"Bafan, you don't think you are so great, do you?" "Senior invites you to play together to give you face!" Si looked at the black face coldly. Pooh! Who wants this kind of face? She just felt sick! "You have to come with us today." "You are not allowed to escape, do you hear me?!" A scene from memory slowly emerged. Si felt like he was on fire.
Big fire! She ran away in the first place, which is why so many things happened later that made her feel powerless. But up to now, she still can't find a better way, so this nightmare continues to haunt her. I didn’t argue with the black-faced guy in the dream. Si suddenly stood up and slammed his dark face against the wall, quickly and decisively, using all his strength. The black face collided violently with the wall. A "touch" sound. The walls were covered with blood. Then she opened her eyes. Familiar ceiling... Everything that just happened was just a dream. A... Boring nightmare. Si got up from the bed. She knew that she definitely had mental problems and had serious violent tendencies. In her previous life, she had wanted to kill people more than once because of trivial matters, but in the end, rationality prevailed and she did not do anything terrible. "It's this dream again..." Si was in a very depressed mood. Maybe it was because of what happened in school recently that reminded her of this unforgettable past. Although her mind told her that it was just a small matter, she just couldn't forget it. He is obviously a time traveler. It’s funny to think that I was bullied in junior high school.
But what is actually different about time travelers? If you were not a genius in your previous life and don't have a golden finger after traveling through time, then there would be no difference between you and an ordinary person, right? Don't say that mature thinking can plan for the future in advance. That is essentially no different from just talking about it on paper! The simplest example. That's learning. If an adult's soul were to travel back in time to the body of a child, many people would take it for granted that this person would be able to become a top student as long as he or she worked hard. But that's simply impossible Things that are achieved. Not to mention the world view background, different national backgrounds, and the environment of birth. simplest. That 'one percent of talent' blocks the way forward. Si once naively thought so. As long as you are willing to work hard, you will definitely succeed. But the result was cruel. This approach was indeed useful when I was in elementary school. She was indeed called a genius at that time. But after junior high school. She found that everything was different. Even though she studied hard and even though she was not very gifted in studying, she still managed to remember the knowledge points taught by the teacher through rote memorization and memories of her past life, but her ranking still dropped quickly. She was originally ranked in the top ten when she entered the school, but no matter how hard she tried later on, she always hovered around the top fifty. what is the reason? talent. Family background. These are the two most fundamental reasons. Although she is a time traveler, her talents have not changed much compared to her previous life, and she does not have any time travel plug-ins. And then she was still an orphan. Orphans who can only go to school with the help of social assistance. Even if you want to take cram school to improve yourself.
There is no money for tutoring classes. from then on. She knew that there was nothing special about her being a time traveler. Perhaps the only benefit of time travel was that it gave her the female gender and a pretty face. but…… How could she be willing to sell her body? After all, she is a time traveler. So she chose to give it a try. Give up everything and devote yourself to learning. It doesn’t matter if you don’t have money to attend cram school. She still has money to buy exercise books. It doesn't matter if you don't have talent. Because she has an adult mind. She can force herself to study hard. It doesn’t matter if you can’t catch up with those top students and geniuses. She just had to stay in the upper middle class. But at that time she could never have imagined that the accident would come so suddenly. Just because she did not have extra energy to manage her circle of classmates, she was labeled with all kinds of labels. Just because she was good-looking, she aroused jealousy. Facing school bullying. She had resisted. But it's no use. The teacher was unable to help her. She also had no background from which to save herself. Even if you want to ask the media for help, you should consider the impact on the school and the possible consequences for yourself afterwards. If she really knew nothing, she might have dared to do anything if she made up her mind, but she knew the consequences of doing so, and she could not do anything because of her reservations. that's it. She experienced the horror of school bullying. If she hadn't been an adult with the mind to be vigilant, observe and escape, she would have probably collapsed long ago. But even so, she came home injured almost every day. Her already poor family had to pay for medicine. Life during that period was simply a nightmare. But she thought about it afterwards and felt that she was very lucky.
Because she only suffered superficial injuries. the most important is. She made it through. She couldn't imagine what would happen if she didn't hold on. Whether she resisted or gave up, the ending that awaited her would definitely be hell. The result of resistance. At the very least, he would be expelled from school. And give up... She has no right to give up. Because she has no family to support her life. If she gave up her studies. It means she gave up her life. While washing his face, Si looked at himself in the mirror and laughed, "Is there any time traveler more incompetent than me?" No more. She answered in her heart. Yes. Ultimately it's my own incompetence. Not born in a wealthy family. No talent. No luck getting either. This is also a kind of incompetence. Now Si just wants to graduate from high school with good grades so that he can qualify for college aid. Scholarships are not considered. No talent. No money. It is absolutely impossible to win. She is an orphan. Is the 'weak one'. Although many people on campus like to bully the weak.
However, the subjective human sentiment in society is to sympathize with the weak, so as long as she achieves certain results, she can apply for assistance and student loans, which are her future prospects. So now the only thing she needs to avoid is encountering the same kind of things that happened in junior high school. Fortunately, in her current high school class, her presence is not as strong as it was in junior high school. Because there is a classmate named Wakaba who is more beautiful in her class. Moreover, all the classmates in high school know how to put on makeup. As long as she doesn’t put on makeup and lets her hair in front grow a little longer, her appearance will be relatively less eye-catching. Although her introverted personality does easily attract flies, there is a classmate in the class who is even more introverted and gloomy than her. and so…… As long as she was careful.