Chapter 12: Queen "Finally found an excuse while I was drunk." “Expressing all my feelings.” A low whispering voice accompanied the piano music. The audience, who still looked indifferent, were stunned. They suddenly felt a suffocating feeling as if someone was grabbing their chest. In Wu Mu's mind, various scenes of him and Liu Lan slowly emerged. "I don't want you to have dinner with that guy. He has bad intentions." "Haha, baby, are you jealous? Don't worry, you're the only one I like." "I haven't seen you for a long time. I missed you so much." "Hey, we are making money, right? Without money, how can we make you a world star?"
"I don't want to be a world-famous star. I just want to be with you." "I love the way you shine on the stage, baby. Of course we will always be together." "Why are your eyes red? Are you crying? Who bullied you?" "None of your business." "I was worried about you! What's going on?" "I said it's none of your business, so it's none of your business. Hey, can you stop being so clingy? You're disgusting, understand? Never mind, you don't look like you understand. I won't come this week. Think about it yourself." ".sorry." “Whoever lets others do what they want will give up their freedom first.” “It’s always me in the end.” "Walking between your coldness and passion with your feet hanging in the air." "When everything is taken away from you, you have to accept it with a smile." It was still a low voice, and the audience felt more and more stuffy in their chests. They looked at Wu Mu who was clearly standing on the stage, but they felt that he was actually under the stage, also looking up. "I'm jealous of your love's momentum." "Like a diva whose popularity is unrivaled." "What you want is not me but vanity." “You become outstanding only when someone loves you.” The lyrics burst out suddenly, but no one felt relieved at all, but more depressed instead. This isn't catharsis at all, it's self-mockery. Wu Mu's eyes were wandering, as if the humble boy was standing in front of him at this moment.
He is smart and sober. He knows that he is being controlled in the name of love. Sometimes he feels sad that he lives such a humble life, but when he thinks that without her in his life, it seems that the last ray of light for him to continue living will be gone? That was the last straw that held his life back. He fantasized that he could hold her and live with her on the bright shore. Unfortunately, this ray of light eventually disappeared. "Do you have a husband?" "So what?" "You said you would be with me forever, were you lying to me?" "Wu Mu, how old are you? Do you really believe in forever? Okay, don't bother me. I have more troubles here. If you can accept it, then accept it. If you can't accept it, then forget it." "I'm jealous of your love's momentum." "Like a diva whose popularity never fades." As the song entered the chorus, Wu Mu's voice became a few notches higher, but there was still no catharsis, only painful struggle. He suddenly remembered the last scene in the world. He lay on the bathroom floor, letting the crimson liquid drown him, letting the cold darkness pull him in step by step. He looked at the tea cabinet in the living room. That was where his mother had fallen. She was lying there, being slowly swallowed by the cold liquid. He thought he had forgotten it long ago, but it turned out that he had actually remembered it all along. His consciousness gradually blurred, and before he fell into complete darkness, he seemed to shout. "Mother." "If one day love is no longer confusing." "Enough to see all the right and wrong." "Until then you are in my heart." "No more will be sung." "Treating you as a diva." "It won't be me anymore." Wu Mu slowly put down the microphone, and it was hard to tell whether it was sweat or tears flowing down his face. Everyone in the audience just looked at him with their mouths slightly open. They seemed to have really seen it, saw a helpless struggling soul, saw a boy walking in the dark, trying hard to move towards the light, but finally being swallowed up. The venue was quiet. Suddenly, someone burst into tears, and the sound was particularly loud in the silent venue. Then they heard a loud cry with a crying tone. "Wu Mu, I love you!" "I will always be with you, don't leave!" Wu Mu, who was lost in his emotions on the stage, was awakened by the sound.
He looked at the cute girl with tears in her eyes below the stage and laughed: "Where are you going? The show hasn't been finished yet." This laugh completely broke the depressing atmosphere in the venue. The audience slowly came back to their senses, and then many of them realized that they didn't even know when their faces were already covered in tears. Did a song make you cry? Everyone quickly wiped their faces and tried to cover up their embarrassment by saying things like “Wow, Wu Mu’s singing is really good” and “The song he sang is quite touching”. After the tear marks on their faces were wiped away, they finally had the mood to discuss other things. "How come Wu Mu's singing level is so high now? Wasn't his level terrible in the last episode?" "It's a bit exaggerated. I really felt like crying when I heard him sing just now." "The emotions in the song are too strong. Is this a song written for that woman?" "Ah, I kind of really believe that he's in a relationship. If he's really only after the money, how could he have such strong emotions?" The audience felt that their impressions were about to be overturned. Is this still the Wu Mu who performed so poorly in the last episode? Everyone wondered if they hadn't woken up yet. But it’s still polite to give a subversion score. In the next scoring session, Wu Mu scored 678 points. "Ah? No, about 600 points?" Wu Mu, who had not yet stepped down, was speechless. "How dare you give me this score? Is it worthy of the song I just sang?" Although this score is more than 400 points higher than his previous score, it is still not comparable to the quality of his singing just now! Don’t these people feel guilty for giving this score? Zhang Li, a fan in the audience, looked a little embarrassed as she had just given the movie a low one-star rating. To be honest, considering the quality of the song, a one-star rating is definitely excessive. But whenever she thought that this song was written by Wu Mu for the financial sponsor who supported her, and that it was written with such deep affection, she felt unhappy. In addition, it was also a bit to cover up her inner embarrassment. The person who just stood up and spoke was her. Thinking about how she was so bold as to stand up and shout "Ai Wu Mu", her face felt hot. I was really carried away. I actually did something like this just for a song. She was still a hater of Ren Wu Mu, but ended up expressing her love for him on the show. "You can't blame me. It was mainly because I was emotional at the time. This bastard sang like he was about to commit suicide, so I couldn't hold back." She excused herself in her heart. After giving the scores, Wu Mu stepped down from the stage, only to find that his partner's eyes were as red as a rabbit's.
Wu Mu was stunned for a moment, "Teacher Mo Mo, you can't cry like this, right?" Mo Mo was a little embarrassed, and with sobs that had not yet stopped, he said, "I can't help it." (End of this chapter)