Chapter 87 Shake It She really likes the warm sun, which has brought her a lot of joy during this period. She likes its liveliness and agility, which is so pleasing... "Woo~woo~" Nuan Yang was calling in Miao You's arms, its claws pointing in one direction, that was its home. Miaoyou looked at the direction it was pointing and instantly understood what it meant. She said in a trembling voice, "Okay, let's go home." Chen Huaian just followed them without saying a word... Miaoyou carried Nuanyang back to its home. Yu Yang waited anxiously at the door, as if every passing second was torment for him. He saw Miaoyou carrying Nuanyang back, and he was extremely worried. He shouted, "Is Nuanyang okay?" Miaoyou said nothing, just walked quietly. Her silence was the best answer. Yu Yang's eyes suddenly became dull.
He kept repeating, "Why is it like this, why is it like this..." "Woo~woo~" Miaoyou had already approached, and she felt Nuanyang's attempt to break free. She knew that Nuanyang wanted to return to Yuyang's arms. She gently placed Nuan Yang in Yu Yang's arms. Nuan Yang was in Yu Yang's arms, sticking out her tongue. She wanted to show her old smile. She didn't want to make Yu Yang worry, but the pain in her body made it difficult for her to force out her old smile. "You'll be fine, you will be fine..." Yu Yang said while sobbing. After all these years of living together, Nuan Yang had already become his family, his closest relative. He couldn't bear to let her go. His heart felt like it was being cut by a knife and he was in great pain. "Woo~woo~" Nuan Yang whimpered in pain... It listened to Yu Yang's crying, slowly raised its paw, and gently patted Yu Yang's face, just like it had patted Miao You's face before. "You and me", Yu Yang felt so heartbroken that he couldn't breathe. He looked at Nuan Yang and couldn't speak for a long time. "Woo~Woo~" Nuan Yang suddenly swayed gently in his arms, as if wanting to get down. Yu Yang understood what it meant and gently put it on the ground. Nuan Yang lay on the ground, used all his strength to stand up, and walked towards Chen Huaian. Seeing this, Chen Huaian walked in front of it. "Woo~woo~" It whimpered, then lowered its head and knelt down towards Chen Huaian, not moving for a long time. Yu Yang watched, as if waiting for Nuan Yang's next move, but after waiting for a long time, Nuan Yang did not move. "You're welcome." Chen Huaian's words made Miaoyou understand that Nuanyang was gone. Yu Yang seemed unable to accept this fact. He tried hard to stand up, but fell to the ground. Miao You wanted to help him but was stopped by Chen Huaian. Chen Huaian shook his head slightly at her. Miao You looked at Yu Yang on the ground and did not move. Yu Yang came to Nuan Yang, hugged its body and cried bitterly. He understood, he understood everything. If it weren't for Chen Huaian, his warm sunshine would have left him long ago. He wanted to thank Chen Huaian, but his grief prevented him from saying it out loud. "Rest in peace." Chen Huaian's voice was very light, like an ice cube, but what he said was indeed what should be done at the moment.
"I, I..." Yu Yang stuttered. He still couldn't accept the fact that Nuan Yang left him. "You're like this, this isn't what Nuan Yang wants to see." Chen Huaian's words stunned Yu Yang. With trembling hands, he handed Nuan Yang to Chen Huaian. Chen Huaian took Nuan Yang away. Miao You helped Yu Yang back to the wheelchair and pushed him out. Chen Huaian walked on the road, using the Qigong technique to find a good feng shui for Nuan Yang. Finally, Chen Huaian stopped at an uninhabited place outside the city. There were wind, mountains and water here. In spring, there would be birds singing and flowers blooming. That was also the scenery that Nuan Yang liked. When Miao You pushed Yu Yang here, Chen Huaian had already done everything. Yu Yang stared blankly at Nuan Yang's grave and didn't speak for a long time. "Let's go." Chen Huaian said to Miaoyou, and Miaoyou nodded. Yu Yang really needed to be alone now. After Chen Huaian and Miao You left, Yu Yang was still in a trance. "Is it really okay for us to just leave like this and leave him there alone?" Miaoyou asked worriedly. "He will be fine. For Nuan Yang's sake, he will stay strong and live on." After Chen Huaian finished speaking, Miao You turned her head, her eyes full of worry. She knew how important Nuan Yang was to Yu Yang. He had no family, and Nuan Yang was his only family. After Chen Huaian and Miao You left, Yu Yang looked at Nuan Yang's grave for a long time. He finally spoke at some point, but it was almost dark. "Do you remember the first time we met? At that time, you were covered in wounds and the doctor said you wouldn't live long. But I didn't believe it and took you home. I took good care of you for three months. You got better and ran happily. At that time, I named you Nuan Yang." "My leg was an accident. All these years of taking medicine have made me lose all illusions about life. But your appearance has given me hope. You are like the warm rising sun, lighting up my dark life." "I don't know how I was supposed to survive without you during that time." Yu Yang paused here, as if he was reminiscing, or as if he was sad. "You really like my touch, running happily in the snow, and listening to the dog songs I sing even more." "By the way, has it been a while since I sang a dog song for you?" Yu Yang said this with a smile on his face, "Then I'll sing it for you now, okay?" "Wang...wang..." Yu Yang stopped singing, and a tear quietly rolled down his cheek. "I can't bear to leave you. I really can't bear to leave you." Yu Yang looked at Nuan Yang's grave and said in a hoarse voice, "You are my only family in this world." He looked at the grave and spoke word by word. The newly built grave still had the fishy smell of soil. The motionless grave seemed to show Yu Yang's former smile from the grave. But all that is gone. Yu Yang stopped talking. He was silent for a long time. He looked at Nuan Yang's grave and slowly extended a finger. "Go in that direction. That's our home." "The dog wants to listen to the dog song, and welcome the little painter in the snow. The puppy wants to go home when it rains, and home is just ahead."
Yu Yang said as he left. He pushed the wheelchair and felt a breeze blowing past. The wind was soft and warm. How could such a wind blow in winter? Yu Yang felt the wind and suddenly looked up. His eyes trembled slightly. He turned his wheelchair hard, changed direction, and returned to Nuan Yang's grave. "You, don't, forget me..." After Yu Yang said this, he seemed to faintly hear Nuan Yang's call. The cry seemed to say "OK". Yu Yang left, walking into the night. As time passed, Yu Yang would always come to visit Nuan Yang, as if Nuan Yang had never left... Later, dogtail grass grew on the small mound. Whenever Yu Yang approached, it would sway gently, just like it used to sway. (End of this chapter)
