But...I want to give up now. Empty your mind. Running according to habitual instinct, chasing the rising sun. Yes, he wanted to escape. He figured it out. There is no such thing as a happy ending where everyone is happy. Is the effort meaningful? Why not elope with the girl who truly cares about you? It is not easy to stubbornly deny failure. It's hard to admit that you are incompetent.
No matter who you are, you have a persistent pride in your heart, at least you cannot deny what you have done. But now.. Abandon it—— What kindness, what persistence... Just an empty fantasy. "I have clearly realized this, Rem." "Can't stay here anymore." "Everyone told me that. Even though I kept denying it..." "That's right, no one needs me." Natsuki Subaru lowered his head and sank. The eyes have lost their highlights. Even when Rem tried to clarify and deny his self-deprecation, Natsuki Subaru only replied numbly, "Yes." Qianxun З12⑧㈠四①三⑨ They do! Not just once! I have clearly stated it time and time again! Emilia, whom he wanted to protect, had expressed this. Julius, who had duelled with him before, had also denied him. Even Crusch, who had just met him, expressed it tactfully.
And the woman who was as proud as the sun even wanted to kill herself on the spot. People like me here will just leave one more corpse anywhere and at any time, and refresh the plot point one more time. Follow your instincts from beginning to end. But... It's just Emilia's mission. ... "Want to give up? You're far from reaching your limit, right? You're such a strong boy." Saitama was moved by the scenery, nodded and sighed, but he firmly believed that this boy who had survived countless pains could not be defeated like this. What doesn't kill you can only make you stronger. "No matter how strong you are, if you keep getting hurt and slandered, you will become like this... This is reality." Garfiel in the Sanctuary remained silent upon seeing this. Different from viewers from other dimensions. He had never met Natsuki Subaru before, but he wanted to watch the clip to see why he called him "big brother". At least. He still admires this scene. The dedication and sacrifice points are full.. but.. In the eyes of the people in the sanctuary who are afraid of being stung by malicious outsiders. Just having this determination is not enough.. "Could it be that you still have some secret treasure that you haven't used yet, Natsuki Subaru?" The boy bared his fangs. I have a hope for how long Natsuki Subaru can persist that I am not even aware of. ... Impressively. At this moment, Natsuki Subaru, who has fallen into the abyss, is just one step away from success. A little bit more.. It's only one step away from compromise and resignation. He will no longer have to endure this painful cycle. He will be saved and freed from suffering.
However, that is Natsuki Subaru. He will no longer be the Natsuki Subaru who possesses "infinite love". In this warm and tender journey of redemption, he is the absolute protagonist. After going through the simple difficulty of the opening chapter. Now that White Whale and the Witch Cult are about to arrive. The entrance door has been opened, and bottomless malice spreads to every step around Natsuki Subaru. But when the protagonist of the story, the young man who has inspired everyone around him to understand what love means, has his heart broken. The blue-haired girl who once said, "Subaru Natsuki is amazing when he is possessed by a demon," saved the story with her sweet words when it was on the verge of breaking apart. Free skirt ㈨㈤○1⑧09⑨ After witnessing Natsuki Subaru's machine-like confession. The blue-haired girl, who had long been secretly in love with Natsuki Subaru, smiled, her bright eyes reflecting the face of the person in front of her. She refused. “How can you not smile when you are talking about the future?” The words fell. Crystal clear tears welled up in the corners of her eyes. After hearing Natsuki Subaru's hasty explanation, she did not ask any further questions. Looking at the falcon soaring in the sky, the girl's bright eyes were filled with golden light. She longed for it. talking. Under her conception. The vivid plan, as if it were real, lay before Natsuki Subaru's eyes. “Once we arrive in Kalaraki, the first thing we have to do is find a hotel.” "As long as you have a home and a job, you can get by." "Fortunately, Rem received an education under the arrangement of Lord Roswaal." “It’s easy to find a job even in Kalalaqi.” "Subaru, you can find some manual labor, or take care of Rem's daily life. Once your income is stable, we can find a decent place to live. Subaru should study hard to find a good job during that time." "It will take about a year for you to be able to stand on your own." "We can work hard together and buy a house after we have enough savings..."
Gentle and soft. It's like telling a story to a restless child. She narrates softly and envisions a blueprint for the future. The two met and got to know each other, and settled down in a town in the suburbs. Their children became a well-known loving couple, and they lived out their lives warmly surrounded by their descendants. She is so sincere. Her cheeks flushed as she spoke, and when she got emotional she couldn't help but smile, thinking seriously about her future life. She is so serious... Natsuki Subaru's heart ached slightly. The numb expression also became unnatural. It’s complicated, it’s hard to describe, and I don’t know how to respond to it. He could only make excuses, thinking that by perfunctorily appeasing Rem, he didn't want to face his true feelings again. But after hearing what Rem said. See her usual gentle words. Pain, torture, torment, and full of despair. Thinking about the dangers that Rem would face, thinking about how I would be treated, thinking about how these things would continue to happen, thinking about all these things... Giving up is not easy! The worries are over, the pain is over. “That’s why I gave up!” "Giving up is easy?? What a joke, how can giving up be an easy thing!!" "I've tried my best! I've struggled! No matter which way I go, no matter what I go through, in the end it's all a dead end!" “That’s why I gave up!!” If there is a solution, I would like to... The editing screen showed the young man gritting his teeth. I guess his expression at this moment must be full of sadness. And at this time. Rem, who witnessed Natsuki Subaru's painful expression, hesitated for a few seconds. Looking at Natsuki Subaru who has given up on himself. Look at the young man who has forgotten himself and is completely lost in negative emotions.
The blue-haired girl who kept saving the boy in the cycle of reincarnation was lost in thought for a while. “It’s easy to give up.” "But..that's not suitable Subaru." The real Natsuki Subaru is not what he looks like now. Don't give up just because you think about giving up. He will happily talk about his dreams, will not give up on the future, and is a trustworthy person.