I sit down alongside Lilia-san under the bright moonlight.
Lilia-san looks at the stars twinkling in the night sky for a while and is silent, and after a while, she slowly opens her mouth.
[Kaito-san, you know that Iām a former princess, right?]
[Yes.]
[I was in a very delicate position as a princess. Older Brotherā¦ā¦ The current king is 18 years old at that time, and anyone knows how the ages of this countryās first prince and first princess are close to each other. I think Luna should have already mentioned before that my brother and I are half-siblings.]
[ā¦ā¦Yeah.]
[Iām the ādaughter of the Queenā, while Older Brother is the āson of a concubineā.]
[ ! ? ]
Iām quite surprised inwardly at Lilia-sanās words, which she tells me point by point.
The current king is the son of a concubine, and Lilia-san is the daughter of the queenā¦ā¦ I honestly thought it was the other way around.
[As you can imagine, there was quite a struggle when Older Brother ascended the throne at the age of 25. I was the Queenās long-awaited first child, who had long been childless, and there was a faction of people who insisted that I should be installed as this countryās queen. In the end, since I was very young, it seems that Older Brother decided to take the throne.]
[ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦..]
[That should have been the end of it all, but now, Iām in a dispute with Older Brotherās children about the next succession.]
[ā¦ā¦That is, well, I donāt know what to sayā¦ā¦]
[Ah, donāt get me wrong, even if the people around us have some things to say, the relationship between us is good. My brother adored me as he did to his children, and the prince and princess love me like their sister.]
Lilia-san had a slight smile on her face when she said that, before her expression turned seriousā¦ā¦ as if sheās regretting something that happened in the past.
[You already know about thisā¦ā¦ Iām currently taking the family name āAlbertā rather than the royal name of Symphonia. The reason for that is simpleā¦ā¦ I ran away from the struggle for successionā¦ā¦]
[ā¦ā¦I had the impression that Lilia-san didnāt seem to have much interest in the throne thoughā¦ā¦]
[I donāt have any interest at all. However, a lot of people expected me to do this and I didnāt want to betray them, so it has always been ambiguous. Thatās the biggest mistake Iāve made in my lifeā¦ā¦ If I had made it clear as early as possible that I wouldnāt be taking over the throneā¦ā¦ If I hadā¦ā¦]
Lilia-san bites her lip in frustration.
Apparently, this seems to be the most important part of the story.
Lilia-san wasnāt interested in the succession to the throne. But the people around herā¦ā¦ The people who were pushing for Lilia-san wanted her to be the Queen.
As a result of her ambiguity, Lilia-san was caught up in a battle for the succession huh?
[ā¦ā¦Sieg and I have been together ever since I can remember. Since Rei-san was a court mage working for the royal palace, Sieg used to play with me a lot since I was a child.]
[Lilia-san and Sieg have known each other since they were children huh.]
[Yes, it was Sieg who taught me swordsmanship. To me, Sieg is like my older sister, my master in swordsmanship, and an irreplaceable close friend.]
Thereupon, Lilia-san stops speaking once, turns her gaze to the sky again, and begins to speak the rest of the story with a somewhat distant look in her eyes.
[Actually, Sieg was supposed to be the Division Commander of the Second Division, but she recommended me because she thought it would be a good experience for my future, and she herself became my second-in-command, supporting me. Sieg was really, always, always there to help me, worrying about me in this complicated position I haveā¦ā¦ And yet, Iā¦ā¦]
[ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦..]
[Sieg advised me many times that if I wasnāt interested in taking the throne, I should clearly state my intentions, but still, I remained ambiguous, and that decision of mine invited the worst thing that could have happened.]
[ā¦ā¦The worst thing that could have happened?]
I think I can somehow imagine it.
Sieg-san used to be a member of the Knights Order, where she lost her voice due to a wound she suffered at that time.
And what Lilia-san just told me about the struggle for succession, and her expression of regret from the pastā¦ā¦ That is to sayā¦ā¦
[At my invitation, that time was Lunaās second year in the Knights Order who used to be an adventurer.]
[ā¦ā¦Eh? Luna-san was also a former member of the Knights Order?]
[Yes, well, she wasnāt really concerned about becoming a knight, as when I got my peerage and left the Knights Order, she readily quit and followed me.]
[That certainly sounds like Lunamaria-sanā¦ā¦]
[Yes, seriouslyā¦ā¦ Sieg, Luna, and I were always together. Luna would tease me, Iād get mad about it, while Sieg would just chuckle before calming me downā¦ā¦ We had that kind of relationship.]
It seems that Lunamaria-san has always been like that, and that scene somehow came to mind.
You could say that they are rightly regarded as best friends who know each other well, but I could tell from the look on Lilia-san face that she really cares about them.
At that point, Lilia-san paused for a moment again, and slowly began to cut to the main topic of the conversation.
[ā¦ā¦One day, it was decided that the First to the Third Divisions will be working together on the mission to defeat a monster outbreak. There are many powerful monsters, and our preparations were extensiveā¦ā¦ Based on the information given to us beforehand, the plan was for each of us to deploy our forces from three directions and take control of the area.]
[ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦.]
[We moved to a safe zone that had been identified by preliminary research, and I left command to Sieg, who moved with Luna to meet with the rest of the division. And it was there that a fact was revealed.]
[A fact?]
[Yesā¦ā¦ The information given to my division was āswapped outā and the location where my division was deployed was ānext to the monstersā nestā.]
[What!?]
I was astonished to hear the words Lilia-san told me.
That is to say, Lilia-sanās division was caught by surprise by the monsters when she thought it was a safe zone and let her guard down.
[As I had just said, the monsters that were the target of our defeat were quite powerful and numerous, and it wasnāt something that only one division could deal with. At worst, they could have even been wiped outā¦ā¦ but thankfully, that wasnāt the case.]
[Sieg-san hadā¦ā¦]
[Luna and I soon joined in, and the rest of the division moved quickly and the monsters were defeated. My division was also very fortunate, as thanks to Sieg frantically battling the monsters, it was really fortunate that no one had died. However, Siegā¦ā¦ was so badly wounded that she couldnāt be healed with Recovery Magic, and she wandered between life and death for days.]
I donāt know much about battles, but for her to fight against a large number of monsters that would need three divisions to deal with them, if she had to fight against them while protecting the other knights from dying, wouldnāt she end up battling the monsters while using her body as their shield?
That there were no deaths in that battle could really be called a miracle.
[And then, when Sieg regained consciousness a few days laterā¦ā¦ She had lost her voice due to the deep wound in her throat.]
[ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦]
[In the end, I couldnāt find the person who switched the information before the operation, but considering the timing, it was more likely that this was planned by someone from the prince or princessās faction who didnāt want me to earn any more military honors than I have nowā¦ā¦]
[ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦]
[It was my faultā¦ā¦ Itās because I didnāt make it clear to themā¦ā¦ Because of thatā¦ā¦ Because of thatā¦ā¦ Sieg hadā¦ā¦]
What should I say to her? If you ask me if itās Lilia-sanās fault, after what she just said, I can see that itās not her fault at all.
However, Lilia-san, who has a strong sense of responsibility, wouldnāt agree with that.
While I couldnāt think of any words to say in reply, Lilia-san goes on with her story.
[Sieg didnāt blame me. Rei-san and Fia-san also forgave me, saying that as long as their daughter forgave me, so did they. However, I canāt forgive myself for that.]
[ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦..]
[And so, just when Older Brother was conferring me my peerage, I ran away from the struggle for succession. I couldnāt bear to see the people I cared about get hurt anymoreā¦ā¦ and at the same time, I tried to find some way to bring Siegās voice backā¦ā¦ but none of the means I found were realistic.]
[Could it beā¦ā¦ the Fruit of the World Treeā¦ā¦]
[Yes. The Fruit of the World Tree is an incredibly valuable thing. So precious that even I, a duchess, have never even seen one in personā¦ā¦]
Having spoken until that point, Lilia-san doesnāt continue to speak further and becomes silent.
I see, thatās why Lilia-sanās eyes changed color when she heard about the prize of this yearās winnerā¦ā¦ Because thatās what Lilia-san has been looking for all along, something that can restore Sieg-sanās lost voiceā¦ā¦
[ā¦ā¦Lilia-san.]
[Yes?]
[Itās not like Iām just trying to say nice thingsā¦ā¦ But I donāt think itās Lilia-sanās fault at all.]
[ā¦ā¦Thank you very much.]
The conversation didnāt last any longer, but I felt the tense feeling around Lilia-san eased up a little bit.
Dear Mom, Dadāā I was able to learn a bit about Lilia-sanās past. LIlia-san and Sieg-sanāā They were childhood friends.
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<Authorās Notes>
Healing Mages of the Humansā¦ā¦ canāt heal her.
The Underworld Kingā¦ā¦ could heal her
The God of Creationā¦ā¦ with a lot of composure, could heal her.
The God of Time and Spaceā¦ā¦ could heal her.
The Death Kingā¦ā¦ could easily procure the Fruit of the World Tree.
Arehh? If they had just Kaito, wouldnāt everything be already settled?