu Linchuan stepped in and when he walked to his car, the assistant and driver were already waiting. But he opened the driver's seat and said without warning: "You two take a taxi back, I will drive the car for a while." He Mo saw the tall and slender figure at the entrance of the parking lot at a glance, nodded, and pulled the driver, who was still a little confused, out of the car. Two minutes later, Tang Zhiyi was a little surprised when she saw Fu Linchuan driving out: "Where is your driver?" Fu Linchuan's face didn't change: "I have something to do and I'm going back." Tang Zhiyi still felt something was wrong: "What about your personal assistant?" Fu Linchuan: "Send the driver back." Tang Zhiyi: "?" Although it was strange, Fu Linchuan's car was always blocking the road at the entrance of the parking lot, and the cars behind it couldn't get out, so Tang Zhiyi got in the car and sat in the passenger seat consciously. The car started driving towards the Splendid Huating. On the way, silence began to fall between the two of them. Tang Zhiyi was in a daze thinking about what Fu Linchuan said to her in the venue. Fu Linchuan did not forget her as she thought, and even said he missed her. In other words, Fu Linchuan had been waiting for him for five years, and he had been in love with her during these five years. So how did he spend these five years? When did he realize that the original owner was not her? How did he react when he learned that the person he liked suddenly changed his soul overnight? How could he accept such an unbelievable thing? Maybe he thought she went somewhere else and wanted to find her? But where can he find her? Or, if he thinks she is dead, then he... Tang Zhiyi suddenly didn't dare to think any further. Five years ago, she had been in a trance for a few years after leaving the false world, but at least she was able to use her reason to force herself to distinguish between dreams and reality, and there was that person who had always supported her spiritual life. And what about him, a young man who was pulled out of the darkness, redeemed, and then severely abandoned? The car drove all the way into the community and stopped at the parking lot. Fu Linchuan turned off the engine and got out of the car. Tang Zhiyi followed him absentmindedly. Until the two of them entered the elevator, went upstairs, and got out of the elevator, they still didn't say a word. When they reached the door of their home, Tang Zhiyi finally called him: "Fu Linchuan." Fu Linchuan stood in front of her and looked at her quietly.
She raised her head and asked him, her tone obviously trembling, but she still maintained a sense of indifference. "How have you spent these five years?" Fu Linchuan said nothing. In fact, Tang Zhiyi could already think of some things, but she still wanted to hear him say it himself. But Fu Linchuan was so similar to her that she knew clearly that even if she asked, he wouldn't tell. So she took a breath and said in a calmer tone: "Fu Linchuan, you didn't answer my question before in the venue." "Why did you kiss me?" (End of this chapter)