[You will let Otto use you as a human experiment, simply because it is what you have to bear.] [When you truly live in this world, when you truly fall in love with Otto and Kallen, when you are determined to guide Otto and Kallen and want them to be happy from the bottom of your heart. ] [The invisible burden and the pressure of life have already fallen on your shoulders. ] [Due to your background, no one has ever taught you how to be a good elder. ] [Do you also want to escape from your own "responsibility"? 】 [Have you ever thought countless times that even if you are not doing better than others, you should at least do a decent job, right? ] 【Now, the test is coming. 】 [As you can see, unless one dies too early, no qualified elder would watch his or her descendants begging on the street.] [Not to mention allowing them to conduct human experiments that are hundreds or thousands of times worse than begging on the streets.] [So, I will let you be willful for once in your capacity as an “elder”. ]
[You want to try to support Otto and Kallen. 】 [Using this almost tricky method to block the stain that was destined to fall on Otto, and at the same time help Kallen continue her dream of saving the world. 】 [You will be fine. At least, you will be fine until Otto and Kallen grow up.] [I think so, but I can't say it like that.] After calming Otto down, Lu Mian's gentleness and maturity were completely replaced by the vigor that should belong to his age. He looked full of ideals and said with a smile: "When a brave man is angry, he draws his sword against the stronger; when a coward is angry, he draws his sword against the weaker. "But I am different. I want to try to draw my sword and fight against that fate. Otto, I ask you, are you willing to hold this sword with me?" The bright moon and gentle breeze are equally beautiful. "..." Otto looked at Lu Mian silently, frowning and speechless, and finally revealed a smile that was uglier than crying. 【Otto Apokalis can't resist your smile.】 【Otto Apokalis cannot avoid your invitation.】 [Just because your existence is the basis for him to love and be loved. ] [He thought, if this is the "light" you are looking forward to, then he will walk side by side with you.] [Five hundred years later, there is always a strange statue standing in the new destiny—the holy god stabbed himself with the sword in his hand, and his body was covered with cracks.] [Some people guess that this is a manifestation of the consistent style of destiny, some people guess that this is a direct manifestation of the noble character of the flawless bishop, and some people guess that this is a prophecy that will eventually be deciphered...] [In response, the bishop just smiled softly, keeping all his feelings to himself.] 【This is just a thought for someone. 】 Chapter 5 Nightmare (5/)
[Using "oneself" as a human experiment to curb natural disasters? 】 [This is an ideal way to solve the problem, but it is also naive. ] 【It is holy to always dream of saving the world, but it is also naive. 】 [As time goes by, Otto and Kallen will eventually grow up and face a world that is neither gentle nor beautiful. ] 【but......】 [As long as you are here, Otto still has the right to be childish. ] [As long as you are here, Kallen still has room for innocence. ] [They will take their own different paths in the distance you see. ] 【And you are their "escape route." 】 【...】 [Your physique, no, Void Ten Thousand Treasures is very special. It can accept the special collapse of the Black Death without being eroded. ] [And you can also actively eliminate it completely from your body. ] [When experiments are needed, you are a standard patient. When experiments are not needed, you are no different from usual. ] 【This is a great benefit to your experiment with Otto.】 [The experiment proceeded smoothly.] [In order to avoid going down the same path, you decided to combine Chinese and Western medicine, and try both herbal medicine and normal experiments. ] [As for efficiency, six times a day is more frequent than eating. ] [Just like that, half a month passed in a flash. ] The autumn wind blows gently, causing all things to wither more quietly. The light cannot illuminate the cold night, but it can still bring a little warmth and hope to the dark world. In a specially prepared room, Lu Mian and Otto, who was wearing special protective clothing, sat across the table from each other. "Snaketooth Grass and Epimedium are used as the lead. This is the forty-fifth medicine test." Lu Mian looked at Otto, then at the green medicine in his hand, frowned slightly, and then drank it all in one gulp. After a while, the man's originally calm expression suddenly became distorted, and he spat out a mouthful of black blood. Seeing this, Otto on the opposite side subconsciously bent forward and was about to stand up, but finally sat down, collected the blood sample, and took out a notebook with trembling hands to record it. The handwriting was crooked. He had never written such ugly words in his life, but it was not surprising. After all, the whole notebook was filled with such handwriting. After properly handling everything and ensuring that the experiment was correct, he stood up and tried to check on Lu Mian's condition. But the outstretched hand was gently pushed back in mid-air by a soft golden light. "Let me adjust my condition."
"..." After a long while, the remaining pain on Lu Mian's face gradually faded, and he smiled at Otto again. Otto looked at this kind smile, was stunned for a moment, then nodded slightly and gave a forced smile in return. The two of them processed all the data and disinfected all the items in the house before returning home side by side. Otto dragged his exhausted body and threw himself heavily on the bed, bending his arms to cover his forehead. It blocked the view and the light. "Our experiment is progressing very quickly and should be successful soon. How about we stop for a while?" he suddenly said. Hearing this, Lu Mian, who was sitting at the desk enjoying the night breeze and looking at the stars, turned around and looked at Otto. Seeing how tired he was, I couldn't help but feel distressed, but I still said jokingly: "Why, don't you want to see Kallen happy soon?" [Who can endure the pain and watch their time decrease little by little? ] 【You are also human and you will feel afraid. 】 [You are not strong, and you can even be emotionally frustrated by a snow globe.] [Besides, people are lazy. If the experiment is stopped at this point, it will be difficult to restart it. ] 【So, we must persevere. 】 [You think so, but your words sounded different to Otto.] After hearing what Lu Mian said, Otto's eyes became even more tired, and the shadow still covered his gaze, "Do you care so much about Kallen?" The words fell, one second, two seconds, three seconds. There was no response for three full seconds. Otto pulled his arm away in confusion, only to see Lu Mian coming to his bedside with a chair and sitting down. Lu Mian admitted that he was really a little bit overwhelmed. He stretched out his hand and rubbed Otto's head angrily, cursing as he rubbed: "You ask me? If you weren't a filial son like you, BYD Kaslin would come to you, Yedie, to cry and say that he didn't want Kalin to be sad anymore. How could I do this? "You said that, just wait, next time you bring Karin to hang on the beam I won't care, I will make you regret it and regret it for the rest of your life..." Lu Mian continued to curse, and his hands did not stop moving; Otto silently endured everything and changed to a more comfortable position for both of them. Neither of them noticed the slight smile that curved their lips. Time, stop, you are so beautiful. As he kept making a fuss, Otto's eyelids became heavier and heavier, moving down little by little until they were completely closed. He fell asleep. Lu Mian stopped what he was doing after noticing this, and his expression changed quietly, filled with gentleness and...kindness?
He gently covered Otto with the quilt and carefully straightened his messy and smooth blond hair. After doing all this, the man slumped in the chair, watching the dim light, counting his own heartbeats, like an old man in his twilight years. Only then did exhaustion dare to show itself on him. "A hundred years... that's enough." ----------------- "Otto! Otto!" Hearing the familiar call in his ear, Otto opened his eyes. But he found himself in pitch darkness, and in the distance, "Lu Mian" was standing in the light and waving to him. For a moment, it seemed as if countless pairs of eyes grew out of the void, and each pair was staring at him intently. He swallowed subconsciously, and a thin layer of cold sweat appeared on his forehead. He subconsciously wanted to walk to "Lu Mian" and go to the place where the light was blooming. But no matter how far he walked, the distance between him and "Lu Mian" did not seem to change at all, just like... as he walked, the road under his feet became longer and longer. Eventually, he was swallowed by darkness. When Otto opened his eyes again, he found that he had appeared next to Lu Mian without knowing when. At this moment, he was in a bright place. But for some reason, he suddenly felt an inexplicable chill. Before he could figure everything out, "Lu Mian" chuckled and stuffed a dagger into his hand, and then held the hand holding the sword with both hands. Seeing this, Otto subconsciously guessed something and his pupils shrank sharply. "Pfft-" The next second, the sound of a sharp blade entering flesh was heard, and the dagger pierced straight into "Lu Mian's" chest, and Otto's world was shattered. "...Hiss!" Otto propped himself up from the bed reflexively. He woke up. Otto was enveloped in dim light, and beside him was Lu Mian, who was guarding the light and gently wiping away the cold sweat on his face. Feeling the sincere emotion contained in this action, Otto breathed a sigh of relief, and his heartbeat and breathing, which had been disordered by the nightmare, gradually became calmer. "Having a nightmare again?" "...Um." Chapter 15: "Killing" Kiana After learning that Otto had another nightmare, Lu Mian's gentle face was tinged with a hint of bitterness that was imperceptible if you didn't look closely. He reached out his hand to wipe the dark circles under his eyes, wanted to say something, opened his mouth, and only sighed:
"It's hard for you too." Hearing this, Otto's eyes flickered and he held his hand. "It won't be more bitter than that damn medicine, right?" "Ha, it's still early. Why don't you sleep a little longer?" Lu Mian smiled and looked at the early sky outside the window and asked. "No, come and chat with me?" "What to talk about?"