Hello everyone, I am Gu Zhenren. Today I bring you a new book "Xian Gong Kai Wu". I thought very clearly that writing this book will face at least three challenges! The first challenge is to go out and write. I have been writing online articles for interest and hobbies since the beginning. I have written so many books, and the main purpose is interest. Therefore, when I wrote "Gu Zhenren", even if the subscription was miserable, I persisted for at least seven years. At that time, I was still very young, and my parents were not old, so there was no need to worry. One person is full, the whole family is not hungry. Therefore, when I wrote "Infinite Blood Core", I would rather modify the outline, even if there was no subscription income during the period, and it didn't matter if it lasted for several months. I am not afraid of being laughed at by everyone - clumsy. When I was in the mountains, I couldn't pick the moon and fell down with blood. This time I came out of the mountains mainly to fill my stomach. Reflecting on myself, the state of "inside the mountain" may be my personal comfort zone, where I am surrounded by myself. Perhaps the artistic pursuits and so-called dreams in the past were just a kind of self-entertainment and a wishful thinking. "Outside the mountain" is a battle for hegemony and a battle for the flow!
The new book "Xian Gong Kai Wu" is my first "out-of-the-way" writing. For the first time in history, I began to consider the list, reader activities, updates, writing rhythm, and conforming to the public's reading habits. I hope to write articles that conform to the public's reading habits and that everyone likes to read. I am a very clumsy person. It may not be done well for the first time, but I will learn humbly and try to improve! Please criticize and correct me. If you can give me some encouragement, it will be better! … The second challenge is socializing. I am a homebody. In addition to writing and reading books, my biggest hobby is playing games. I have social phobia, although it has eased as I get older. But I am still not good at socializing with people and interacting with book friends. This time, I will listen to everyone's opinions and work hard to improve this point, do more activities on social platforms, do some live broadcasts, etc. … The third challenge is the heart. This is the biggest challenge. Everyone has two lives. One is called secular and the other is called ideal. Specifically for literary and artistic workers, the second life is called artistic life. I wrote Gu for about 10 years, intermittently, and the dismal income occupied most of the time, but I was happy with it. I revised and rewrote Blood Core for several months, locked myself in the house, and did not ask the outside world, but I was full of interest, and did not lose a bit. I like writing books, and writing books itself is the source of my motivation. These processes are all nourishing my artistic life. Writing outside the mountains may be different. For me, it may be consuming my artistic life. How long can my second life last? I don’t know. Because it is my first attempt, I don’t know whether I am suitable for this writing mode. There are too many ways to kill the second life. It is extremely powerful, but also extremely fragile. I can only tell myself: I came out of the mountains to go back to the mountains to chase the moon.
I will try my best to adjust my mentality, find the balance point, and work hard to transform. Maybe I can nourish my artistic life with this writing method. I sincerely ask you to witness it. Thank you!
