With a trace of gloom on her face, Du Yuewen bit her lower lip and nerved herself to say, “After this matter, we don’t expect those who used to circle around our family to provide timely help, but expect them not to injure us when we are in great difficulty. Now Wenwen and I can only rely on each other. Two weak women like us are simply unable to resist the covetous eyes from some people with ulterior motives. If Zhao Gang can be Wen Wen’s boyfriend, we can have a backing, and those who cast their covetous eyes on us will restrain themselves. So, Doctor Ding, can you please help us?”
“You don’t hate me?”
Ding Ning suddenly realized the inconstancy of human relationships. He could imagine that after the Du family collapsed, everyone gave it a push.
Du Yuewen and Li Wenwen were both very gorgeous women. It was inevitable that others would cast their covetous eyes on them. Nevertheless, those who made mistakes had already received the punishment they deserved, so the two women should not bear the other consequences caused by them.
Zhao Gang was regarded as a typical hero by the leaders of the city. As long as he could wake up, his future must be bright. If he, the rising police star, could become their backing, it would make some unscrupulous people restrain themselves.
Du Yuewen was worthily from a family of officials. Able to see through the key point, she was a woman with great wisdom indeed.
“I hated you, but not for pulling down Li Wensheng, but for my father implicated in this matter.”
Du Yuewen showed bitterness on her face, “In fact, I have long known that Li Wensheng indulged in dissipation and had affairs with other women, but I felt guilty to him, so I have pampered him and let him do anything he wanted.”
With sparkle in his eyes, Ding Ning suddenly understood, “You are sterile?”
“How… how do you know?” Du Yuewen opened her eyes wide and stared at him, as if she saw a ghost. Her surprised face turned out to be a little cute.
Ding Ning said with a mysterious smile, “It’s easy to analyze. First of all, you have no children after getting married for so many years. Secondly, I am a doctor. You are so beautiful, but Li Wensheng still had affairs. If I have not guessed wrong, you are not only sterile, but also probably a sex apathy woman.”
Du Yuewen’s pretty face turned red instantly. She didn’t expect that her biggest secret would be seen through by Ding Ning at a glance, which made her feel ashamed like standing naked in front of him without any secret.
After hesitating for a long while, she said with a red face, “You are correct. I am a sex apathy woman, and my marriage with Li Wensheng exists in name only. When I was twenty-four years old, my father forced me to marry him through a blind date. During the nine years of our marriage, I only slept with him once. I’m innately disgusted with that sort of thing. I felt sick every time he touched me, so we quarreled fiercely. After all, he is the only son of the Li family. I felt that I owed him, so I pampered him in all manners and eventually led to current catastrophe.”
Ding Ning frowned suddenly reached out to grab her wrist, which gave Du Yuewen a shock. When she was just about to shake him off, she found him thinking with clear eyes. Knowing that he was making a diagnosis for her, she immediately stopped struggling with sparkle in her eyes and a blushing face.
Ding Ning relaxed his hold and his face became extremely weird. He didn’t expect that Du Yuewen was still a virgin.
“When you had sex, did you feel dryness and pain and he failed to get inside? It made you hate having sex.”
In order to seek truth, Ding Ning still asked.
“Ok!”
With a red face, Du Yuewen looked flustered, lowered her head and answered in a low voice.
Ding Ning looked at her with bright eyes, “If I didn’t make a wrong diagnosis, during your menstruation, you feel pain in your lower abdomen and just bleed a little, but as time goes by, the pain increases, right?”
Du Yuewen looked up at him with amazement, “How do you know?”
Ding Ning could neither cry nor laugh, “Haven’t you gone to the hospital for an examination?”
“No…no.” Du Yuewen could find no place to hide herself for shame. Talking about such a private thing with a man made her heart pound rapidly and her face turn red.
Ding Ning helplessly patted his forehead and said, “How do you know that you are sterile?”
“I felt sick every time he touched me. We just had sex once, and he even failed to… get inside. How could I be pregnant?”
Du Yuewen lowered her head, and her neck was red because of her shame.
Ding Ning was almost amused by this woman, “You are neither a sex apathy woman, nor a sterile woman. You could be considered a woman with a hypoplastic vagina. You have a congenital transverse vaginal septum.”
Du Yuewen looked up stunnedly, “A woman with a hypoplastic vagina? I thought it meant a woman was born with… no genital organ? So I have no genital organ?”
“There are many kinds of women with a hypoplastic vagina. The kind you mention is a woman with a congenital hypoplastic vagina. You should be the kind of woman with a transverse vaginal septum. There is small hole on the transverse septum of the lower part of your vagina. The poor blood flow during your menstruation results in your increasingly abdominal pain every month. It could be solved through an operation, but you consider yourself sterile.”
Ding Ning was speechless. He had never seen such a silly woman.
“I… I don’t know. I just hate to have physical contact with others, so I don’t like to go to the hospital.”
Du Yuewen had a very complicated expression on her face, seeming to be surprised, self-abased and disgusted…
Ding Ning seemed to be thinking. She was not seriously sick, but hid her sickness for fear of treatment. Probably the biggest problem was on the spiritual level. He could not help but ask, “Do you have an abnormal fear of dirt?”
“No?” Du Yuewen repeatedly shook her head and denied.
Ding Ning looked at her deeply, “That is mental cleanliness. You think that all men are dirty, and you feel sick when touching men.”
“I… I don’t have that issue. I didn’t feel sick when you touched me.”
Du Yuewen denied with a red face.
“What about the other people? Except for Li Wensheng, do you feel disgusted when other men touch you?”
Ding Ning was really curious. He had never heard of this strange illness.
“I do. You are the only exception.”
Du Yuewen dodged his eyes with her heart beating fiercely like beating a drum.
“Have you got this issue since you were a child, or since you grew up?”
Ding Ning was a little embarrassed, but still asked very seriously.
“Probably since the year I graduated from college, that is, when I was twenty-three years old.”
Du Yuewen nerved herself to answer.
“I will make a wild guess. Don’t be angry. When you first had sexual fantasies about men, you used to have a very uncomfortable masturbation experience. The pain made you find sex extremely repulsive. Before you got married with Li Wensheng, I think you might have accidentally bumped into Li Wensheng or another man having sex with a woman. It made you find sex dirty and disgusting, right?”
With sparkle in his eyes, Ding Ning boldly speculated.
Du Yuewen blushed, bit her lower lip and incredulously stared at Ding Ning. After hesitating for a moment, she nodded and said, “Yes, when I just graduated, I traveled with a few classmates, but inadvertently saw a man and a woman having sex on the grass in the villa. The woman… the woman was during her menstruation, and there was lots of blood on the grass. I felt so sick that I spat out at the moment. Since then I have hated to have physical contact with all men.”
Ding Ning was shocked by this answer. Fuck, who had such a special taste? The man had sex with a woman on the grass even during the woman’s menstruation. He was not afraid to scare flowers and plants.
“I didn’t see the man’s face clearly at that time. It was not until I got married with Li Wensheng and saw a black birthmark on his back on the wedding night that I realized that the man is Li Wensheng.”
Du Yuewen seemed to have opened her mind and said calmly.
“The man is Li Wensheng?”
Ding Ning was struck dumb. He didn’t expect that Li Wensheng had such a special taste that he even dared to have sex with a woman during her menstruation. Li Wensheng was incredibly thirsty.
Du Yuewen said with a sigh, “Although I was very reluctant, since I have already married him, I wanted to fulfill my duty as a wife. No matter how licentious he used to be, I could get over it as long as he could restrain himself after getting married. So I didn’t mention it even I have recognized him.”
Ding Ning looked somewhat unnatural. As an outsider, he was not supposed to know about her privacy.
After the initial nervousness and shyness, Du Yuewen found that Ding Ning was a bit shy. A strange pleasure made her continue telling her story without hesitation.
“But when he just got inside, the pain was intolerable to me indeed. What happened in that year… came to my mind again. I failed to restrain my inner disgust, grabbing his hair and kicking him off the bed. That is the only time we slept together.”
“Okay, uh, since you hate him so much, why not divorce him?”
Ding Ning coughed twice and quickly asked another question.
“Divorce? My dad is sensitive about his reputation, feudal and old-fashioned. If I get a divorce, he would beat me to death.”
Du Yuewen said with a bitter face, “I asked someone to make a fake medical record and told my dad that I was sterile and wanted to get a divorce. However, my dad strongly disagreed. He also indicated that Li Wensheng could have a baby with another woman, but he should bring the baby back after the baby was born and tell others I was the baby’s mother. He absolutely did not allow us to divorce. With my dad’s indication, Li Wensheng became so unscrupulous. He hasn’t brought any woman back home, but spent all day indulging in dissipation.”
“Your dad is really a freak.”
Ding Ning did not know how to comment on Du Yuewen’s father. While others entrapped their dads, Du Yuewen’s father entrapped his daughter.
“You have no idea that my dad prefers sons to daughters. He has never been nice to me since I was a child. I have tried my best, but he has never been satisfied with me. Every time he got frustrated, he just beat me or cursed me. He treated Li Wensheng, his son-in-law, even better than me, his own daughter. Nevertheless, fortunately because of this, my dad was punished, and even my brother was involved. Only I’m safe because I have been excluded from them. Probably bad luck sometimes brings good luck.”
Du Yuewen’s smile was very bleak, which made Ding Ning feel pity for her. What kind of life had this poor woman lived during the first half of her lifetime?
It also made him understand why Du Yuewen was not willing to see a doctor when she was sick. Anyone grew up in such a family would have mental trouble.
What was more, Du Yuewen was a woman with a hypoplastic vagina. Living under her dad’s violence and great pressure for a long time made her live gingerly in fear.
She tried to show her best side, not daring to tell her father that she was sick, not to mention see a doctor.She was so afraid that her dad who had been dissatisfied with her would disdain her more.
It could be said that Du Yuewen’s illness had much to do with her dad. She was a daughter who was eager to get her dad’s approval as well as a kind-hearted woman who took things as they came. If her dad hadn’t been punished, she might not have the courage to ask him for advice.
Ding Ning sincerely wanted to help this poor woman. He immediately said in a deep voice, “There is no big problem with your illness. It can be solved through just a small operation. You will be able to live like an ordinary woman in future.”
“No, I can’t bear to be touched by others. Doctor Ding, can you help me? You are the only person I don’t exclude. Even if I need an operation, I hope you can do it for me.”
Du Yuewen bit her pink lips and pitifully begged.