Bai Yin didn't expect that Jiang Lai could believe her or even understand her.
The tears that had been stopped flowed uncontrollably.
"I knew that my purpose in coming to him was dishonorable, so during this period I kept a low profile.
I tried so hard to be happy that my relationship became unequal.
I took over all the housework and watched Chang Fa's face carefully, but no matter what I did, his mother was not satisfied with me.
I endure it day by day, but when I think that I have to endure this kind of life for the rest of my life, I feel very painful and feel that there is no difference between living and dying. "
Bai Yin didn't have many friends in the game, so she had never said these words to anyone.
When she first entered the game, her purpose was very simple, that is, to survive.
At that time, she felt that as long as she could survive, she would do anything.
But now, she feels that she has changed.
During this period, she organized star chasing in the support club every day. They discussed every deed and every quality of Jiang Lai.
But the more they discussed, the more Bai Yin felt that Jiang Lai was really a very powerful person.
As a woman, Jiang Lai has never relied on anyone. She has won more honors on her own than many men.
When the male players mentioned Jiang Lai, they sincerely admired her.
What she admires is Jiang Lai herself, not a woman who is a subordinate of some man.
Just like Bai Yin herself.
Even though she has lived a good life now, if others look closely, they will know that she is just a dodder flower raised by Chang Fa, and she is nothing without Chang Fa.
Outside, you don't get respect.
On this raft, there was no place where Bai Yin could truly feel at ease.
All of this may have been what she had dreamed of before, but it made her extremely painful now.
Jiang Lai was not surprised by what Bai Yin said.
From the moment she watched Bai Yin get on the boat, she guessed what Bai Yin would face next.
But what Jiang Lai didn't expect was that Bai Yin would leave for such a reason.
Give up your superior life and leave alone.
"What are you going to do with your life in the future?"
Jiang Lai asked.
Now, unlike before, sea beasts are overflowing. If you don't have any ability to protect yourself, leaving hastily is the same as committing suicide.
"Won't you persuade me to make peace with Chang Fa?"
Bai Yin knew why Chang Fa called Jiang Lai here, so she was surprised why Jiang Lai said this.
Jiang Lai shook his head.
“I don’t interfere with other people’s choices, nor do I interfere with other people’s lives.
If you really think about it. "
“During this period, Chang Fa didn’t ask me to catch any supplies myself, so my own raft has been upgraded to level five.
In the support club, I met some people and tried to start some small businesses, which were pretty good.
My body is also exercising. Although my physical strength has not improved much, as long as I live carefully, I can survive alone in the sea. "
Bai Yin gently talked to Jiang Lai about her plan. Although it was not perfect, it was obvious that she was ready to face various difficulties.
"Jiang Lai, I really want to be like you. Although I may not be as good as you, I must live uprightly on the sea by myself."
At first, Bai Yin was a little jealous of Jiang Lai's excellence.
So now, Jiang Lai is like a beam of light, shining on her as she moves only Bai Yin, but also many women in the support club regard Jiang Lai as a role model and have become braver and stronger because of Jiang Lai.
This is the power of idols.
Jiang Lai also didn't expect that her influence on other people would be so great. At a certain moment, she suddenly felt that her previous attitude towards chasing stars was a bit too shallow.
If the light you inadvertently emit can really illuminate the path forward for others, then this is the most meaningful thing.
"If you need help in the future, you can come to me."
For girls who want to start a self-reliant life, Jiang Lai is willing to provide some help within his ability.
Compared to the Bai Yin of the past, Jiang Lai prefers the current person who is full of courage and hope for the future, with bright eyes.
Chang Fa was pacing anxiously outside, and the voices inside were too soft for him to hear.
During this period, although he knew about the conflict between his mother and Yin Yin and tried to resolve it, Yin Yin still suffered a lot of grievances.
Changfa actually knows all these.
But he has promised Yinyin that he will never let her be wronged in the future. He likes her very much and really doesn't want to separate like this.
After waiting like this for a while, the door opened.
Bai Yin walked out of the door.
Chang Fa glanced into the room and found that Bai Yin's things were no longer there, and his heart instantly felt cold.
"Chang Fa, thank you during this time. I have received a lot of care from you. If I have the opportunity in the future, I will try my best to return it to you."
Bai Yin's tears had been wiped dry in the room, and the expression on her face was distant and indifferent, unlike when she and Chang Fa had an awkward argument before.
But the more calm he was, the more frightened Chang Fa became.
"Yinyin, believe me, I will never..."
Frequent explanations.
"Chanfa."
Bai Yin interrupted him.
"You got angry at me last night, saying that your mother was sick because of me. But do you really believe that my aunt is sick?"
"Yinyin, my mother had a bad heart before. She would feel uncomfortable when she was angry. But I don't blame you. I know you didn't mean it. It's all my fault and I didn't handle your relationship well."
Chang Fa apologized. He knew that he lost his temper at Yin Yin last night and must have frightened her.
"But Chang Fa, have you forgotten? In the game, people can't get sick."
Bai Yin smiled bitterly and released her raft.
Chang Fa was a little stunned when he heard this.
Yes, you can't get sick in the game. Those who got sick were cured in the game. How could my mother have a heart disease?
It was my mother who lied to herself.
It was Yinyin who was wronged again.
Chang Fa grabbed his hair with both hands, and his face looked a little painful. He had handled this relationship so poorly. He couldn't blame Yin Yin for leaving anyway.
“I don’t blame you, and I don’t blame Auntie either.
I know that because my original purpose was too strong, my aunt didn't have a good impression of me from the beginning.
I despise myself, so I deserve no respect from others.
I used to think respect was worthless, but now I have to live on this worthless thing for the rest of my life.
So let's separate and let me give myself a chance to be an upright person. "(End of chapter)