Chapter 81: Longing That Transmigrates Time and Space
(3)
Translator: Atlas Studios Editor: Atlas Studios
A tribute to the future and to you, who fought tirelessly for an ideal world.
I look at the object and miss the person related to it, but when the longing thoughts converge into an ocean, it becomes a form of torture.
In my free time, I composed a new tune. I named it “Longing That Transmigrates Time and Space”.
“Today, I placed the harmonica in your tomb and I will never touch it again. Next, I will face the challenge of the entire world and continue to fight for your dream and mine.
This is an era where farewells are common. People around me are constantly leaving, but I’m not good at bidding farewell. I only put all of you in my heart, especially you.
In the past, I didn’t understand why people would place their hopes on those illusory gods. They clearly don’t exist and can’t change reality. Later on, I understood that when you feel despair and helpless, the spark that charges into the darkness can warm the entire world… and you were my former faith.
…..
I have already lost everything. Nothing can hurt me anymore. The current me is stronger than ever. Even if the world fears me like a demon king, my heart is still determined. I will not stop until I achieved my goal.
I’m injured. It hurts, but I’ll recover quickly after eating. I suddenly thought of the days when we ate in the academy’s cafeteria. I remember you saying that I won’t have the money to buy food after graduation and won’t be able to support myself.
Although I didn’t express my thoughts when I heard that, I couldn’t fall asleep at night. I was worried for the entire night.
The next morning, I mustered all my courage and made a decision. If I’m really about to starve to death, I’ll would come to you to make a living.
I can lose face, but I have to eat.
I’m about to welcome my last battle. Before I left, I decided to eat my fill. It’s been a long time since I had eaten my fill unscrupulously. Hehe, I might be dying soon.
I didn’t die. I’ll eat my fill tomorrow and fight again. I hope you’ve already earned a lot of money in the underworld. This way, I can come to you for free meals. You know that I have a huge appetite, hehe.
• •
After reading these extracts, I believe everyone would now understand the importance of Feng Qi to Mu Qing.
The revolution that Mu Qing mentioned was the destruction of the world. It was to continue implementing Feng Qi’s unfinished goal, so she chose to become enemies with the world without hesitation.
When I finished reading the diary, I couldn’t help but think that if Feng Qi’s goal at that time was to save the world, then Mu Qing would definitely follow his belief and fight tirelessly to save the world.
Given Mu Qing’s ability, she would definitely have a huge impact on the future. It was really a pity.
Finally, here’s a piece of gossip about Mu Qing.
It was said that after Feng Qi died, he was buried somewhere in Star City by Mu Qing. Every year, she would spare a day to secretly sneak into Star City to visit him.
Then, she would sit in front of his tombstone and play the song “Longing That Transmigrates Time and Space” written for Feng Qi. She would also offer a flower.
I thought that this Mu Qing, who had taken off her violent mask, was the real her.
Next, let’s talk about Mu Qing’s feelings for Feng Qi.
After going through history, I felt that their relationship was very complicated. It was a pure relationship that was more than friends.
For now, there’s no way to verify what Mu Qing was like in Feng Qi’s eyes.
However, Mu Qing’s feelings for Feng Qi were more like attachment, but not love between lovers.
Feng Qi was like a safe haven for her. No matter how violent the storm outside was, as long as Feng Qi was by her side, she would feel at ease.
This can be described with a paragraph in Mu Qing’s diary:
In the past, I didn’t understand why people would place their hopes on those illusory gods. They clearly don’t exist and can’t change reality. Later on, I understood that when you feel despair and helpless, the spark that charges into the darkness can warm the entire world… and you were my former faith.
At this point, does everyone find this unbelievable?
Actually, when I finished reading the diary, I also sighed.
It was unimaginable that the demon Icing who led the rebels to slaughter several cities and killed a large number of innocent residents actually had a child-like side in front of Feng Qi.
Perhaps the root of everything was during the years when Mu Qing was suffering the most, Feng Qi had barged into her life and brought her warmth, making her feel that Feng Qi was the light she yearned for.
In the future, she would bear the curses of the world for the sake of this deceased person’s drcam of destroying the world. Even before she died, she would still think of continuing to fulfill Feng Qi’s dream.
Through some special channels, I’ve seen a few photos taken from afar when I Mu Qing was besieged.
In the photo, her entire body was covered in wounds, and it was difficult for her to even walk. However, before she died, she still persisted in fighting and never took a step back till death.
I found her hateful yet very pitiful at the same time.
What was about Feng Qi that required you to fulfill his drcam so desperately?
At this point, I suddenly thought of a sentence:
A scholar would die for his bosom friend.
This might be the reason why Mu Qing was willing to repeat Feng Qi’s mistake even though she knew that she had gone on the wrong path.
Because that wrong path was the path that Feng Qi had once walked, and it was also the “light” in her eyes.
Next, please come to my live-stream room for detailed analysis of the Demon King, Mu Qing. We will continue chatting in the live-stream.
Netizen’s comments:
A Jealous One: Feng Qi, f*ck you. I’m increasingly finding that this dog is not worthy of being a human. After watching OP’s explanation, my heart suddenly ached for Mu Qing. As long as she chose the right path, she could have a bright and beautiful future. However, because of Feng Qi’s influence, she embarked on a path of no return and finally became a demon king despised by the world..