Emilia... doesn't want to keep Natsuki Subaru by her side anymore. Emilia, with a gloomy face, said in a soft voice that she wanted Natsuki Subaru to receive treatment in the royal capital. .. Abandoned here? This is a place that brings shame to oneself? Natsuki Subaru couldn't understand. He forced a smile, his face soaked with sweat, and murmured in explanation: "I just... just wanted to do something for you, so..." excuse. qun九5①80九零⑨ Try to explain.
In no mood. This unfounded rhetoric could no longer be sustained. "For me?" Emilia interrupted softly. The silver-haired girl lowered her head. Natsuki Subaru, who was sitting at the head of the bed, nodded and hummed softly. This scene makes people feel complicated. .. “As an observer, I know that he has indeed paid a lot… But, for Emilia herself, all of this is just the first time.” Ainz Ooal Gown shook his head: “And, this time, it’s not a sacrifice, but a harm.” Uzumaki Naruto, who was also watching this part of the clip, frowned in confusion: "Well... although this guy has indeed paid a lot, but... isn't what he is doing now just causing trouble for others?" "You speak nonsense at an important meeting, fight a knight on impulse, and then push all the blame onto your long-cherished wish to help Emilia~~" Roswaal couldn't help but laugh when he saw this. He glanced at Natsuki Subaru, whose face was stiff, and clapped his hands and said, "I didn't expect~~ My lovely servant, you actually have such a selfish side? It's a complete and utter manifestation of lust~~~" "I... refuse..." Listening to Border Lord's teasing and ridicule, Natsuki Subaru, who was happy about his deeds being exposed before, experienced the King's Selection, and all the enthusiasm that was aroused was extinguished. He opened his mouth, unable to defend himself, because before the editing and exposure of the King's Selection... he really had the inflated idea that 'it must be me'. But..but... The more you think about it, the deeper you get. Natsuki Subaru's face became more and more ugly. He really cared about the opinions of the people he loved...these people who had accompanied him throughout his life in the other world. ——Now it’s time to adjust your state, and then... 【clatter...】 A gentle patting sound. The cool touch woke Natsuki Subaru from the idea of changing himself. Looked up.
Look over. "Don't deny yourself so easily. The Subaru I know is full of confidence..." Emilia, the usually gentle girl said in a clear voice, puffing her lips in anger. She raised her hand and expressed her thoughts without hesitation. Not only does it enlighten Natsuki Subaru, but it also interprets Natsuki Subaru's behavior in the plot from her perspective. "Like I just said, we can just treat all of this as a story, right? Sacrificing for others doesn't explain your own difficulties. Isn't Subaru in the story worried about this kind of thing?" "And...it is precisely because you cannot explain your own difficulties that Subaru-kun has endured countless pains in the reincarnation that I am not aware of. This is why he wants to prove his own value even more, right?" "Don't deny yourself, don't give up easily! This is the Subaru I know, the always sunny and kind-hearted one!" With a clear and loud voice, Emilia expressed how she saw Natsuki Subaru. This is not just her. Including Puck, Remram, and even Roswaal who was using Natsuki Subaru was quite supportive. However, one thing is one thing. There is also a difference between the development of the plot in reality and that in the plot that has not been edited. ... within the video. Natsuki Subaru finished speaking. He attributed all the actions to one place. Emilia remained silent. This kind of behavior... blame it all on yourself? "It's for your own sake." "Don't lie and say it's all about me!" Yes! Regardless of running into the royal castle, fighting with Julius, or forcing himself to use magic again, Blame her for anything? "I've never asked you to do these things before!" What she asked Natsuki Subaru to do was not to do such outrageous things. It's to let Natsuki Subaru accompany Rem in the hotel and wait for her and Roswaal to return! Promises have special meaning to Emilia.
But Natsuki Subaru broke his promise again and again. Helpless, tired, broken trust is difficult to repair on the spot. That’s all I can say for now. The embarrassed Natsuki Subaru wanted to tell the truth but it was stuck in his throat. Every time he wanted to speak, the witch grabbed his heart. Even in the face of Emilia's puzzled questioning. He could only beat his chest and endure the pain. and so-- That's right... You have to bear everything yourself. For Emilia, her experiences were all smooth sailing. It was as if she could overcome all the difficulties without doing this herself. All the troubles are what I, Natsuki Subaru, should bear... Why? In an instant. The screen was covered with three large characters in flashing impurity colors. 【Why!? 】 Emotions exploded. Anger is like a flood that has broken through a dam and needs an outlet to be released. He was no longer calm. About to collapse.. If I don't vent, I'm going to collapse... You obviously don't understand anything... What on earth do you know... Just when Natsuki Subaru was thinking about this... Synchronously, in this monologue in the twilight, the interlude music sounded. The lyrics, coupled with Natsuki Subaru's crazy facial expressions and words, are so out of place. The lyrics run through Natsuki Subaru's life so far. [Unfinished puzzle] corresponds to [information that has not been collected in each dangerous cycle] [Why is this happening? What is missing?] corresponds to [Why does he always continue to do these thankless tasks?] [The fate of passing by] represents [Emilia]
[Even though I know you will leave eventually, I will still keep going] corresponds to [On this bumpy road, every time Emilia is in danger, no matter what... the boy named Natsuki Subaru will go back to the past and save her again without hesitation] then.. When the lyrics of the song reach [I can still hold on]—— Natsuki Subaru's emotions on the screen were extremely out of control, as if foreshadowing that even if he did something foolish this time, it would not affect his original intention. Novel qun㈨五十一㈧0九九⑨ With lyrical rhythm, Countless hurtful words were hurled out without restraint. "Everything that has happened so far has been resolved safely because of me!" "Your badge was stolen and I was the one who saved you from the dangerous murderer when I found the stolen goods!!" "I risked my life!!! All because I value you!!!" "That incident at the mansion was the same!! Because I was there, the matter was resolved perfectly!!!!" “If I wasn’t here, things would be worse!!” "All of this was only possible because of me! It was all because of me that it was possible to resolve this!!!" "You owe me so much that you can never repay me!!!" I have said all I can. All the resentment and troubles were told to Emilia in a way that the witch did not warn her. However, the most crucial factor...he was still suppressed by the witch and unable to confide. From Emilia's perspective, one could only feel Natsuki Subaru's boundless anger. Listen to him put it down, listen to him sing about his own importance. Looking at Natsuki Subaru, he seems familiar, yet he seems like he has never been familiar with him. Emilia lowered her eyes silently. Her eyes were full of sadness, and she spoke softly in the afterglow of the sunset. "Let's just end it like this..." Immediately, he turned around.. The beautiful figure leaving became the last scene in Natsuki Subaru's eyes before the screen turned black. Eventually, the writing faded. A new title appears. [The Monster Called White Whale]
"Finally... the most embarrassing part is over." Natsuki Subaru wiped the sweat off his face and looked a little better. His performance was so embarrassing! This is such a shameful chapter watched by all the heavens and the worlds.. I guess everyone in the comments is scolding me? Especially the final venting scene...