Chapter 58 There is no turning back Jin Shiming looked at the time and it was already past ten o'clock in the evening. He plans to continue writing the lyrics for the song "Lemon" tomorrow. "Boom boom boom!" After putting on his coat and shoes, Jin Shiming was about to leave the office when he heard a slightly hurried knock on the door. Jin Shiming just thought that it was Suzuki Taichi who came back to the company to pick him up from get off work. However, just as he turned off the lights and opened the office door, a figure threw himself into his arms. In the dim environment, Jin Shiming couldn't see who the person was. However, the smell coming from the other person was quite familiar, allowing Jin Shiming to guess her identity at once. "Shizheng, shouldn't you be in the dormitory? Why are you back?" Jin Shiming wondered.
The girl in his arms was very close to him, and the subtle touch made Jin Shiming feel a little uncomfortable. He reached out to push Kim Sejeong away, but this sister, who had always been well-behaved and sensible, stubbornly hugged him tightly and refused to let go no matter what. "Oppa..." Kim Sejeong buried her face tightly in Kim Semyeong's chest, and there was a hint of crying in her voice. Jin Shiming suddenly felt a tight pain in his heart. He hated to see Jin Sejeong cry the most. Kim Sejeong is also well aware of this. She will not easily shed tears in front of Kim Semyeong, and even if she encounters sad things, she will overcome them with a smile. Therefore, whenever Jin Shizheng cried in front of Jin Shiming, it must be because something serious had happened that caused her to lose control of her emotions. "Yes, I'm here!" Jin Shiming let Jin Shizheng hug him, patted her back gently, and comforted her softly. Even though he was very anxious and worried, Jin Shiming still controlled his emotions and did not rush to ask the reason. After crying for a long time, Jin Shiming's coat and shirt were almost soaked. Jin Shizheng slowly loosened his arms that were tightly around Jin Shiming's waist. Jin Shiming looked down and saw the girl in his arms crying like a pitiful little kitten. Her bangs were wet and stuck to her smooth forehead, the tip of her not-so-straight nose was red, and her bright and smiling eyes were swollen like peaches. Jin Shiming reached out to comb the girl's hair, then took a tissue from the desk and wiped away the remaining tear marks on her cheeks. "Come on, blow your nose." Jin Shiming took out a few more tissues and held them in front of Jin Sejeong's nose. "That's all water!" Kim Sejeong muttered a little embarrassedly, and blew her nose hard quite naturally. "Your hair is wet and you smell of sweat. Did you run here from the dormitory?" Jin Shiming asked after seeing that the other party's emotions had stabilized. "I, I don't smell like sweat!" Kim Sejeong argued in shame and anger after hearing this. At the same time, she quietly moved back and turned her head to sniff her hair. Seeing this, Jin Shiming knew that his guess was correct. "Oppa, are you okay?" Kim Sejeong hesitated for a few seconds and asked with difficulty, her eyes full of concern.
Jin Shiming recalled the scene of curling up in front of the computer and feeling a little guilty and ashamed. Fortunately, there was no surveillance camera in the office, otherwise Jin Shiming would have to delete the video at night and replace the hard drive with a new one! "I was watching the MV of 'Spring Day' in the dormitory just now..." Kim Sejeong added, staring at Kim Semyung in front of her. Jin Shiming finally understood that his silly sister was worried about him, which was why she ran over in a panic. The MV of "Spring Day" is actually a bit stream-of-consciousness, and many people may feel confused after watching it for the first time, but this obviously does not include Kim Sejeong. As the person who should know Kim Se Myung best in this world, Kim Sejeong definitely understood the MV of "Spring Day" and must be able to understand the emotions that Kim Se Myung poured into the MV. "I called you, but you didn't answer! I ran to the dormitory opposite and knocked on the door, but no one answered! I had no choice but to run back to the company to see if you were still there! Fortunately, you are here, Oppa!" As Kim Sejeong spoke, she couldn't help but shed tears. On the way back to the company just now, she was really anxious. She couldn't imagine what would happen if Jin Shiming was not in the company? "Oppa, don't leave me! I won't let you leave! What should I do without you?" Kim Sejeong cried helplessly. "Mi anna, it's Oppa's fault for making our Sejeong worried! Oppa will not leave and will always be with Sejeong!" Jin Shiming hugged the girl with great heartache and whispered in her ear. He didn't explain that he was composing a song and didn't notice the incoming call. Because Jin Shiming knew very well that what Jin Shizheng needed was not his explanation, but an affirmative answer from him. "Oppa! I don't ask you to be with me all the time, I just hope you can stay in my world forever, okay?" Kim Sejeong looked up at Kim Semyeong and said in an almost pleading tone. "My dear Sejeong, please don't look down on me as your oppa in the future!" Kim Semyeong lowered his head and said while resting his forehead against Kim Sejeong's. Kim Sejeong cannot accept a world without Kim Semyeong, and the same goes for Kim Semyeong. "How could I dislike Oppa! Even if Oppa gets old or sick in the future, he's still my Oppa!" Jin Sejeong said in a rare temper, "Oppa, if you get a daughter in the future, you might forget about me!" Kim Sejeong felt very uncomfortable when she thought that Jin Shiming would fall in love with other girls in the future and even start a family, and that girl would replace her important position in Jin Shiming's heart. The question is, what can she do? Confront Jin Shiming's mother at the door, snatch Jin Shiming back from her, and confess to Jin Shiming that she doesn't want to be a sister anymore? Once this happens, all escape routes will be cut off! Precisely because she cares too much and the cost is too heavy, Kim Sejeong really doesn't dare to go all in. When Jin Shiming heard these words, for a moment he thought of the girl who walked side by side with him under the street light. But soon, the balance in his heart tilted towards the girl in front of him. "Oppa can live without a mother, but not without Sejeong!" Jin Shiming said from the bottom of his heart. Jin Sejeong felt as if the heart in her chest exploded, turning into surging joy and happiness that almost overflowed from her body. Under the influence of emotion, Jin Shizheng could no longer maintain her rationality, and simply made up her mind and said: "Then, then I can..." There is no turning back! However, at this moment. The ceiling light in the corridor suddenly lit up. Jin Shizheng shuddered suddenly, holding back the second half of the sentence, and subconsciously distanced herself from Jin Shiming. "Ah! Jin Shizheng! I finally found you!" The person who came was Jin Shaoqing. (End of this chapter)
