Chapter 21 (Twenty-one) Confession Suddenly, Yin Ruchen felt a sharp pain in her chest, and blood slowly flowed from the corner of her mouth. She didn't want Yan Moying to see her in pain, so she deliberately turned her head to the right. "Miss Yin! Miss Yin...Ruchen!" Yan Moying said in shock. He suddenly felt an unprecedented fear. He was afraid that if he didn't say some words quickly, he might never have the chance again in the future. He held Yin Ruchen's hand tighter, although he knew that if a person really wanted to leave the world, no matter how tightly you hold her hand, you can't keep her, and you can't catch that soul that will never come back. The sadness of life is to be separated like this, not to mention having to bear the debt of a lifetime. He really didn't want to think about it anymore, but it seemed difficult to suppress his thoughts. The severe pain soon passed. When Yin Ruchen heard him call him "Ruchen", he wanted to speak, but was afraid that he would vomit blood again if he spoke, so he turned his head and stared at him blankly, as if to say, "You called me 'Ruchen'?!" He understood Yin Ruchen's eyes and said with tears in his eyes: "Ruchen, I...I love you!" The first time Yin Ruchen heard such words in her life was when she was about to leave the world. If it was normal, she might alienate the person who said such words because she thought such words were boring. After all, her master's years of teaching her would directly affect her response to such things. However, at this moment, as a person who was poisoned and thought she was about to die, her feelings were already very different from usual. Thinking of how she felt before leaving this world, such a love that was destined to have no future, a love that only belonged to this world and could not be taken away, a love that would be lost as soon as it was obtained, it was hard to tell whether it was sour, sweet or bitter. Yin Ruchen looked straight at Yan Moying. When she felt her nose slightly sour, she subconsciously closed her eyes and opened them again, and took a slow breath. She never let tears flow from beginning to end, and instead, she smiled slightly with the corners of her mouth slightly raised. Although her master's teachings over the years made her very clear that this "love" was "little love" and was actually poisonous and the beginning of tragedy, she was still touched by it. She had never imagined that the philosophy she had adhered to for many years under the teachings of her master would be influenced by the person in front of her in such a short time. While Yan Moying couldn't help crying at the thought of the worst outcome, he had already made up his mind to find the antidote to save Yin Ruchen. After a while, Yin Ruchen felt a little tired, closed his eyes and fell asleep. Chapter 12
Gao Cai was getting impatient in the dormitory. He felt strange that Yan Moying hadn't come back yet. He also didn't know what happened to Yin Ruchen, so he walked towards Jiuhuang Garden again. When Gao Cai arrived at Jiuhuang Garden, he found that Yin Ruchen was no longer there. He was overjoyed: "Mo Ying is really capable. He actually convinced the Sect Master! But why hasn't he returned to the dormitory yet?" Gao Cai picked some ground lake flowers himself and brought them back to his dormitory. He placed them in a porcelain vase filled with water and immersed the flower stems in the water. At this time Yan Moying still hadn't returned, so Gao Cai went to look for him. At the entrance of the hall, he ran into Rong Yu who had just finished a meeting. Gao Cai asked, "Master, where is Yan Moying?" "Follow me." Gao Cai followed the sect leader into Rong Yu's room. Seeing Yin Ruchen's appearance, Gao Cai was shocked: "What happened to Miss Yin?" (End of this chapter)
