Chapter 13 You Are Awesome If you are liked by others, you will live a good life for two days. If you are disliked by others, you can only be thrown away like garbage wherever they want. You want freedom but not freedom, and you want security but not security.
The most miserable life.
In her previous life, she was stupid and couldn't understand the underlying logic of the optimal solution in life planning, which caused her life path to become narrower and narrower, until she was driven to a dead end.
This life is no longer possible.
She will never follow the path set by her adoptive mother again, and she will never give up on herself due to the love between a man and a woman.
She must find her own path. This path may be bumpy and full of thorns, but it must become wider and wider.
Otherwise, the quality of life cannot be improved, and what’s the point of living a new life? It's better to die.
Anyway, she is familiar with the life of being a Piao after death.
There is no need to think about the future, no need to set goals, and no need to eat or sleep. You can reach wherever you want with just a thought, which is much more free than being a human being.
Seeing the displeasure on An Ran's face, Shi Jian said warmly, "You are very powerful."
He has also played piano since he was a child and has a certain understanding of professional piano competitions.
There are numerous piano competitions around the world every year, and several piano competition champions are produced every month.
But An Ran, who was unanimously approved by the judges of the Chopin Piano Competition this year and won the runner-up honor without any objection, is a genius in terms of piano art.
She is only 16 years old.
The news about this year's Warsaw Shozai Finals has not yet reached China. He doesn't know who this year's winner is, but he clearly remembers that the winner of last year's Shozai Finals was a young pianist who has already become internationally famous.
"Thank you." An Ran thought of the results achieved in Warsaw this time, and joy appeared in her eyes.
She was happy not because she won second place.
But because she was able to successfully arrive in Warsaw to participate in the Shaw Games finals, she began to rewrite her own destiny in this life.
In her previous life, she missed this competition because she was addicted to Hua Zhan. Since then, her life has been like a curse, with bad luck coming one after another.
First, she waved away her wonderful mentor, and then she and Shi Jian were watching a movie in the cinema. Several classmates in the class saw it and spread it.
In the next few days, rumors quickly spread in school that she and Shi Jian were in love.
In her previous life, she remembered that more than a month after she entered high school, she was still not familiar with the classmates around her, and she had no good friends. Usually, because her mind was not on study, but on Hua Zhan and her brother, she seldom communicated with her classmates, etc. When she discovered this rumor, the school teachers and leaders also knew everything they should know.
No. [-] Middle School is not like the private school she attended before. The school style is extremely strict, and puppy love is absolutely not allowed.
When the whole school spread the news about her puppy love with Shi Jian, it was impossible for the teacher to ignore it.
Soon, she and Shi Jian were called into the head teacher's office.
Lao Chen, I guess, is a serious and responsible person in his work and rigorous in teaching, but he is stubborn and rigid in some aspects. What is most embarrassing is that his students do not seriously study puppy love, and they still accept soft things rather than hard was originally just a matter of speculation. She was not in puppy love with Shi Jian at all, so when Lao Chen asked her for an interview, she and Shi Jian denied the matter in unison.
Now that I think about it, at that time, I couldn't let go of Hua Zhan's broken appointment, and I was very angry when I found out that someone had spread rumors about me and Shi Jian. So when I explained to Lao Chen, I had a very bad tone and got very angry.
Not only did he scold the classmates who spread the rumors, but he also scolded Lao Chen very arrogantly.
As a result, before Shi Jian could explain, Lao Chen was so angry that she threw them both out of the office.
Then the family contacted their parents with a phone call.
Later, An Ran didn't care about whether Shi Jian's mother came to school or not, so she didn't know.
The adoptive mother didn't come.
At that time, she was very angry with herself because she didn't go to the Xiaoxian finals.
After receiving a call from her school teacher saying that she didn't study well in school and had engaged in puppy love at a young age, she became even more angry.
When she went home that night, she was not allowed to eat, so she was locked in the study and beaten severely with a pointer.
In a person's life, the most painful and happiest memories are always remembered deeply.
An Ran still remembers the scene at that time. No matter how she explained, her adoptive mother didn't listen, so she believed the class teacher's words and scolded her in English, saying that she didn't learn well at a young age, didn't love herself, and was a bitch. etc.
To this day, she can't help but tremble when she thinks of her adoptive mother's cruel, cold and crazy expression and the feeling of the whip hitting her body.
Because of this incident, she completely lost her autonomy in life, and her adoptive mother tightened her control. She even went to school to tell the teacher, asking the teacher to keep an eye on her and report anything bad to her as soon as possible. .
Therefore, under this series of blows in her previous life, she had no intention to study at all, and her grades were naturally poor. And because she hated the teacher's special care, she also disliked the teacher and the lessons taught by the teacher. After entering high school, her academic performance dropped. It continued to decline, and eventually I didn’t even want to go to school.
Later, she couldn't stand Shi Jian even more. Every time she saw Shi Jian at school, she would deliberately ignore him. Sometimes when chatting with her classmates, she would intentionally or unintentionally make fun of him when talking about him, so that the whole class would know. How much could she hate him, so how could she fall in love with him?
How is Shi Jian?
It seems that besides talking less, I still have to go to school and do whatever I have to do.
After the classes were divided in the first semester of high school, she and he were no longer in the same class.
Later, she didn't pay much attention to his news for a long time.
I don’t know what university he went to or what job he did.
until……
The year she got out of prison and found out she had cancer and was dying.
She suddenly saw him at the entrance of Jincheng Cancer Hospital. 1314 (End of this chapter)