Chapter 85 Tell me, what should I do. (4K) (Please vote) "Lin Lintian?" Gan Yanyu put one hand on the crack of the door and opened his eyes wide. Lin Tian didn't talk nonsense to Gan Yanyu. He grabbed the door handle and prepared to open the door. A flash of panic suddenly flashed across Gan Yanyu's face, and he quickly pulled the door handle inside. However, with such a malnourished little body, how could he be Lin Tian's opponent? Lin Tian easily pulled out the door. Along with it, the girl stumbled and fell out. "ah!" Steadily, he fell into Lin Tian's arms.
The girl pulled Lin Tian's clothes and raised her head. In front of him was Lin Tian, who was frowning deeply, but his eyes were a little helpless. Gan Yanyu knew. If I run now, I can't escape. "." In just one week, Lin Tian did not come to Gan Yanyu's home. The house has become such a mess. There are beer cans everywhere, of all brands and flavors. While refreshing, don’t forget to try various flavors, right? The trash cans were filled with fast food boxes. Gan Yanyu obviously promised Lin Tian that she would eat well when Lin Tian was not at home to cook at noon. The so-called eating well means eating a convenience store bento and 13 yuan of pig's trotter rice? "." Lin Tian picked up all Gan Yanyu's garbage. Including various lunch boxes, they were all packed and thrown out of the gate. Gan Yanyu sat on the sofa with the cello next to him. She huddled up and looked at everything in front of her helplessly and confusedly. Like a child who has done something wrong, waiting for the coming judgment. "."
"Tell me, I slept for a few hours." Lin Tian sat on the table in the living room and said seriously. Gan Yanyu stretched out two fingers. "Two hours?" "I haven't slept in two days." "??" "Did you become stupid after drinking?!" Lin Tian couldn't bear it anymore and pointed at the girl's nose, wanting to say something cruel. "." But looking at Gan Yanyu's innocent look, he still couldn't bring himself to speak. In fact, you are also responsible. If he had been more careful and less responsive, he would have discovered the girl's problem earlier. How did it get to this point? But he just couldn't figure it out! Must! Does it have to be done to this extent? ! Isn't it just a crappy concert? It’s not even a competition! Even if the performance is not that ideal, can you just come to the next competition? ! Moreover. Lin Tianzhen really felt that Gan Yanyu was playing very well now. Why do you still want to destroy your body like this? "." "I know that I am not born for this stage." Gan Yanyu hugged his knees, buried his head, and spoke slowly, "So, I have to put in much more effort than others." "On the stage, I will be nervous and panting. That's because I will be affected by various factors, such as the eyes of the audience and the eyes of the judges. These will constantly enter my brain and make it difficult for me to complete. My own performance." "But one day, I found out."
"As long as I practice the score a thousand times, ten thousand times!" "I have practiced until I no longer need to go through the music score in my mind. I have practiced until I just pick up the bow and my hands know how to complete the music." "That way, when I'm on stage, I can completely clear my mind." "Don't think about anything. Just finish the song like you usually practice, and then walk off the stage." "Lin Tian, didn't you ask me before why I never had such troubles when I was in the UK?" Gan Yanyu slowly raised his head from his knees, and the messy bangs blocked the girl's cheeks. There was a hint of bitterness at the corner of his mouth, "This is the answer." "I have already practiced all the classical music that I might perform many times." "." Lin Tian was speechless. Everything seemed to have the answer at this moment in the young man's heart. Why, Gan Yanyu has been in a daze these past two days, no matter how tired he is. You can also perform with yourself without making mistakes the moment you pick up the bow, like a shot of chicken blood. Why, just go to a random concert and hear a random piece of music. Just follow the rhythm, and Gan Yanyu's hands will automatically complete the entire performance like a script. Why, when he listened to Gan Yanyu's performance for the first time at his own home, Lin Tian obviously felt it was very powerful. But she said embarrassedly: "The music I play is emotionless and robotic." All because, Gan Yanyu has long played most of the well-known classical music into muscle memory. Even if it means destroying your own body This is absolutely, absolutely, a solution that only the stupidest, stupidest, and the biggest fool in the world could come up with! And this method, Now it has become the survival skill that Gan Yanyu, the world's biggest fool, relies on. And, she has brought this skill to the present. Prepare to use it to welcome the concert with Lin Tian. "Can you still call it 'loving classical music' if you do this?"
Lin Tian asked. Turn your hands into machines that automatically play music Then talk about your dream of classical music? Isn't this ridiculous? "Yes." "What I do is a blasphemy to these music. I am sorry for these works. They are not worthy of talking about 'love'." The girl covered her face. Sudden, began to sob, "Lin Tian, the music you wrote is really good. I have made up my mind to never do it again. I must treat your work well and play the music well with you." "But last week's performance at the Conservatoire... showed me that it was all a joke." "Rather than playing music well, I want to work with you to perform this stage smoothly." This is also the reason why Gan Yanyu never wanted Lin Tian to know. She was very scared and let Lin Tian know that this is what she did. It would make Lin Tian worry that he would taint his music. Such behavior is in Gan Yanyu's own eyes. It's a great disrespect for the work But now. than music. Gan Yanyu didn't want to disappoint Lin Tian. She wanted to enjoy this stage with Lin Tian. "I think you drank too much." Lin Tian stood up, "No matter what, there are many ways, you can't destroy yourself like this!" "I don't want to either!" Gan Yanyu burst into tears all of a sudden. She wiped her tears with her hands and shouted, "But if I don't do this, I won't be able to complete the performance on stage! I don't want that kind of pain either!!" "Lin Tian, you keep saying that we still have a way and we will solve it. But, Lin Tian, don't you think you are too calm?" "You always stand in a safe position, think rationally, look at me, and then say some very correct things."
The girl's tears continued to fall down her beautiful cheeks. She wiped them hard with both hands, but she couldn't catch them at all, and they flowed all over her face. "But Lin Tian." "It's not going to help me with anything right now." "you tell me." "What should I do if I don't do this?" "What else can I do?" "." Lin Tian was silent. At this moment, he couldn't say a word. "." Lin Tian slowly stood up, came to the sofa, and sat down next to Gan Yanyu. As if she had finally found support, the girl slowly softened and lay on Lin Tian's knees. Gan Yanyu was already exhausted. My eyelids slowly became unable to open. "Stop talking about it now and go to sleep." Lin Tian said. "What should I do, Lin Tian?" Gan Yanyu let out a little squeak, "I'm sorry, Lin Tian. I've caused you trouble again." In Lin Tian's arms, the voice became smaller and smaller. "It's okay, go to sleep." Lin Tian stroked the girl's hair and said softly, "Go to sleep." "." As Gan Yanyu's soft snoring came from the living room. Lin Tian took Gan Yanyu's mobile phone from the side. He knew that Gan Yanyu never set a password. With just one swipe, the screen unlocks.
Open WeChat, the list is very clean, and your avatar is pinned to the top. He found the WeChat account of the organizer's staff with the note "Xiao Bai" and made a direct WeChat call. Although it was already four o'clock in the morning, the call was answered surprisingly quickly. "Teacher Gan Yanyu? Is there something wrong at this late hour?" "Teacher Gan is not going to the rehearsal tomorrow." "Ah? Could you please tell me the reason?" "Go to rest." "Sir, the rehearsal of the concert is very important. As a performer, you cannot be absent without excuse. If you don't know, you can ask Teacher Gan Yanyu. It's all included in the contract." "No." Lin Tian repeated again. After hearing this, the staff at the other end obviously had some temper: "No. Who are you? What is your relationship with Teacher Gan Yanyu? Can you make decisions for her? Can you let her speak for herself??" "I'm her boyfriend, what the hell is your problem?" "Okay, brother, I'll make arrangements for the teacher here." The staff member finished speaking wisely and hung up the phone. "." After it was over, he looked at Gan Yanyu in his arms. Lin Tian sighed. He lifted Gan Yanyu's body and hugged her. Pushing open the door of Gan Yanyu's bedroom. What is shown inside is completely different from what is shown outside. Pink sheets, pink walls, and a cat doll placed on the bedside. Obviously, outside, it looks classical and solemn. Is it so cute and soft inside? Lin Tian gently placed Gan Yanyu on the bed and covered her with a quilt. He took one last look at the girl. Gan Yanyu in his sleep, with his long eyelashes, small nose, and quiet face, gives people a quiet and beautiful feeling at this moment Lin Tian turned and left. His expression was not at all relaxed.
"." He stood in the corridor at the door of 603, looking alone at the rooftop of his unit building opposite. That's where Lin Tian and Gan Yanyu met for the first time. Gan Yanyu is right. You will always stand in the right place. Use a calm and rational mind to observe and examine others. When facing a person who is about to jump off a building, Lin Tian will stand inside the guardrail and talk to her. But he will never stand on the edge of the diving platform with her. When facing a person who is stripped naked and crying, Lin Tian will listen to her with his clothes on. But he will not take off his clothes himself. He is too smart, but he often becomes a self-righteous person. Lin Tian knows. He is a person who speaks better than he does. Gan Yanyu knows that her body is not naturally suitable for this stage. But she still bears huge pressure, even if she uses the stupidest and dumbest method, she still wants to play the cello all the time. Only Gan Yanyu knows the pain in it. No matter how nice Lin Tian's words are, they can't cover it up. He has no way to empathize with Gan Yanyu's pain. He can only say correct but useless nonsense on the side. "." It seems that he has made some kind of determination. Lin Tian turned around and went home. Then, he closed all the doors and windows and ordered a cup of coffee from takeout. Then, he pressed the first piano key. Start playing! At this moment, all of Lin Tian's anger and unwillingness were vented on this piano key. Once, once, and again! Gan Yanyu didn't know how long she had slept.
She only knew that when she woke up, the sky outside was gradually darkening. The girl covered her slightly swollen head, rubbed her eyes, and tried to recall her memories before going to bed. Wine, piano, quarrels, knee pillow. After remembering, the girl immediately reached for her phone from the bedside, but found nothing. Then, Gan Yanyu hurried back to the living room and picked up her phone on the sofa. It was already seven o'clock in the evening! "It's over, it's over, rehearsal!" "Sleeping will cause trouble, sleeping will cause trouble!" Gan Yanyu covered her head and knocked her forehead twice. "Stupid Yanyu, stupid Yanyu!" She immediately found the organizer's WeChat in the list. Just after clicking into the chat box, I found that the other party had sent me a message at noon today. [Teacher Gan Yanyu, please arrive on time tomorrow! ] There is also a voice call record at four o'clock in the morning last night. "." Could it be that Lin Tian asked for leave for me? Just thinking about this, an interface suddenly popped up on the phone. It was Lin Tian's WeChat call. After answering the call, Lin Tian's voice came, "Teacher Gan, are you awake?" "Ah, I'm awake." "Yeah, come over for dinner later, and let's go through the music for the last time." "Okay." Gan Yanyu hung up the phone and immediately packed up his cello. Half an hour later. Gan Yanyu, who changed into casual clothes, came to Lin Tian's house. At this time, Lin Tian had already prepared the meal. Eggs and tomatoes, steamed crucian carp, cola chicken wings, bone soup. These are all Gan Yanyu's most praised dishes, and they are more abundant than before.
"Sit down." Lin Tian took off his apron and called Gan Yanyu over. Gan Yanyu sat down on the chair and asked curiously: "What day is it today? Why do so much?" "Of course it's for tomorrow's concert, a reward in advance." Lin Tian said with a smile and sat down. "Oh." Gan Yanyu nodded in agreement. Remembering that what happened last night should be early this morning. The girl was still a little embarrassed. Suddenly, her emotions collapsed. She lost face in front of Lin Tian. It seems that she also said something that embarrassed Lin Tian. But seeing that Lin Tian looked like nothing happened now, Gan Yanyu didn't know how to speak. As for the next concert, what kind of mentality should be faced with. All I can say is, take one step at a time and see. "Yanyu." "Ah?" "Tomorrow, you may have to go to the concert by yourself first."