Chapter 46 Self-examination of suffering Zheng Li clenched his hands and trembled all over, his eyes were dull, and he didn't care even if blood flowed from the seams of his fists.
The girl seemed to have heard everyone's conversation and knew that her father was going to sell her.
The twelve or thirteen-year-old child was actually already sensible. She looked at her father who usually regarded her as a treasure with a face full of disbelief. He actually wanted to sell her, and two lines of tears ran down her face involuntarily.
Zheng Li Sihu also felt his daughter's gaze. He did not have the courage to look at his daughter again, so he could only close his eyes tightly, but the turbid tears showed the pain in his heart.
How could he sell his daughter without reaching a desperate situation.
"Dad, dad, dog, please don't sell your sister. Please, if you want to buy it, sell it! Please, dad." His son seemed to understand something at this time and begged his father.
Zheng Li closed his eyes tightly. He regretted it, hated himself for being useless, hated himself for being incompetent, and even more hated the world that made him live worse than a dog.
I thought I was studying at the age of eight. It has been more than [-] years now, but I have achieved nothing, and my wife and children have suffered.
As long as he could cure his wife's illness, he would commit suicide as an apology to his daughter.
"I can see that I don't want to do this. I'm obviously a scholar, how could I act like a bird? Okay, put away your bastard things and come with me!"
Ji Song came to him and saw that a dignified old man had humbled himself to such an extent and did not forget to save his wife. The scholar's arrogance was completely shattered the moment he knelt down on the street.
"Are you willing to help me?" Zheng Li looked at the noble young master in front of him in disbelief, thinking that he was in a dream.
Ji Song ignored it and walked directly Zheng Li was pedantic, he immediately understood what Ji Song meant after studying for so many years.
He immediately gathered up the rags on the ground, tore them into pieces, and stood picked up his wife, pulled his son, called his daughter and ran in the direction of Ji Song.
Ji Song returned to the restaurant and said to the shopkeeper: "Open an upper room and go find a doctor."
"Wait a moment, distinguished guest, I'll send someone over right away." The shopkeeper assured Ji Song as he took the piece of gold flying over with excitement on his face.
"Why are you here again?" shouted a waiter outside the door.
"I asked him to come. You lead them to the room. When the doctor comes, treat him quickly. If you dare to neglect, I will destroy your shop." Ji Song threatened directly.
"Hey! It seems that this scholar is lucky enough to meet a noble person. Don't worry, Sir, it will definitely not happen."
"This is the best. This is ten taels of gold. All the money for medical treatment will be deducted from it. If it is not enough, go to Xiangxiang in the West Market to get it. If there is extra, give it to a scholar!"
After Ji Song finished speaking, he was about to leave. He thought for a while, since he had nothing to do, he would go to the teacher's house in the evening. He was not an outsider anyway, so there was no need to be too outside. The teacher would definitely be back in the evening.
"Please leave your benefactor's name and work hard to repay your kindness!" Zheng Li suddenly knelt down to Ji Song and said loudly.
Ji Song paused and said: "I don't want anything from you. Live a good life from now on! Raise your children well. Don't dare to sell your children or daughters again. You are a big man and you are not ashamed." . If you really have nothing to do, come to Anxiang!"
After Ji Song finished speaking, he left Li kowtowed to Ji Song's back solemnly and took a deep look, as if he wanted to remember the young man's appearance in his heart.
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"Uncle Ming, have you prepared the gift for the teacher?" Ji Song asked Ji Ming as soon as he returned to Anxiang. "We prepared it yesterday. Didn't you go to the princess's mansion? Why did you come back so soon? Why is the princess so talkative this time?"
No wonder Ji Ming was wondering. When Ji Song went to the Princess Mansion before, Princess Pingyang kept him there for ten days and a half.
Even her two sons were jealous. Why were they released so quickly this time? It was against common sense! "Don't guess, the princess was urgently called into the palace by the Holy Master, and I haven't seen the Master." Ji Song said helplessly.
"Okay, I won't tell you anymore. I will go to the teacher's house in the evening and I won't come back. If you need anything, just go and find me there."
While Ji Ming asked someone to sort out the gifts, he said to Ji Song: "You are right. These families have a good relationship with us. There are so many rules there. Just come to the door and you will do it every time." It has to be like a routine, this time it’s good, no matter if he’s here or not, let’s go there, maybe Mr. Li will be even happier by then.”
"You're so verbose, hurry up, it's going to be dark soon." Ji Song was a little annoyed by what he said, and urged him angrily.
"OK OK."
Ji Ming looked at the figure of his brother Song riding away, and said with some helplessness: "Brother Song doesn't know why. He seems to be close to everyone, but it is difficult to get close to anyone. I didn't know how to persuade him, It would be bad if something bad caused Brother Song to rebel.
But I can realize for myself that it seems that I am worrying too addition, what I said today will definitely attract Brother Song's attention. Brother Song has never disappointed anyone. "
In fact, Ji Song also discovered his own problem, that is, he could not really get close to anyone, and he could only completely open up his heart in front of Ji's mother.
Because he knew that Ji would give everything to him without any reservation at any time.
Maybe it was the habits of his previous life that were causing trouble. At that time, Ji Song was like can talk and laugh with anyone, but it’s really hard to get really close to anyone.
I thought I was just being lonely, but in the end I found out that was not the isolated is not the purpose, but rather rejecting all people or things that may hurt you.
So he learned to prepare for a rainy day, learned to observe people's emotions, and even learned how to be imaginary and snake-tailed.
I remember a writer from later generations said: People with good natures mature late. While others are smart and pragmatic, we are dumb and stupid, pursuing ideals and starry skies.
When other people's mechanisms are exhausted, we seem to have a little did not shine brightly at the beginning of our lives.
We do not become winners in life very early. After we mature late, we still do not forget our ideals and remain sincere and kind.
Not getting close is not because he doesn't want to get close, but because of the uncertainty in his heart that keeps him away.
Kind people think very little. It's not that they can't think, but they don't want to make things so complicated.
Li Gang took a fancy to Ji Song's intelligence and hoped that he could inherit his mantle.
Princess Pingyang is because he saved her life; Xie Lian may repay her more than get close to her; Qin King Li Shimin may have some love for talents, but if he conflicts with him, he believes that Li Shimin will definitely abandon him immediately.
Ji Song is a somewhat closed-minded person and will not easily accept others into his heart.
"But fortunately, it's still within my control."
Ji Song stopped his thoughts and looked up, it turned out that he had already arrived (End of this chapter)