Chapter 87 I Want to Tell You After Jin Shaoqing put on the headphones, Jin Shiming pressed the play button. The intro part is a very fresh and soothing vocal chant, coupled with the crisp finger snaps that act as drum beats, it sounds like a fairy-tale piece of music. Although it sounds like a song more suitable for female voices, the demo sung by Jin Shiming also has its own flavor. Jin Shiming has a wide vocal range, strong singing skills, and a very high singing quotient, so he can easily handle most styles of songs. "The weather is great, it makes me want to be imaginative. I want to hold your hand and look into each other's eyes~~~" The melody is not complicated and the lyrics are also very simple. Under the influence of Jin Shiming's singing, the atmosphere as if filled with pink bubbles suddenly appeared before our eyes. "I can't sleep, am I sick? Yes, I like you very much!" The slightly playful and cute singing style fits the girl's fluttering mood in the lyrics.
Jin Shaoqing couldn't help but glance at Jin Shiming. How come this seemingly cold and handsome oppa understands girls' hearts so well? Be it this demo or the song "Glass Beads" that they practiced until they went crazy, the emotions contained in them are very delicate, perfectly depicting the sensibility and beauty of adolescent girls. "If you take one or two steps away from me, I will take three steps towards you, and the distance between us will no longer be far. If you take one or two steps towards me, I will stand still and let our love slow down~~~" Entering the chorus, the rhythm becomes more lively. "Wait a minute! These lyrics..." Jin Shaoqing covered his mouth with his hand. If she didn't do this, she was afraid that she would be so excited that she would scream. Aren’t these lyrics exactly what she said that night when she mustered up all her courage to “confess” to Jin Shiming? Even afterward, whenever she thought about it, Jin Shaoqing would blush so much that her ears would burn with embarrassment. Who would have thought that Jin Shiming actually wrote it into the lyrics of the song. After a brief moment of shyness, there comes a strong sense of joy and emotion! It turned out that Jin Shiming was not indifferent to her confession, nor did he deliberately ignore it. He actually remembered it all, even more clearly than she did. Rounding it off, doesn't it mean that he has me in his heart? Jin Shaoqing blushed and turned to look at Jin Shiming who was so close to her. The love flowing in her bright eyes was not concealed at all, like a pool of spring water with ripples. "Ah Qing, I understand your feelings! But the distance between us now is more than just one or two steps! I can't promise or guarantee anything, but I want to tell you that I will face your sincerity!" Jin Shiming took this opportunity to express his attitude. He can be a little indecisive occasionally, but he is never someone who is afraid to make a decision. He had not given Jin Shaoqing a direct reply before, and he was not deliberately keeping Jin Shaoqing hanging by his own game, trying to be a scumbag who doesn't take the initiative, doesn't refuse, and doesn't take responsibility. In Jin Shiming's opinion, his answer was of great importance and he should not rashly start a relationship just because of momentary emotion. Jin Shaoqing's true heart is as bright as the moon. Jin Shiming feels that it is very precious and cannot bear to see it shining in vain.
After a period of calm reflection, Jin Shiming gradually came to understand his own heart. He did have the kind of affection that men have for women, and he could even say he liked her. However, this kind of affection seemed to be a long way from the kind of love that one would "hold your hand and grow old with you." Perhaps with some opportunity in the future, this kind of liking will undergo a qualitative change and sublimate into true love. Of course, it is also possible to stop here and never cross this dividing line. Jin Shiming's response just now was to promise Jin Shaoqing that he would treat this relationship with a serious and positive attitude. No matter what the result is, he will face his true heart! "Oppa...thank you...I, I'm very happy!" Jin Shaoqing said softly with tears in her smile. It is said that people will not cherish things that are easily obtained. She once worried that her "giving away" would make Jin Shiming think she was "cheap". But Jin Shiming's sincere words completely dispelled her inner concerns. On the contrary, Jin Shaoqing also felt happy that her sincerity was valued and cherished, and that the person she met was indeed a good person. In the peninsula where male chauvinism prevails, many men will show off their popularity among women, and do their best to suppress and belittle women in relationships between men and women in order to satisfy their vanity. This is true for ordinary men, let alone high-quality and outstanding men, where emotional depravity is the norm. A modest gentleman like Jin Shiming who treats others sincerely and gives equality and respect in their interactions seems a bit out of place! "I want to thank you too! If it weren't for you, Aqing, perhaps my life would not be so wonderful now! At least, I definitely wouldn't be able to write this song "One Step, Two Steps"!" Jin Shiming said with a smile. When Jin Shaoqing heard this, a simple and lovely smile suddenly appeared on her face. She pursed her lips slightly and hummed along with the chorus that sounded again in her headphones. She likes this song "One Step, Two Steps" very much! Not less fond of "Glass Beads" than she is! "Oppa, who are you going to let sing this song?" Jin Shaoqing asked nervously. The more she listened to it, the more she liked this song, which seemed to be written for her, and she was eager to express and interpret it herself. "You're asking even though you already know the answer! This song has your stamp on it, so how can I still sell it?" Jin Shiming replied. "An Dui! You are not allowed to sell it! This song must be reserved for my group!" Jin Shaoqing said anxiously, and slapped Jin Shiming's arm with his hand. Jin Shiming rubbed his arm and said jokingly, "After all, you have studied Aikido for eight years, so your arm strength is really strong!" "Hehe, I used to be nicknamed 'Gimpo Fiend'!" Jin Shaoqing raised his chin and said proudly. "Jin Pu is a ruthless person, right? I heard that someone was bullied at school and his acorns were snatched away by his classmates." Jin Shiming couldn't help but tease. "Wait a minute! Oppa, where did you hear all that? It must be Sejeong, right? That damn girl, how could she spread those embarrassing things everywhere!" Jin Shaoqing instantly turned from a proud rooster into an ostrich buried in the ground. "They say you can't judge a book by its cover, and that's very true for you. You look like a pretty queen, but you're actually so naive and soft inside. Even your singing voice is like a baby voice, which is a huge contrast." Jin Shiming sighed. "Oppa, do you think so too? When I was in DSP, some staff members said that my appearance was too aggressive and that I was too tall, which did not conform to the general aesthetic standards of men in the Peninsula for girl group members!" Jin Shaoqing touched his face and seemed very concerned. "DSP's taste is just that, no wonder it's getting worse over the years! Ah Qing, your looks would make you a supermodel in a girl group! If you don't meet the aesthetic standards, then we can only say that all men on the peninsula are blind!" Jin Shiming sneered.
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