Chapter 45 Chen Han: Even the light of a firefly must illuminate the future of children
Chen Han was very happy when he heard Zhu Youwei's affirmation of his father. This made him happier than praising himself.
"Yes, in the past I only knew that my father was a farmer.
He has no culture and no knowledge.
But this time, I really admire him.
Although he does not have as much experience as I do, he does not have as much knowledge as I do.
But it does not affect my admiration for him. I want to target him and remember what he said: The country has given us people such good conditions, and we must do something for the country.
My eyes are not healed yet. After my eyes are healed, I will teach the children in our Yashan Village well.
I must do my best to let our children in Yashan Village learn more.
I will do my best to stay here, overcome any difficulties, and help them get out of here.
On the way here, I took a train, a bus, and a tractor. You can imagine how remote this mountain village is.
But as long as I am still breathing, I must let our children here be able to leap over this remote and small mountain village in terms of ideological construction, soar high in the sky, and not be constrained by this small mountain village.
This is my ideal, even if I am stationed here for the rest of my life, it doesn't matter.
Even if I only have the light of a firefly, I will illuminate the future of the children. "
When Zhu Youwei saw Chen Han's determined look, she had no doubt about her ideals, let alone Chen Han's lack of willpower.
And once this thought comes to mind, I immediately feel guilty.
The psychological construction that Ling Han had given him before suddenly fell apart after hearing Chen Han's words.
With such an innocent heart, Chen Han came to Yashan Village because he wanted to help the children in Yashan Village get out of the mountains.
But he and others only wanted to use him and deceive him.
No matter how beautifully you say those words, deception is deception, and this is a fact that cannot be changed.
For a moment, I felt that compared to Chen Han, I was just a despicable person.
She looked at Chen Han and saw that his eyes were covered with white gauze, but there was still a smile on his lips, and his face was full of satisfaction.
Maybe he still felt that his eyes were temporarily blind, but luckily he had arrived at Yashan Village.
As long as your eyes are good, you can teach children immediately.
You can do what you want right away.
At that moment, Zhu Youwei felt a huge boulder pressing on her chest, making it difficult for her to breathe.
At that moment, boundless guilt surged in my heart.
This man with an innocent heart did not complain at all even though he was temporarily blinded on the road and almost died in time.
I didn't think about shrinking back, I just thought about emitting as much light as there is, and emitting as much heat as there is heat.
What he was looking forward to so much was to teach children, but inexplicably he ended up in the Ming Dynasty hundreds of years ago, and was deceived by himself and others. How unfair it was.
Even after listening to it, she couldn't help but thought to herself: God, are you blind?Why should a person with such ambition be brought to such a strange environment inexplicably?
Zhu Youwei's eyes were a little red.
All the words that he thought of on how to deceive Chen Han were stuck in his throat and he couldn't say them out.
In the last hour or so, most of it was Chen Han describing to her how wonderful the outside world was.
Although Zhu Youwei was very shocked when she heard this, she found it boring.
Even though she was surprised by the bizarre scenes in later generations, it could not dilute her guilt towards Chen Han at all.
She had been thinking in her mind about how she could make the man in front of her suffer less of a shock when his eyes regained sight.
In just one day, from the first impression of his appearance, to his admiration for Chen Han, to his admiration for Chen Han's words about his experiences and his 's just a short moment of change.
Later, she just listened to Chen Han's words and rarely spoke because she felt guilty and felt that she was not qualified to say those words.
Originally she was still proud of her status as the princess, but after listening to Chen Han's explanation, she felt that her status was nothing at all.
Apart from the fact that you were born into a royal family, in what way do you compare to others? Staying next to Chen Han, she wanted to escape.
Finally, when Chen Han said he was tired and wanted to rest, Zhu Youwei left as if running away, closed the door, and ran along the corridor for more than 200 meters.
It finally relieved my mood.
Perhaps he really felt that if he stayed for a while, he might collapse, so he almost left by escaping.
When he ran out of breath, his personal palace maid Xi'er hurriedly stepped forward to help him.
"Princess, what's wrong with you?"
Princess Jiangdu didn't say a word, but waved her hand and asked everyone to follow her and leave.
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East Palace.
The prince finished handling the government affairs and just returned to the palace when he saw Zhu Youwei standing at the door of his palace with red eyes.
Just like Zhu Yunwen standing straight before.
Zhu Biao saw it from a distance. At this time, the expression on Zhu Youwei's face was wrong, and her eyes were still red.
For a moment a terrifying possibility occurred to him.
Did something unexpected happen to his daughter? Although Zhu Biao was diligent in government affairs, he still cared enough about his children.
In particular, the children born to his first wife, Chang, attracted even more attention from him.
Now he asked his daughter to get in touch with Chen Han, hoping to get more words out of Chen Han. If something happened, it would be impossible for him as a father to forgive himself.
Zhu Biao walked forward quickly, saw his daughter, his eyes were red, and asked hurriedly, "Why, that boy dares to touch you? Just say it, even if my father understands that he is a very important person, he will definitely There is no way my daughter will suffer."
Princess Jiangdu quickly shook her head: "Dad, no, not only did he not do anything wrong to me.
After listening to what he said, I suddenly felt that we had gone too far. "
Princess Jiangdu's harsh words made Zhu Biao stunned for a long time.
Seeing her excitement, Zhu Biao looked back at the palace maid and eunuch who was following Zhu Youwei.
That majestic look frightened the palace maids and eunuchs and quickly replied: "Your Highness, we don't know, we don't know."
Zhu Youwei spoke immediately, "It's none of their business."
Zhu Biao immediately said: "It's cold outside, go inside."
Zhu Youwei wiped her tears and followed her father into the bedroom.
Mrs. Lu came over to salute.
Zhu Biao was a little unhappy: "Jiang Du is standing outside, and you don't even ask her to come in!"
Lu was also full of grievances.
He had obviously asked her to come in.
But she understands better that there is always a gap between her and a daughter who is not her biological daughter.
Especially after Chang's death, this feeling will never be made up for...
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(End of this chapter)