For Princess Changle... She seems to be able to realize what kind of situation she is in. At the beginning, consciousness, is a darkness. She couldn't see the light... couldn't hear any sound, couldn't feel her own body. She was flustered and at a loss... After all, she was only a twenty-two-year-old girl. But the cruelest thing was that she couldn't even cry, and she couldn't even be hysterical. Under the boundless panic and fear, she couldn't stabilize her spirit. No one knows... the plain, closed-eyed her, what kind of hysteria is in her heart. I don't know how long it has been... Princess Changle seems to be able to hear some voices vaguely. She heard her mother's voice, she heard her father's voice. I have also heard the voices of many people...
She really wanted to open her eyes, but found that she couldn't open them no matter what. She recalled the experience of ghosts pressing the bed when she was a child. This feeling was so similar. She was clearly awake, but she couldn't move an inch, even if she exhausted all her strength. The gently closed eyelids are like a huge boulder to Princess Changle's consciousness, which is unshakable. And then...Princess Changle heard voices more and more often. After her mother's eldest grandson empress held her hand and cried for a while, she finally understood, ah, it turned out that she fell into a coma and couldn't wake up anyway. Princess Changle tried hard to wake up, but she couldn't do it at all, she couldn't even feel her body. She could hear voices now and then, intermittently, sometimes in full, sometimes incompletely. Later, Princess Changle found that she seemed to be able to feel her body. It's just that this feeling is very slight, and she can only vaguely feel that she is lying down. She can even taste the occasional food when she eats it. It's so bitter...is it medicine? But she couldn't spit it out. In the past, the queen mother would always use sugar to coax herself at this time. Princess Changle felt that she had taken a lot of medicine, even though it was very bitter, but she still didn't feel uncomfortable in her heart. My father once told himself that if you are sick, you will get better if you take medicine. Although the medicine is very bitter... But as long as I take the medicine well, I will definitely wake up... Princess Changle's consciousness is rather vague, and she can't remember how many times she took the medicine, but...it didn't work at all. She tried countless times to open her eyes, but she couldn't wake up. Her consciousness seemed to be trapped in a cage...
Later... Princess Changle found that she seemed to be able to feel other sensations in her body. For example... when her female officer scrubbed her body, she could vaguely feel it. She finally realized the one thing that broke Princess Changle the most. She...can't control her bowel movements. She could even feel what it felt like when she pooped on her body. Although the female officer is very responsible and often helps her deal with it immediately, Princess Changle is still very broken. This is something that destroys dignity extremely! There are many people who choose to take the initiative to end their lives because they cannot bear the destruction of their dignity before they die. The little Princess Changle is in a period of extremely strong self-esteem. Twenty-two years old...it is the time when you have just grown up, and it is the time when dignity is more important than life. She tried many times to control her body, but she couldn't. She couldn't even save her dignity by committing suicide. She couldn't control her body, not even her refusal to swallow food. Every excretion is an extreme destruction of self-esteem for Princess Changle. No one will care about the turbulent waves in a vegetative person's heart. No matter how responsible the female officer is, she will not give Princess Changle any psychological support after cleaning up. For Princess Changle, she faces such torture every day. Physiologically unable to control his body, consciously imprisoned in a dark cage, his dignity was extremely destroyed. Princess Changle felt numbly that the female officer was doing her best to wipe her body. If she could...she would rather die... She couldn't even refuse such torture, she even hoped that she wouldn't feel anything. That's better than having to experience such cruel destruction of dignity over and over again. For Princess Changle, this was tantamount to torture. By the time the female officer finished scrubbing Princess Changle, her emotions were on the verge of collapse. And every day, she didn't know how long it would take to experience such emotions. No one comforted her...even her parents, they just cried out their missing to her. She felt that she was like a piece of wood, not like a real person. What is the difference between even the crying of parents to themselves, and crying to their own graves? At this moment, Princess Changle felt as if her palm was being held by another rough hand.
The heat in her palm made her slightly stunned, and an unusually gentle voice rang in her ears. "Let me introduce myself, my name is Su Li, and I'm your husband!" (Although Tang Chaoshou Changle has already been written badly, but I still have the cheek to ask for flower evaluation tickets. This is a different Tang Chuanwen, focusing on emotional lines and redemption. I hope you like it.) Happy reading every day during Spring Festival in the Year of the Rabbit! Recharge 100 and get 500 VIP coupons! Immediate recharge (activity period: January 21st to February 5th)