But she had begun to change. Although she still maintains her curiosity about things, her moral values are very different from those of ordinary people. They are almost non-existent and she does things as she pleases. Sometimes you may seem very energetic, but that is only towards things that interest you. As for things that don’t interest you, you are actually quite indifferent. So even though she is a veteran of Rhodes Island, one of the two founders of Rhodes Island's medical system, and the manager of Rhodes Island's blood bank, she is seen as a weirdo and incomprehensible person by many people in Rhodes Island. Coupled with her racial identity as a blood demon, she is even more feared. When treating patients in Rhode Island, the first thing she often does is to reassure them not to be afraid. Many people in Rhode Island would scare their children like this when they are naughty: If you are naughty again, Dr. Warfarin will come and eat you. She looks young, but actually, her mentality is no longer young - who else can be so young as to openly talk about her incredible age and have a slightly younger mentality? Therefore, when she was alone, Huafalin often felt afraid about her future. She was sure that once she began to lose her current mentality and abandoned her current persistence, she would become a monster more terrifying than those barbaric and bloodthirsty people whom she despised. "How did you do that? Can you teach me?" She sounded pleading and cautious.
If someone in Rhodes Island who knew Warfarin saw her like this, he would be shocked and wonder if he had recognized the wrong person. “Some people can live for tens of millions of years and still retain their innocent childhood innocence, while others can only live for a few decades and their souls begin to decay, becoming gloomy and becoming the living dead.” "Girl, the answer to your question is not some big secret. It can be summed up in four words: strong enough." "As long as you are strong enough and keep a positive attitude, no matter how much time passes, you can remain the same as you were at the beginning, but girl, you..." Chen An looked at Hua Falin and shook his head: "This method is not suitable for you, girl." Huafalin lowered her head and remained silent. She was sure that she was strong and determined enough and had the faith to persevere. But she was also certain that in the face of time, her faith and strength were actually weak. Her voice was bitter: "So, there is no other way?" "That's not the case. There is another way. The greatest despair brought by the years is loneliness. As long as there is a way to overcome it, even if you are not that strong, you can overcome the influence of time." "So find someone who can walk with you. You don't have to force that person to be perfect, as long as he can understand you, even if he is not a partner, but an enemy, as long as he can make you feel that there is a meaning in life and you don't feel lonely, that's enough." "Of course, if possible, it would be best if that person is a partner, someone who can share joy with you, share sorrow with you, tolerate you, stand by you when you encounter difficulties, comfort you when you are sad and lost, support each other, and someone you love." Chen An smiled slightly, his voice gentle: "If you can meet such a person, give your heart to him, and then you will find that with him by your side, even the eternity is just a blink of an eye." Hua Falin opened her mouth, looked at Chen An, and was speechless for a moment. There was nothing more to say because we had arrived. "Okay, the Dawn Base you're looking for is ahead. I'm still busy taking some time off. If I go there with you, today's half-day of leisure will definitely be gone, so I'll have to trouble you to walk the rest of the way by yourself. See you again if we're lucky. Bye~" Hua Falin stood on the side of the road, watching Chen Ansha's leaving figure with a blank look in her eyes. Does someone exist who can walk with you, understand you, make you feel that life has meaning and not make you feel lonely? She thought of everyone she knew, the operators of Rhodes Island, her old friends...
But unfortunately, even with these simplest conditions, no one meets them. ...... Warfarin is a detached, casual person who doesn't care about many things. He is reliable only when he is treating people. He seems unreliable at other times. Gloria often heard people say this when she was in Rhodes Island, but because she rarely stayed in Rhodes Island and didn't interact with Warfarin much, she had never felt deeply about it before. But during this journey of sneaking out of Rhodes Island and coming to Chernobog with her at her invitation, Goletia gradually understood why so many people gave Warfarin unreliable reviews. Especially after arriving in Chernobyl, she was deeply touched - not to mention the way here, was the road condition in Chernobyl complicated? Were there many people on the road when leaving? It was not complicated, and there were not many people, but she could actually get separated. What the hell! In a moment of carelessness, she was separated from Huafarin. When Gloria found out about this, she was at a loss whether to laugh or cry. She had always thought that Ghost Shark was unreliable enough, but she only now realized that there were actually people in the world who were even more unreliable than Ghost Shark. If I had known, I would not have invited Huafalin and would have come alone. With a helpless sigh, Gloria began to search near the place where she and Huafalin were separated. After searching for a long time, she still couldn't find anyone. After thinking about it, she felt that this was not a solution, and that Huafalin might have already gone to the Dawn Base first. Even if she didn't go there, she might be able to wait there. So she asked passers-by for directions to the Dawn Base and rushed towards the Dawn Base. Just when she was about to reach the Dawn Base, she saw Huafalin, who had been lost and had been searched for for a long time in vain. Huafalin was standing on the side of the road in a daze, not moving. Somewhat surprised at what Huafarin was doing, Gloria walked closer to her and was about to ask, but suddenly she realized that something was wrong with Huafarin. On the way here, Huafalin talked a lot, always enjoying talking to herself in words that people couldn't understand. There were also several times when people tried to trick her into giving them some new blood samples and muscle tissue, but Huafalin seemed very depressed at this time. She bit her lip, lowered her head, looked very worried, and gave people a lonely feeling. "......laugh." After being in daze and silence for a long time, Huafalin suddenly grinned. "Where can I find such a person? Humph, I, Huafalin, am not that fragile." She talked to herself with a smile on her face, looking no different from usual, but in reality, she was filled with loneliness. ...... W was in a bad mood and felt a little low. It has been some time since Chen An returned to Chernobyl, but W has not seen him except on the day he returned. She really wanted to see Chen An, but didn't want to look for him - she joined Dawn because of Chen An, but he didn't take her with him and just took Skadi and ran away without saying goodbye. That's fine, he waited for her for a long time and finally came back, but instead of apologizing to her, saying sorry, or kissing her to express his apology, he scolded her for a long time. He still wants her to take the initiative to find him like this? No way! “… Ugh, it’s been so many days, why hasn’t that idiot come to see me yet?!” W was lying on the hammock with a listless look on his face. He stared blankly at the ceiling for a long time and suddenly started screaming "Ahhhh" in a frenzy. She jumped down from the hammock, stamped her feet, and swore angrily: "The idiot who stood me up for so many days is dead! If he dares to come to see me, I will not open the door for him and will use a bomb to send him to the sky!!" W kept fuming for a while until he realized that this did not make him feel happy, but made him even more depressed. Only then did he finally calm down.
"Forget it, that idiot probably won't come to see me today. It's boring to stay at home, so I might as well go out and find some fun." So he went to the warehouse that served as a studio to get some micro explosives and remote controls, and left in a bad mood. ...... There are many kinds of fun in the world, but I love two of them. Use bombs to blow up people you don't like, or blow up things you don't like. If you can't find these two kinds of fun, just blow up something else. If someone is not happy with something, then go and make trouble for him. If you can argue, then argue. If you can't win the argument, then beat him up. If you can't even beat him up with your hands, then find a chance to knock him out with a club. If that still doesn't work, then retreat for the time being, write down the guy's name in a small notebook, and find a chance to settle the score later. After following a set of processes, you won’t feel bored for a while. However, as the big sister of the Dawn Sarkaz operators, W is a super thorn who dares to provoke everyone in Dawn except Tallulah, Patriot, and Shining, who she cannot afford to offend. When she is in a bad mood, she will even provoke Tallulah, who she cannot afford to offend. She has always been domineering. Therefore, up to now, very few people have been able to go through this process. Apart from Nian and Xi, recently only Niyan's name was included in her little notebook of grudges - he competed with her for the person and caused her to be lectured by Chen An for most of the day. Even if Niyan was a Sarkaz like her, she would still remember this grudge! After going out, W decided to go to the old place first to observe the situation of Nian and Xi. If possible, he would give them some more warmth. If not, he would go to Mudstone and find a chance to teach her a lesson. After walking along the road for a while, W suddenly saw something. Her eyes focused, and she took two steps at a time and nimbly jumped behind a tree in the green belt on the side of the road. ...... Shortly after W hid behind a tree on the side of the road, Chen An and Niyan came together from the other end of the road. Chen An was still the same as before, wearing a long robe and looking extremely handsome. But Niyan's dress was different from usual. She always wore smart clothes, but today, she was wearing a soft white long skirt. Not only that, she also put on light makeup on her face. Of course, Mudstone wasn't good at this, so someone else did it for her. She had basically never worn a skirt, but now she was forced to wear one. This made Niyan very uncomfortable. She always felt her legs were cold, even though she was wearing leggings under the skirt. "Um, is it weird that I'm dressed like this?" She suddenly couldn't help asking this, because she discovered that after meeting Chen An, he would look at her from time to time, as if he was very curious. "Nope." "Then why do you keep looking at me?" "Because it's the first time I see you dressed like this, you look so beautiful, so I couldn't help but take a few more glances." "Ah, is it really beautiful?" "of course." "hey-hey."
Feeling inexplicably happy, Mudstone smiled foolishly. After praising Niyan who was not confident about wearing a skirt, Chen An asked, "Come to think of it, Niyan, what do you want to talk to me about? You can't just want me to praise you for looking good in a skirt, right?" "what?" Mud Rock was stunned: "Why do you say that? Isn't it you, Chen An, who has something to talk to me about?" Chen An was also stunned: "Why am I the one looking for you? When we were walking on the road before, someone told me that you had something to ask me, so I came to find you." Mudstone opened his mouth and stammered, "But, but I really didn't have anything to do with you. It was Jasmine and the others who told me that you wanted to see me for something important, and that I couldn't dress as casually as I normally would on important occasions, so I asked them to dress me up like this." Chen An: “…” Suddenly he understood something and he didn't know whether to laugh or cry. Pretty, gentle and good at fighting, Mudyan is so outstanding, how could she not get married? Those guys are just trying to match her up with someone else. ...... Coming out from behind the tree, looking at Chen An and the beautifully dressed but bitchy Mudstone beside him who were slowly walking away at the other end of the road, W gritted his teeth, clenched his fists, and couldn't help but ignite a flame of anger in his heart. Instead of coming to see her, he went to date Mudstone. This guy is dead! ...... Chapter 161: Let’s turn W into a loli! at this time. The operations room for "Helping the big sister, who is already no longer young, to conquer Dr. Chen An and marry her off." "You have to explain to me why you suddenly changed your plan! My head is still hurting from copying this love letter. You just say you don't need it, so what do you mean?" "That's right! We have everything ready, including the love letter from Big Sister, the photos of Big Sister's life secretly taken by Jasmine and the others. All that's left is to hand those things over to Dr. Chen An. And you suddenly say you want to change the plan - *Sarkaz swear*. In order to pick a suitable love letter, I've read so many cheesy things these days. Do you know how I feel? I'm a bachelor!" "Who the hell is not a bachelor? I tell you, you must give us a reasonable explanation. Otherwise, you have wasted so much time and effort of the brothers, and the brothers will not let you go!" There was a lot of noise here. The reason was that the chief of staff of the operation suddenly changed the plan, making the efforts of many people go to waste, just when everything was ready and the action was about to begin. "——Shut the fuck up! Do you think I want this? Who hasn't read those love letters in the past few days!?" The chief of staff was furious and looked aggrieved: "But what can we do? Have you forgotten the two Yan country women that the leader and his men brought back from Longmen two months ago? They said they were Dr. Chen An's wives, but in fact they had been pursuing Dr. Chen An. Dr. Chen An was in Longmen some time ago, and he left Longmen to avoid them. What if we follow the original plan and Dr. Chen An is scared away?" Although it was his plan that was changed, he couldn't help but curse when he thought that all his efforts these days were in vain: "*Sarkaz curse words*, fuck! There are so many of us, and it's been so many days, and no one has thought of this. Have they been living a comfortable life for so long that their brains have turned into a mess?" The quarreling sound disappeared, and the combat staff officers who noticed this only had interesting expressions after the chief of staff reminded them. For a moment, the only sound in the war room was the staff officer's cursing, until someone asked out of the blue: "It's fine if you curse us, but why do you curse yourself too?" "......Clam!"
The cursing stopped abruptly and the chief of staff was choked. ...... The staff officers were arguing heatedly in the operations room, but on the way, Chen An and Ni Yan were playing the game of "you look at me, I look at you". After staring at Chen An for a long time, Mud Rock felt his face getting hot, and then he said weakly: "Since there is nothing else, what should we do now?" Chen An touched his chin and suggested, "The weather is nice today, why don't we find a place to sleep." Get some sleep! ?