"You're too impulsive." "It's not impulsive. I've actually been thinking about this for a long time." Qi Wuxiu did not hide anything, but chose to speak his mind directly. He is a sincere young man, an excellent executor, with dreams and aspirations. Jin Yiwei's job is just and correct in his mind. But when he actually joined the group, he discovered that things were far more complicated than he imagined. Jinyiwei is not only justice, but also personal grudges, a tool, a thug, and a violent machine. In a word, the outside world's evaluation of Jin Yiwei is not excessive and is not unfair. Time and time again, he convinced himself. Until this time, Jin Yiwei stood up for Jiang Tu. It wasn't a big deal, but it was the last straw that broke the camel's back. What the hell is Jiang Tu? He is a flattering villain who will surely be nailed to the pillar of shame. As the law enforcement agency of the imperial court, Jin Yiwei lent a helping hand to Jiang Tu. There is no justice, no right and wrong, it is all positions and tools.
As part of the tool, he can only accept it. And this won't be the last time, there will be countless similar situations in the future. "I find it's easy to convince others, but hard to convince yourself." Qi Wuxiu smiled bitterly. He convinced himself countless times to keep doing it and ignore the right and wrong inside. He's just a thug. Chen Guanlou poured wine for him, "If I tell you that all yamen are the same and darkness exists wherever there is profit, do you still want to leave Jinyiwei? If you stay in Jinyiwei, you can occasionally use your power to do something Do something that makes your conscience easier, and help people you want to help. If you leave, you will give up such an opportunity." Qi Wuxiu was a little surprised, "You actually opposed my leaving. I thought you would support me." Chen Guanlou smiled and said, "I don't want you to regret it. Jinyiwei is bad enough, but no matter how bad it is, it is not as bad as the officialdom or the yamen. You are also well-informed. You know how the yamen below handle cases. Are all the people in prison guilty? Not necessarily. If you leave Jinyiwei, won't you have to face the dark side in the future? I'm afraid the reality is not what you want, and there is only more darkness. At any rate, you are now wearing a layer of skin and can do some things that make your conscience feel better in a small area and protect some people you want to protect. Without this layer of skin, have you ever thought about what will happen to the people you protected in the past? If your current suffering value is five, when you shed this layer of skin, your suffering value will rise to ten. I'm not an alarmist. In this day and age, in this world, people must wear a layer of skin. Even though the skin is a bit prickly, you have to wear it. Because this layer of skin is both a shackle and an arm. It depends on how you use it. " Qi Wuxiu was stunned, seemingly swayed by Chen Guanlou's simple principles. Or maybe he didn't expect that Chen Guanlou, who was usually a bit of an angry young man, had completely different ideas than him. He neither agreed with him nor cooperated with him in cursing Jin Yiwei. Instead, he patiently analyzed the pros and cons for him. "So, you can accept it, right?" He asked uncertainly. Chen Guanlou nodded, "Of course I can accept it. When it comes to darkness, the prison is no less generous. But I don't mind it. I am within my rights and within the rules, and will gradually improve the situation in the A-shaped prison. At present, it seems that the progress is still there. That’s right. You see, as long as you are good at seizing opportunities, you can catch a little light in the dark. Things are usually a mixture of good and bad.” Qi Wuxiu shook his head repeatedly, "I'm not as powerful as you, I can't do it." "Don't deny yourself in a hurry. How do you know you're not good if you haven't tried it? Don't just listen to your elders in the family. Most of the time your elders suppress you, their purpose is to control you, not just for your own good. Sometimes you have to learn to believe in yourself, Affirm yourself.” Chen Guanlou was drinking a small drink, like a person who had experienced the situation, softly trying to persuade a lost lamb. It is normal for such a young person to become cynical and deny his own ideas after experiencing severe beatings from society. Back then, he came here like this, complaining and continuing to crawl. Nothing is perfect in the world. Either it is imperfect here or there is a problem there. what to do?
If you don’t have the ability to overturn the table and re-write the rules, you can only think a little bit more and try to catch the loopholes in the rules. "Anyway, you don't support me leaving Jinyiwei." "Well, if you have to leave, that's not impossible. If there's no way out, you can come to Tianlao." "Being a jailor?" "Being a jailer is too incompetent. You can be an instructor and discipline those jailers for me. The jailers in the sky prison are really terrible and ridiculous. As for me, I don't really want to do these trivial things." "Is there a position of teaching in Tianlao?" "It didn't happen before, but it will happen after you come here." Chen Guanlou smiled at him and reassured him. Qi Wuxiu opened his mouth, "Unknowingly, you can arrange people at will in Tianlao. It's really amazing." Chen Guanlou laughed and said, "This little thing is nothing. If you are willing, you can do this in Jinyiwei." "No. Jinyiwei and Tianlao are two completely different yamen. If you want to climb up, apart from your background, the most important thing is to gain His Majesty's trust and carry out His Majesty's orders without compromise. Obviously I can't do that." "It is not necessary to be a commander." Chen Guanlou advised him, "It is not bad to be a member of a hundred households and a thousand households. It would be cool if you could be transferred to another place to serve as a leader of a thousand households." Qi Wuxiu fell silent for a while. Chen Guanlou seems to have no ambition, but he has great ideas and is very upright. He doesn't care about false reputation as long as he has real power. In essence, he is an ambitious person. Qi Wuxiu seems to be a proactive person, but in fact his ambition is not that big. Many times, people care more about their reputation than their real power. The difference in concepts resulted in the two completely different styles of doing things. As long as Chen Guanlou has tangible benefits, it doesn't matter whether he is famous or not. Therefore, all those who made cakes and made promises failed in front of him. If you want to get whoring for free by drawing cakes, you can get away as far as you want. In turn, Qi Wuxiu ate the cake and promised this. You can give up immediate interests and only seek an imagined future. One is a cold-hearted RT-Mart who has been killing fish for ten years, and the other is a passionate young man who can cheat people away by just drawing a piece of cake. Qi Wuxiu poured a gulp of wine down his throat, his throat burning. He frowned slightly, "After you said that, I didn't know whether I should leave Jin Yiwei or not." Chen Guanlou took the opportunity to advise: "Since you haven't thought about it clearly yet, keep thinking about it. Let's work on it first. It's the end of the year, and it's not long before the New Year. At least I will get the year-end bonus, and I won't be short of money during the New Year. Make others laugh."