Chapter 204 Remember Lumian was stunned for a moment, looking at the seemingly empty seat opposite him, and politely replied: "Hello." At the same time, he remembered a strange word that his sister Aurore had once said and explained: "Expert consultation"! Although there aren’t a lot of invisible “psychologists” sitting around me, there are still two of them, and they are equally undetectable… Lumian muttered to himself. The lady opposite him didn't say anything, and Susie's tone became more relaxed and cheerful: "You seem to have a deep impression of the newspaper incident, which means it has produced good results?" "Yes." Lumian answered frankly. He has been able to face his inner trauma instead of shutting it up, otherwise he would try to avoid contact with "Red Boots" Franca because she always mentions Aurora. Of course, the emotional fluctuations that come with this are inevitable. Susie brought the topic back to the original track: "If you want to further confirm what abnormal coincidences there are during this period and find the corresponding source, I can help you. “I won’t look through your memories directly, but I can awaken them all and present them to you in chronological order. Of course, this does not involve those hidden in your subconscious mind, which are too dangerous. "Would you like to try?"
Lumian did not hesitate at all: "it is good." After noticing the coincidences on himself and around him, he would occasionally recall his experiences during this period and ponder the corresponding details. Now he was just trying to find a better way. "Lean your body completely against the back of the sofa, relax, and close your eyes..." Susie's soft voice slowly entered Lumian's ears. He had just changed his sitting position and had not had time to adjust his mental state and close his eyes when the idea of a "volcanic eruption" suddenly appeared in his mind. This caught him off guard, and his subconscious mind was unable to make effective stops. What gushed out like magma and smoke were spots of light, each of which contained a scene. These numerous light spots were arranged linearly in chronological order, making Lumian feel as if he was watching a drama with himself as the protagonist. It appears in a flash, but every detail remains clear and complete. Lumian suddenly felt as if his brain was working rapidly, the temperature was rising rapidly, and white smoke was about to come out. He saw every scene, remembered every detail, and strung them together, looking for anything unusual. Suddenly, he frowned tightly, and whispered with a slightly painful expression: "I found out, I found out, the memory from the last time I prayed for a gift to the time I returned to the Golden Rooster Inn, that memory is gone!" Lumian suddenly opened his eyes wide, and the muscles on his face were visibly distorted. The memory that should have existed is blank! At this moment, a soft female voice came into his mind: "Is it gone, or have you forgotten it or ignored it?" This came from the lady opposite him, but it was no longer smiling as before, and it was slightly more cheerful. It was like a flash of lightning, lighting up Lumian's mind, illuminating all the dark corners outside of his subconscious. Lumian's expression became more and more painful. He couldn't help but lower his head and said with great difficulty: "I, I saw it, I saw it... “I’m talking to the angel sealed inside me!
"His name is Thermipurus!" Lumian finally remembered what he had forgotten: The pollution sealed in his left chest is actually an angel who believes in fate, named Thermipolos! He originally wanted to ask the "Magician" lady if there was any way to use the angel and how to avoid the negative influence that he might have, but later he completely forgot about it. "Is this the pollution sealed in your body?" Susie didn't seem too surprised, her voice remained calm. Lumian let out a breath subconsciously and raised his hand to touch his forehead, which was covered with dense cold sweat. He answered truthfully: “Yes, He also tried to seduce me to help Him break free from the seal, but I refused, and then I forgot about it. "This is really, really weird..." Thermiporos was clearly sealed in my body and couldn't escape, but I was still influenced by him without realizing it! "This is normal. Don't underestimate any angel, even if he is sealed." Susie used explanation to dispel the fear that suddenly emerged in Lumian. The unknown is what scares people the most. She further said: “In ancient times, angels were also called ‘subordinate gods’, which means that they already possessed some of the essence of gods. Even if they were sealed, they could still exert a certain influence on the outside world through some means. "Did you feel before that with the seal of that great being, the pollution in your chest is closer to a gift? As long as you follow the correct process and come at the right stage, there will be no other problems except that it will be more painful when bearing the power and there is a certain risk of losing control?" Lumian was silent. He had more or less had similar thoughts during this period. "You have to remember that in similar situations, the curse is no weaker than the gift, and may even be stronger." Susie warned, "I don't know how Thermipolos influenced you, but based on his belief in fate, I suspect that he mainly caused your fate to change for the worse. "You don't have to worry too much. After all, He is sealed, and the influence He can exert is very limited. As long as you check your own status frequently and repeatedly ask yourself whether you should do something, you can avoid this problem to a large extent." “Okay.” Lumian took out a pen and paper and quickly wrote a memo. The content of the memo was "Ask Ms. 'Magician' about Thermopylae." He was worried that after finishing his treatment, he would be influenced by the angel in the realm of destiny and forget the corresponding things. Putting away the paper and pen, Lumian exhaled slowly: "After remembering what happened to Thermiporos, I feel more relaxed and at ease. It seems that I still have some spiritual awareness." "I can feel that your mental state is better than before." Susie affirmed Lumian's words. Lumian took the opportunity to ask: "Ladies, do you think Susanna Mathis has been completely eliminated by the official Beyonders? Do I still need to look for clues in the Old Pigeon Cage Theater to prevent her from attacking again?" Judging from the time, Mr. Efe, the landlord of the Golden Rooster Hotel, should be starting to have bad luck by now. Susie smiled gently and said: "The 'audience' path is not very good at divination." The "invisible" lady sitting opposite Lumian said with a slight smile: "Ms. Magician is an expert in divination. Didn't she tell you the answer? Or did you fail to understand her hidden meaning?" No... Lumian recalled Ms. Magician's response to the matter of Susanna Matisse. Suddenly, he froze there: Throughout the article, Ms. "Magician" told him how to solve Susanna Mathis's problem and suggested that he seek help from Mr. K.
This can be interpreted from another perspective: She had never considered the possibility that Susanna Mathis had been completely eliminated! In her opinion, this problem is bound to break out again! Was this too subtle? Or did she think it was too obvious to emphasize? Lumian muttered something and nodded. "I know the answer." While answering, Lumian made some associations based on the way the "psychologist" addressed and treated the "magician" lady: Could it be that they are also members of the secret organization that uses Tarot cards as its code name? Which cards do they each have? After a slight adjustment, Lumian asked about his own mental state: "When I think about meeting Louis Lund, I get anxious, excited, and a little bit out of control. Is this a serious psychological problem?" Susie replied in a soft voice: "This is actually quite normal. Everyone behaves in a similar way when it comes to the things they care about most. You just overreacted a little bit. “If you didn’t react like this, I would suspect that you had a more serious psychological problem and had shut down all your emotions. "What you need to do now is not to be afraid or scared, but to control them." This is normal... After being comforted by Ms. Susie, Lumian was no longer as anxious about the corresponding issue as before, and his mental state became more stable. He asked thoughtfully: "control?" How to control it? Susie replied: "The simplest way is to always remember not to get too emotional. Once you have a similar reaction, immediately calm down and relax by taking deep breaths. “It’s easy to say, but actually it’s very difficult. When people are emotionally agitated, it’s hard for them to be rational. They rarely think they need to control themselves. By the time they regain their senses, mistakes have often already been made. "I can help you set a trigger point. Once your emotional reaction exceeds a certain limit, it will remind you of what I am saying now, help you regain your rationality and try to control yourself. “This is a short-term solution. In the long run, it’s up to you. Of course, once you get used to examining yourself when you’re overly emotional, the problem will become simpler. "Would you like to give it a try?" "Okay." Lumian did not reject external help. Susie's voice became vague and unreal. She seemed to say a lot, but Lumian didn't remember a word of it. He could only recall the last words: "The trigger point has been set. If nothing unexpected happens, it can last for two weeks, just in time for the next treatment. At that time, we will decide whether to make up for it based on the situation." Lumian hummed, examining his own mental and spiritual state. After more than ten seconds, he asked with a little fear and a little expectation: "Can we try to awaken more subconscious memories?" (End of this chapter)
