Chapter 213 Why "..." The little seed was silent for a second, then said, "Are you still sane? Have you been possessed by a demon?" "I'm sober now." Ruan Xing denied. The spiritual power in her body had stabilized initially, and she looked up at the dark sky. An unknown storm is brewing beneath the thick clouds. Suddenly, a gap seemed to appear in the clouds. A huge head that looked like a dragon but wasn't a dragon poked out from inside. Ruan Xing's pupils suddenly contracted. A huge body also came out from the gap, and the bright scales on its body were like the stars in the sky, twinkling and shining, as if real or illusory. It circled and danced above the nine heavens, with its head hanging down, its horns prominent, its long beard dancing, and it looked majestic. Its pair of three-white eyes stared at Ruan Xing. Ruan Xing's feet seemed to have taken root, unable to move at all. Her whole body was frozen in place, and only her trembling hair could reveal her trembling.
Her eyes widened. It's not just because the power that the dragon brings to her makes her feel terrified of her own insignificance. Also because she felt that the dragon looked a little familiar. And for some reason, what she could feel was... its anger? It was just a strange phenomenon of the Heavenly Dao when she was promoted to Guixu. Could she have her own consciousness and emotions? She didn't know much about the Guixu period and could only guess based on some scattered records. Some monks believe that the visions of the Heavenly Dao are related to the Dao they pursue. It is possible that the more they practice, the closer they will be to that image and it will become their own incarnation of the Dharma. But there are also monks who believe that this is an evaluation and test given by heaven. Since ancient times, no cultivator would die under the strange phenomena of heaven. At most, they would fail the test and regress in their cultivation, never having the chance to be promoted. There is no such creature as dragon in this world, but there is the word dragon. There is no record of it. If you ask about the impression of this word, some cultivators may not be able to imagine its image in their minds. They only know that it is a powerful kind of monster in ancient times, which no longer exists in this world. If it is the first possibility, Ruan Xing has seen the image of a dragon in modern times, so it makes sense that the image of the strange vision of heaven appeared in her mind. But would the image she imagined be angry with her and want to kill her? Ruan Xing had no doubt that it contained tangible murderous intent. But the repressive intimidation it posed was so powerful that Ruan Xing was unable to use any strength to resist. It is more like the will of heaven. She couldn't help but suspect that she would die here. But this shouldn’t be the case… She had clearly successfully advanced to the Guixu Stage in the simulation. Could such a realistic vision also be an illusion? A long roar resounded through the heaven and earth, and a ferocious dragon head swooped down towards her. She couldn't help but want to close her eyes, but still forced herself to look it straight in the face. "You want to kill me... why..." Ruan Xing murmured: "You are not my vision..." Now she was finally sure that this was the way of heaven. When she was promoted and caused strange phenomena in heaven and earth, she took the initiative to attack and kill her! She vaguely saw the dragon laughing at her. It said, "Why are you still alive?" His fingers moved slightly, Ruan Xing suppressed the soreness in the corners of his eyes, and overcame his instinctive fear with his tenacious will.
But it didn't work... She was completely unable to mobilize the spiritual power in her body, and it seemed that the surrounding spiritual energy had been suppressed by the heaven and earth. She couldn't even hear the sound of the little seeds. Between heaven and earth, everything was silent, and she could only hear her own pounding heartbeat. "Why should I live?" Ruan Xing repeated, and suddenly smiled, "It turned out to be you." She remembered why it looked familiar. Not because it looks like a dragon. But it was because she had seen it before in the glazed palace in the Lotus Terrace Secret Realm. In an instant, she suddenly understood a lot of things. When she entered the Lotus Platform Secret Realm for the first time in the simulation, she felt a very dangerous aura in the Glazed Palace. She thought it was some powerful monster, so she did not go in. At that time, because the Liantai Secret Realm had just been formed and the space was unstable, the Glass Salamander it transformed into was able to use its power to the maximum extent. When she went in for the second time, it was several years later. The space of the Lotus Secret Realm was stable, and its power could not be exerted. After finding that it could not kill Ruan Xing, it shrank back and did not come out, but was discovered by Ruan Xing. It had to make up a half-true and half-false story for her, and then gave her the wrong Tongxuan Sutra technique, hoping that she would fail in her practice and die. No wonder she had tried so many times with the simulator but couldn't practice successfully. Later, he thought of combining his own magical powers, and after only thirty or forty simulations, he succeeded. It seems that when she combined her magical powers to modify the technique, she accidentally put the salamander in, which could be fatal. The Way of Heaven is above the world. It is the will of the world, but it cannot arbitrarily violate the laws of heaven and earth and personally kill a variable that displeases it. This strange phenomenon of heaven may very well be its last chance. That's why I couldn't help but come out. But even if she figured this out, how could she fight against the laws of nature? Ruan Xing was anxiously thinking of a solution. What should she do to survive the clutches of Tiandao and successfully advance to the Guixu Stage? At this critical moment, perhaps because of the recent mental tribulation, she suddenly thought of her past life. She made a lot of efforts to live and live well. She no longer expects to gain affection from others, but instead gains the value of being needed from herself. Ghostwriting homework could no longer meet her daily needs, so she began to make a name for herself in the neighborhood gangster circle. Her moral bottom line is very low and she has become indifferent, otherwise as a little girl, no one would take her seriously. She paid the price of a body full of injuries in exchange for enough money to go to school six months later. Later, she also went to work, washed dishes, moved couriers, stumbled, worked part-time and studied, and worked several times harder than others. She barely went to an ordinary university, and after graduation, she found a job with a monthly salary of 3,000 yuan. She learned to be like other ordinary girls, watching TV series and reading novels, drinking milk tea and eating snacks, and taking beautiful photos to post on WeChat Moments. Many people say that the first child they want to raise when they grow up is themselves. She took good care of herself. This world is terrible, but she still wants to live. Not for anything else, just so that I can decide my own life.
The head that was getting closer and closer was reflected in her pupils. In her eyes, there were not only twinkling stars but also surging waves. She whispered, "Salamander, you ask me why I am alive. I tell you, it is because I want to live. If I die one day, it can only be because I want to die. I stand here and come to this day just to do whatever I want to do without anyone making decisions for me." I was shocked that this chapter was censored. I racked my brains but couldn't figure out what was wrong. I looked at the revised version... Well, the review deleted a part of the heroine's past life that was not so glorious. It seems that it is not allowed to describe the protagonist doing bad things that violate moral laws and regulations in order to survive? You can imagine it yourself