Chapter 16 Hey, it’s a backstab The whispers around me almost drowned me out.
Except for my deskmate He Feifei, she smiled and greeted me good morning as usual.
"Cancan, why do you look so bad?"
"It's okay." I tried my best to ignore the strange looks in the eyes of the people around me.
But the uneasiness in my heart became stronger and stronger.
This uneasiness finally came when the morning reading was almost over.
"Su Cancan, come to my office."
I followed the head teacher into her office without knowing why.
"Your parents spent money to support your education. Is this how you repay your parents?"
The teacher's eyes were like a sharp knife piercing my body.
I watched the video played on the teacher's computer and my breath froze.
This is... the scene when I confessed my love to Luo Zhou on the rooftop that day.
My stumbling confession was played clearly on the computer, and every word was very clear.
Even Luo Zhou’s perfunctory words about me, “Puppy love will affect my studies” were clearly played in the video again.
The teacher pressed the pause button on the video.
There were other teachers in the office, and they obviously heard the sound on the computer and began to look in my direction frequently.
It was like a basin of cold water poured down my head, from the top of my head to the soles of my feet. I froze in place watching this video.
I finally understood why everyone around me looked at me strangely.
What was the specific content of those mocking whispers.
After what seemed like a century, the teacher spoke.
"Even students like Luo Zhou who don't usually like to study know that falling in love will affect their studies. Cancan, you are a girl..."
The teacher paused for a while and continued: "Su Cancan, do you really not realize that you are very different now from when you were a sophomore in high school?
In the past, you at least listened carefully in class and had a good you feel sleepy in class every day, your mental state is in a mess, and you don't know what you are thinking about every day.
From the second year of high school to now, your grades were above average, but now you are almost at the bottom of the pile. Are you still thinking about confessing your love to a boy?
You are already in your senior year of high school, and you will take the college entrance examination in half a year. Aren't you in a hurry? "
The teacher then opened the desk drawer and took out a Lego box.
It was the Lego I bought for Luo Zhou as a confession gift.
Class teacher: "Luo Zhou handed this building block to me. He said it was a gift you forced on him. He thought it was too valuable and didn't know what to do with it, so he asked me to return it to you.
For your sake, he didn't say this was your confession gift. I searched the Internet for this building block, and it cost nearly 1000 yuan. The money your parents gave you didn't come from strong winds. Are you just wasting your parents' hard work? Your parents sent you to school to study, not for you to fall in love..."
I didn't listen to what the teacher said later. I just stood there blankly. People came in and out of the office, including teachers who were in class, and classmates who came to hand over homework.
My deskmate was also included.
The smile on her face was so unfamiliar that I had forgotten that I had ever seen such a smile on her face.
That was the smile she used to succeed after teasing me every time before I broke my leg.
How long has it been since I saw such a smile? I suddenly realized a problem that made me shudder.
Who took the video of me confessing my love?
Judging from the shooting angle of the video, it should be behind the low wall on the rooftop, and the clear sound in the picture can only be from a place relatively close to me...
There are only two people in this position: me and Luo Zhou.
So it was recorded by Luo Zhou.
The answer to who did the filming is at hand.
The smile on He Feifei's face gave me chills.
How did I end this long lecture and how did I return to the classroom from the office? I was completely unconscious.
When I returned to the classroom in a daze, I felt that I might as well not come back.
The video of Luo Zhou and I confessing our love was being played repeatedly on the large multimedia screen in the classroom.
The picture is clear and the sound is clear.
The mocking and joking looks of the people around him were also very clear.
"Ah, Su Cancan, don't you look at the circles of fat on your body? Don't you look at your face like a pie? I smiled at you, do you really think you are worthy of being my friend? You put on a smile like this It really disgusted me to death for a long time.”
He Feifei gathered around my seat with the girls who had bullied me before. "That's right, look at the hairpin she's wearing, she's really stupid."
"Who is she? She deserves to like Luo Zhou."
"Did you see his actions when he was rejected? He staggered, hahahaha..."
My heart started to hurt.
It's the body's instinctive reaction.
Luo Zhou also came to my side at this time, but he did not speak to me, but to He Feifei: "Ah, Feifei, when will you release this video..."
He Feifei: "Why, does it make you feel bad to see her make a fool of herself?"
The surrounding area was quiet for a while, everyone was waiting for Luo Zhou's answer.
As if he heard some shocking joke, his eyes widened: "How is that possible! It's not just her in this video, there's also mine! Play it like this over and over again, I'll be embarrassed, okay!"
He feels that my liking is very embarrassing for him.
I was hated by someone I had a crush on for a long time, to the point where I became a "toy" he used to please other girls.
My heart began to throb.
Shame, anger, embarrassment, sadness, all kinds of emotions are intertwined.
Luo Zhou showed a flattering expression: "Yeah, Feifei, I did everything you asked, and you promised to be my girlfriend..."
Feifei tilted her head arrogantly: "I said I would give you a chance, but I didn't say you would be my boyfriend. It depends on your performance!"
A wave of resentment rushed into my mind, and I blurted out without thinking: "She won't be your girlfriend. She likes Chu Yucheng from Class [-]."
He Feifei's eyes widened angrily: "Su Cancan! What are you talking about?"
"Nonsense? Haha, you used this secret to exchange the secret of my liking for Luo Zhou. Did you forget it so quickly?"
"Snapped!"
A loud slap hit me on the face.
My heart hurt to the extreme, and an unprecedented hatred rose from the bottom of my heart.
Why do they choose me to hurt for no reason, why do they hurt me over and over again…
I looked at these people in front of me.
bad.
He pretended to be nice to me to gain my trust and drag me into the abyss step by step.
bad.
Turn a blind eye to the suffering of others, pretend it never happened, and even treat it as a joke.
bad.
I never cherish other people's thoughts, trample on them at will, and use them as a bargaining chip to please another person.
bad.
How can such a bad person live unharmed?
Such bad people shouldn't exist.
Yes, it shouldn't exist.
Those who laugh at me, bully me, arrange for me, ignore me, and design me should not exist.
I saw that the surrounding environment became more gloomy.
They seemed completely unaware of the changes in their surroundings, laughing and talking freely in this gloomy environment.
The vicious words that flowed from their mouths were like venom, corroding my remaining sanity.
I don't know when there was a rope in my hand.
I don’t know when the laughter of the people around me turned into a uniform sound in my ears.
"Go to hell, go to hell, go to hell..."
……
Put a rope over their heads?
Or put a rope over your head?
(End of this chapter)