Chapter 103 I'm such a waste"Shi Feizhe, the meeting will start at 7 o'clock!" "Shi Feizhe, why did you come back so late again..." "Shi Feizhe, the child wet the bed again, you get up..." "Shi Feizhe, work overtime on Sunday!" Shi Feizhe, who is over 35 years old, looks back on his life. It feels about the same. Similar academic performance, similar schools, similar jobs, similar salaries, and very different lives. What it means to be very different is that you feel that your life is a failure. I have been wandering around in society for more than ten years, but I am a waste and have accomplished nothing. When I was in my twenties, I listened to my thirty-something colleagues complaining about me. On the surface, I comforted them, but in fact, I was laughing secretly.
When I’m in my thirties, I won’t be as stupid as my brother! When I was in my thirties, I was not even as successful as that guy. It turns out that I am the idiot! Admitting that you were an idiot in the past is a sign of growth! It was not until death came that he could no longer hold back his desire to cry! There really is not a single thing in this life that I can be proud of. The past and mediocrity are the greatest regrets! Fortunately, he can live another life! What’s even more amazing is that there is martial arts in this world, and he is a martial arts genius! He can practice the "True Source Sword Finger Technique" that others cannot practice with just a little research! Others taught him "Record of the Divine Shadow of Nether Spring", and he could even slightly modify the visualization method based on his own knowledge! Others couldn’t practice the “Twelve-Storied Tower”, but he mastered it after just one practice! The visualization method "Sun and Moon Concentric Art" that drives others crazy, he practices steadily and steadily, dividing his mind into two, and he can even vaguely separate a third one! In time, he felt that he would be invincible and could accomplish what he wanted to do. Although the world is crazy, he feels that it is not that crazy. What he does for survival and living is not crazy. It's just a cry! Compared to working, where you feel like a blunt knife is cutting your heart every day, the world of martial arts is really not that bad. He is lucky, and the people he meets in the underworld are all very nice. He is willing to keep the kindness he encounters in the underworld in his heart, and treat the underworld with kindness, so as to make the underworld a better place. There were too many cattle and horses in his previous life, and he hoped that there would be fewer cattle and horses in this world. This is what he wanted to do, simple and unpretentious. Spreading military power throughout the world is a means, not an end. In this way, when he dies again, he will feel that his life is meaningful and no longer a life that is so different. In this white world, Shi Feizhe felt that he had become smarter, and he understood the martial arts that he did not understand before. The problem that I originally couldn't understand has now been figured out. The knowledge from the previous life, the martial arts practiced in this world, and the knowledge in the Da Cai arsenal were reintegrated in the wisdom and re-understood by Shi Feizhe to form his own thing!
From time to time, a golden dragon would circle around his ears and tell him the martial arts secrets of the Great Cai Dynasty. There was also the old man's voice, telling him the profound martial arts from a high vantage point. The foundation of martial arts lies in blood, energy and spirit. All changes in martial arts are derived from "spirit" and from the martial artist's understanding of the skills. He believed that he was visualizing the Ten Kings of Hell, so during the process of cultivation, the attributes of his true qi would naturally be different from those of other people. The human body is a great treasure, and the key to this treasure is thought! This is what makes humans different from other races! I think, therefore I am; I am, therefore I am strong! After realizing this, the magic sword in Shi Feizhe's sea of consciousness made a sound of sword ringing, and the dust seemed to fade away. The sword light rushed into the sky, like mist and gauze, floating and misty. The Monkey King becomes more vivid and lifelike, and he can even grin and do some tricks with his stick. Between the Monkey King and the magic sword, there was a thin transparent mirror that slightly bent from the shape of a "one" to the shape of a "person". "The Sun and Moon Are One" split out into a third visualization. It was a pitch-black vortex, a new technique deduced by Shi Feizhe after his wisdom was "awakened". It’s just that it’s not perfect yet, so it’s just a dark vortex. As Shi Feizhe continued to deduce, the pitch-black vortex gradually collapsed and slowly condensed into a symbol similar to Φ. Symbols similar to Φ are actually a combination of 0 and 1. They represent binary, endless calculations, and supreme wisdom! Φ kept flashing, filling Shi Feizhe's entire consciousness space with countless Φ. It is said that if you practice martial arts without training your brain, it is better not to practice martial arts! Martial arts require wisdom to become stronger! This set of martial arts was created with the help of supreme wisdom inspired by Yuan Jiuchong's "Qi" move, and is used to inspire martial artists all over the world. It can be called "The Sutra of Supreme Wisdom" or "Popular Science of Basic Martial Arts Knowledge ". The improvement of wisdom promoted the improvement of "spirit", which was fed back to the body, allowing the true energy in his body to be continuously produced. The true energy changed from the gurgling stream to huge waves, and then gathered into the sea! This is the Qi Hai! After the true energy gathered into a sea, it continued to flow. Along with Shi Feizhe's constant deduction in wisdom, the true energy would never end and would form a boundless sky! At this moment, in the white world before my eyes, I heard a roar, "Old bastard! Fuck you!" With a loud bang, it was as if the white sky was split open, and then it shattered with a loud bang! Along with the shattering of the white world, there was also an extremely hot air wave. The air wave carried sand, like a sledgehammer, and hit Shi Feizhe to an unknown place. With a "wow" sound, Shi Feizhe lay on the sand and vomited blood. He feels terrible now. Physical injuries are secondary. The most important thing is that I can no longer feel the wisdom in my mind. Just now he seemed to know everything, and he knew all the secrets of martial arts at will, and he felt that he was truly invincible. Now... his mind was blank, even the Φ symbol that had been flashing stopped flashing, and only flashed once after a long while! The secrets of martial arts seemed to have drifted away from him. He became stupid and couldn't even calculate the distance between planets. He became that ordinary martial arts genius again, instead of the omniscient martial arts god. It's like a high-end computer running a 3A masterpiece turned into a Pentium 286 and suddenly got stuck! The huge feeling of emptiness and gap made him stare blankly. He didn't think about anything. He just buried his head in the sand, pondering the mysteries of the knowledge he had just learned.
Damn it, I am such a waste now! Shi Feizhe felt like a waste, while Hua Chonglang, who broke through Yuan Jiuchong's punch, felt extremely painful. Under "Qi", he faced the warmest time in his life, and also faced the pain in his life. He can choose to erase this warmth and become a cold-blooded person, and from then on he will no longer have any weaknesses. But he chose to keep it, because he really, really, really wanted to hear that person call him "Alang" again! It's easy to forget her. Remembering her will hurt. But if he forgets her, what is the meaning of his life? He will just be a ruthless killer, no longer a human being! It's easy to become a devil, a madman, a murderer, or a bastard in the world. But being a human being is difficult! In order to be a human being, Hua Chonglang chooses to remember the pain and regret! "Master Yuan! You deserve to die!" In fact, binary is represented by B, but B is too out of place here, so let's use Φ instead! Social animals are those who hang around in private companies, neither able to flatter nor have solid skills. In their thirties, they become old hands. If someone kicks them from behind, they will do something, but if no one kicks them from behind, they will not move at all. They are like animals, having lost their passion for life and living in numbness!
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