Chapter 97 Will That Day Really Come? After listening to Jin Shiming's story, Jin Shaoqing couldn't help but give Jin Shiming a hug with overflowing maternal love. "Oppa, you didn't do anything wrong!" Jin Shaoqing said solemnly. Compared to the rebelliousness and willfulness of most people in the world during their childhood, Jin Shiming's behavior can at best be considered as being too picky and having a little temper. No one can assume something that has not happened, nor should we infer the cause from the effect, reversing the cause and effect relationship. If we have to say something, it is that fate is too cruel and has given Jin Shiming too many hardships and sufferings. "Oppa, be happy, be happier! You deserve to be treated kindly by this world!" Jin Shaoqing said this and choked up and shed tears. In the short period of less than a day since she set out from the peninsula to China, she learned a lot about Jin Shiming and also witnessed Jin Shiming's true appearance with her own eyes. Even though she couldn't completely empathize with him, just as a listener, she could deeply understand how painful and tormented Jin Shiming was. The man before him was no longer the president of BD Entertainment, the rising talented musician, or the perfect male god who seemed to be omnipotent.
On the contrary, he looked extremely fragile and unbearable at this moment, and at one point he needed her support so as not to collapse on the ground helplessly. "Can I really be happy? Can I really be happy?" Jin Shiming pursed his lips bitterly. He seemed to be asking Jin Shaoqing, expecting her to give him a positive answer. It also seems like he is questioning himself whether he can really reach a reconciliation with himself. "Oppa, you can do it!" Jin Shaoqing looked into Jin Shiming's eyes and nodded firmly. "No need to be sad about yesterday, no need to worry about tomorrow, and you can feel enough joy and happiness every day, will that day really come?" Jin Shiming asked again, his voice trembling slightly. "Yes! I definitely will!" Jin Shaoqing nodded again. "I just want to live a simple life. Why has my life become like this? Why is every day so difficult?" Jin Shiming could no longer control his emotions and burst into tears. Jin Shaoqing's embrace brought a moment of warmth and peace to his wounded heart. Now he could finally vent his inner anger and pain, and even hysterically accuse fate of being unfair to him! "Aqing, please help me! Tell me that it's okay to enjoy happiness! Cheap! Cheap!" Jin Shiming hugged Jin Shaoqing tightly, crying and shouting like a helpless child. "Oppa Shiming, from now on, I will make every tomorrow of yours happier than your today!" Jin Shaoqing said almost like a vow, and stamped her oath on Jin Shiming's lips. An indescribable feeling suddenly surged in Jin Shiming's chest, driving him to kiss her back. …… Showers come and go just as quickly. Before I knew it, the rain stopped and the dark clouds dispersed. A beam of sunlight broke through the clouds and shone on the wet earth. Jin Shiming stood up and stretched. The sunlight was a little dazzling, but he didn't hate this feeling. "Let's go, Aqing!" He stretched out his hand to Jin Shaoqing and showed a long-lost bright smile. The latter naturally held the hand offered to him, with a sweet smile between his brows.
The two held hands, walked side by side, and slowly walked towards the cemetery. "Oppa, you have found the root cause of narcolepsy, will it recur in the future?" Jin Shaoqing asked suddenly. If according to Jin Shiming's statement, after he recalled the dusty memory this time, he finally did not collapse again and trigger the self-protection mechanism. Does this mean that the cracks in his heart have been healed and he will no longer suffer from narcolepsy as a side effect? "Combined with what happened just now, my tolerance threshold has obviously increased a lot. I will probably no longer subconsciously rely on sealing my memories to escape reality like I did in the past." Jin Shiming pondered. I have to say, time is really the best medicine to heal everything. After one collapse after another, Jin Shiming gradually began to become desensitized to the accidents that he once found difficult to face. In other words, his heart has become stronger, and he now has the initial ability to digest those negative emotions. "My personal guess is that narcolepsy may still occur from time to time, but I won't fall into a coma as quickly as in the past. As long as I keep my emotions stable, I should be able to rely on willpower to overcome the discomfort and hold on until I can fall asleep peacefully," Jin Shiming continued. In other words, the danger factor and risk level of narcolepsy, a time bomb buried in Jin Shiming's body, have been reduced to an acceptable range and will basically not affect Jin Shiming's daily life. In contrast, it may be difficult for Jin Shiming to "connect" to another dimension and gain those "enlightenment" memories in deep sleep. Of course, we will have to wait until we actually experience it to know the specific situation. "That's great! Oppa, you finally don't have to live in fear anymore!" Jin Shaoqing said happily. "First Nine: Hidden dragon, do not use it. Nine Two: See the dragon in the field, it is good to see the great man. Nine Three: The gentleman works hard all day long, and is vigilant at night, no fault. Nine Four: Or leap in the abyss, no fault. Nine Five: The flying dragon is in the sky, it is good to see the great man. Top Nine: The arrogant dragon will regret." Jin Shiming was reciting the Qian Gua from the Book of Changes, and he looked full of vigor and energy. Jin Shiming has been hampered by narcolepsy all the time, and lives in fear every day. He was fed up with having to be restricted in doing anything, and now that he could finally do what he wanted, he was naturally looking forward to it. "Oppa, you're speaking some ancient Chinese that I can't understand again! Chinese is too difficult!" Jin Shaoqing muttered. Although she studied Chinese very hard, she was still a long way from being able to understand such obscure ancient Chinese. "Then tell me, how much did you understand?" Jin Shiming did not try to discourage Jin Shaoqing's enthusiasm for learning, but asked a question instead. "I heard you mention 'dragon' several times, Oppa. This should be related to the dragon, right?" Jin Shaoqing replied. "That's right, Ah Qing, your Chinese has improved a lot!" After Jin Shiming gave full affirmation and praise, he carefully explained the meaning of the hexagram in easy-to-understand words. "Speaking of dragons, Oppa, you would never guess that when my mom was pregnant with me, she had a dream about dragons." Jin Shaoqing, who was praised, was very happy and talked about the past with great interest. "Oh mom dreamed that she caught a loach wearing a skirt by the river, and suddenly the loach turned into a dragon. She was so scared that she ran away, but the dragon followed her all the way back home. Later, it lay in the front yard and helped guard the house." Jin Shaoqing pouted and said proudly, "After having such a special dream, I feel that this child will definitely be a beautiful girl with a warm heart after she is born!" "It is indeed a very special dream during pregnancy, but it seems that there is some difference between auntie's expectations for you, Aqing, and the reality!" Jin Shiming smiled. "What's the difference? Am I not beautiful enough in spirit or pretty enough?" Jin Shaoqing was unhappy and angrily wanted to shake off Jin Shiming's hand. "What I mean is that Auntie is a little conservative. Ah Qing, you are not only very beautiful, you are absolutely 'Perfect Beauty'! The three most beautiful women in the Republic of Korea are Kim Tae Hee, Jun Ji Hyun, and Kim So Qing!" Jin Shiming held Kim So Qing's hand tightly and said with a chuckle. "Oppa, you just know how to make fun of me! I'm going to ignore you!" Jin Shaoqing complained, but her heart felt as sweet as if she had eaten maple syrup.
(End of this chapter)