What?
What do you mean this is what you want?
Lin Fan didn't understand what Zhu Cunjun meant and wanted to ask more, but when he saw someone coming from the front, he shut his mouth obediently.
Zhu Cunjun raised his eyebrows and looked at her, his smile deepening.
After returning to his residence, Wu Yusen opened the door and watched Lin Fan walk in with a medal in his hands, as if he was holding a bomb, and narrowed his eyes.
"What's going on?" Wen Ji stood up from his chair, also surprised by this unusual posture.
Lin Fan walked to the coffee table, quickly took off the ribbon from around his neck, and carefully placed it on the coffee table.
Emma, I finally feel relieved.
She had wanted to take it off a long time ago, but she was afraid that it might accidentally fall, get bumped, or break outside, so she didn't dare to take it.
She let out a long sigh, stretched out her limbs and lay on the sofa in a big posture, feeling empty again.
"What's wrong? Is the transformation not going well?" Wu Shusen handed over two glasses of water.
Wen Ji also came over with a serious face and took the patient's pulse. "Your heartbeat is a little fast. What happened?"
"It's okay, it's okay. The transformation went smoothly. It's a good thing. Look, she was scared by the badge." Zhu Cunjun sat down on the single sofa, put the box in his hand on the coffee table, picked up the cup and took a sip of water.
Only then did John Woo and Wen Ji look at the badge on the coffee table.
"What kind of badge is this? It's really pretty." John Woo picked it up and looked at it carefully.
"Medal of Bravery." Zhu Cunjun replied.
Wu Yusen was stunned, handed the badge to Wen Ji, and asked in confusion, "If I remember correctly, there seems to be a hero medal?"
"That's right, the five highest honors. National Medal, Medal of Bravery, Medal of Heroism, Medal of Friendship, and Medal of Glory." Zhu Cunjun leaned comfortably on the sofa, crossing his legs.
Wen Ji's hand trembled and he almost dropped the badge in his hand, so he quickly clenched it.
Is this one of the highest honors?
John Woo also widened his eyes, and quickly walked behind Wen Ji and leaned over to take a closer look.
Not everyone has the chance to see this thing.
Zhu Cunjun looked at the two people who looked like they had never seen the world before, and smiled as he pushed the box he had brought back forward. "Here, the box is, you can keep it yourselves."
The medal box was given to him by his confidential secretary when he left. Because of Lin Fan's transformation, everyone almost forgot about it.
Lin Fan then realized that the director was holding a medal box. She thought it was a medal or gift for the director.
"Director, can you explain to me again what you said outside just now?" Lin Fan asked after he recovered.
There are only four of them in the room now, so they should be able to talk.
"What do you think the role of the medal is?" asked Zhu Cunjun.
"A commendation," Lin Fan replied. After a moment's thought, he added, "And encouragement."
"What else?" Zhu Cunjun was in a very good mood and kept smiling without feeling uncomfortable.
"Anything else?" Lin Fan was surprised and looked at John Woo beside him for help.
John Woo was squatting beside the coffee table. He had already taken the medal from Wen Ji, touched it again and again, and was carefully putting it into the box.
"A symbol of identity and a certification of achievement?" Wen Ji replied slowly.
"What else?" Zhu Cunjun asked again.
besides?
After careful consideration, Wen Ji slowly shook his head.
"Responsibility, and pressure." John Woo placed the badge neatly in the box without closing it, leaving it open on the coffee table for everyone to see.
"Pressure?" Lin Fan thought about it and nodded vigorously. "Yeah, I'm really stressed right now. I keep feeling like they sent me the wrong chapter. It's like a child wearing adult clothes. It just doesn't feel right."
After their initial surprise, Wen Ji and Wu Yusen soon realized the problem of excessive reward, and looked at Zhu Cunjun at the same time, wanting to hear what he had to say.
"Among the existing commendation badges, there is actually no medal that matches Lin Fan's achievements." Zhu Cunjun was also very surprised when he learned that Lin Fan had won this badge. After just a little thought, he understood.
"Among the existing medals, aside from military commendations, the few medals that can still be awarded normally, Lin Fan definitely doesn't qualify for the Labor Medal. The Glory Medal requires a certain level of contribution and public recognition, which she also doesn't qualify for."
"The Friendship Medal is for foreign friends, the Hero Medal is exclusive to soldiers, and you all know the National Medal without me saying anything..." Zhu Cunjun explained and excluded them one by one.
"Only Heroic One remains. For this reason, they specifically changed Lin Fan's group attributes and allowed her to join the group directly."
In order to help Lin Fan successfully obtain this honor, the senior leader also worked very hard.
"But I still feel that I am not qualified for this seal." Lin Fan has always known this.
Although she suffered a lot when saving her leader, she did not do it entirely for the leader.
By the time she reacted, she had already rushed forward.
And she felt that if someone else had been there, she would have saved them without hesitation.
If you get this kind of award for saving the leader, then shouldn't all the doctors and bodyguards around the leader get one?
Let’s talk about the stars.
Although she did promote the development of mecha technology, she didn't seem to have made any contribution. Her life in 800 was quite pleasant. She even recovered from her illness and is now in good health and can still fight and jump.
No matter how you look at it, she's the one who got some credit, like she got all the credit for nothing. How could she not feel guilty?
Lin Fan spoke out his thoughts in detail. Wen Ji and Wu Yusen nodded.
They felt that what Lin Fan said made sense, although it was a bit one-sided, but the medal was obviously too heavy.
"You guys are still too young." Zhu Cunjun squinted his eyes and took out a cigarette box from his pocket. Just as he was about to take out a cigarette, he put the cigarette box back.
"Is the medal given to you just a reward and recognition?"
"What is that?" Lin Fan asked.
"You feel guilty and under pressure. Do you really want to achieve something?" Zhu Cunjun asked with a smile.
"...Yes..." Something seemed to flash through Lin Fan's mind.
"For this award, I will definitely risk my life and do better in the future, right?"
"……yes."
"With this honor, it will be difficult for you to be easily tempted by external temptations in the future. After all, such affirmation is almost impossible to come by at your age."
“…” Lin Fan seemed to understand.
"So... this extraordinary honor has tied Lin Fan down?" Wen Ji understood.
"It's not Lin Fan." Wu Yusen looked up and corrected, "It's Xingchen."
It’s neither appropriate nor inappropriate to say it’s tied.
It’s like a sweet date has been hanging in front of your eyes in advance. You will see it every step you take and cannot ignore it.
This is like hanging a super powerful searchlight on Lin Fan's head. If she ever wavers in her stance in the future, she will not be able to get over it in her heart.
Lin Fan's eyes widened as he listened to what the others said.
Is this really the case?
She suddenly felt a tightness in her heart and her eyes felt a little sore.
The beautiful badge lay quietly in the box.
The honor that just weighed a thousand pounds now feels like a pair of shackles.
She lowered her head, looking a little lonely, frowning slightly, and looked at Zhu Cunjun seriously.
"I won't...I won't..."
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