"Woo woo woo", this is the sound of cars speeding outside. "Swish swish", this is the sound of dry leaves rubbing against each other in the courtyard. Time flies. It was the beginning of autumn when Xu Xi met the witch again, but two months later, it was the end of autumn when the wind was cool and cold. It won't be long before the harsh winter completely replaces autumn. That feeling is very subtle. Time is like a ball of flowing water, passing through people's fingers. Everyone can clearly feel the disappearance of time, but there is no real feeling. Until there is little "water" left in the palm of the hand. Only then did I realize that time was running so fast. In the bedroom, Xu Xi walked to the tall collection cabinet, looked at the sugar jar and magic wand inside, and fell into a long contemplation.
In the past two months, he has not only been practicing, but also made a lot of efforts to make his sister appear in the real world. But it's a pity. The other party did not respond. Xu Xi could only judge from some minor details that the other party was still paying attention to him and had not really left. However, Xu Xi really had no other choice. In the past two months, he had called Xu Moli's name more than once, and had also communicated with Krisa to return the sugar jar to the first place. But no matter what he did, the girl showed no signs of showing up. Was she still angry about what happened that year? Was she still unwilling to let go of the resentment in her heart? "What is the reason?" Unable to communicate face to face and unable to understand his sister's true thoughts, Xu Xi could only use his own thinking to guess the reason why the other party was unwilling to show up. But everything was useless. Xu Xi was about to start the third simulation. The girl still had no intention of showing up. Xu Xi didn't even know where the other party was at this moment, and whether she was looking at him. "Hu~~~" The sound of the wind whistled in his ears. Xu Xi opened the door of the collection cabinet, took out the porcelain sugar jar, and placed it and the Eternal Tears on the small wooden table in the bedroom. These were the only two items related to his sister after the first simulation.
The former was the candy Xu Xi gave to his sister. The latter was the tears his sister gave to Xu Xi. "Come to think of it, I haven't eaten the candy in it yet," Xu Xi pulled out a chair and sat down, looking at the cylindrical light blue sugar jar with a nostalgic look. In the first simulated world of cultivation. Almost all the candy he bought was given to Mo Li. Because Xu Xi felt that these candies were not delicious, but somehow, the girl liked them very much and was very happy every time she saw them. "Take one and see." Xu Xi opened the lid of the candy jar and took out a white hard candy from the top of the candy pile. The candy had a faint malt aroma and a very thin glutinous rice flour flavor. The texture was hard and could only be licked slowly. Sweet. At the same time, it is mixed with a hint of sourness. Is this kind of candy delicious? Xu Xi thought it was okay, good as a snack, but far from being addictive. "Could it be that Mo Li, that child, deliberately pretended to like candy just to make me happy?" Xu Xi paused, his face hesitant. He suddenly recalled. In the first simulation, the girl was so smart, so precocious, and sometimes more stable than a real adult. At that time, Mo Li did not spread the news of liking candy in Senjian Peak. From the beginning to the end, she would only accept Xu Xi's candy. But Xu Xi never investigated this point. He unilaterally thought that his sister liked to eat candy, so he bought a lot of candy. "It seems that I am indeed an incompetent brother..." Xu Xi leaned back slightly, his whole back pressed on the backrest of the wooden chair, his eyes fixed on the ceiling. "The reason why that child accepted it every time was simply because she was afraid that I would be sad." "Am I a little..." "Too arbitrary?" "Not only did he rarely ask for the child's opinion, he also arbitrarily defined her life, concealed her from shaping her external spiritual roots, and made up lies to deliberately ignore her." The wooden table by the window was illuminated by the sun, revealing fine lines. The porcelain jar filled with candy and the blood-red warm tears were all illuminated to make the surface glow.
Xu Xi was silent. Xu Xi was silent. He felt that he seemed to have found the real reason why his sister refused to show up and meet in the real world. Everything he had done was too much pressure and blow for a little girl. Especially leaving the Tianjian Sect before his death. The words he said specifically to Mo Li. There is no doubt that for Mo Li, who was longing for and attached to Xu Xi at the time, it was a spiritual wayThe heavy piercing on the face. "Sorry, Mo Li..." "It's me, as a brother, who didn't do well enough." The candy released sweetness in the mouth, but the echoing sound was full of bitterness. After a long silence, Xu Xi opened his lips slightly and spoke to the empty room, although he didn't know if his sister was watching. It was just an apology in his heart. It was just a regret in his heart. Xu Xi couldn't help but say it. "Drip——", Xu Xi gently closed the lid and restored the candy jar to its original state, but at this moment, there was a crystal wetness coming from the back of his hand. Is it sweat? Yanshan City in autumn is extremely cold, how could it be hot enough to sweat. Is it rain? The weather in the courtyard outside is sunny, how could it rain. So, what is it, what is this sudden wetness? "Brother, I'm sorry..." "...I'm sorry...it's obviously me...it's obviously my fault..." A heavy feeling came from her shoulders, it was the sobbing of a young girl, it was a long-lost, willful dependence on her brother. Her arms, like lotus roots, stretched out from behind and crossed around Xu Xi's neck. She cried so hard. Xu Xi was stunned, and then his expression gradually softened. He gently held the girl's hand, and his voice brought a familiar feeling from the past: "Welcome home, Mo Li." The girl cried even more violently. Unlike the silent tears of the witch, it was a release from extreme repression. She cried loudly and awkwardly.
Xu Moli felt infinite guilt and self-blame for Xu Xi's death. But now, she heard Xu Xi's apology. This contrast, this comparison, caused her psychological defense to collapse, revealing her fragile side. "..." Outside the door. The witch with long silver hair held a tray with an indifferent expression. On the tray was the hot tea she prepared for Xu Xi and the corresponding dessert. Normally, Krisa would choose to go directly into the room. But the crying sound from Xu Moli stopped Krisa's action. Only this time. Only once. The tolerant witch turned and left without pushing the door to enter the room, choosing to leave her precious time to the "kind-hearted person". She would only give such a chance. In the future, the witch with no feelings will not allow the other party to act recklessly.