Chapter 31 Pretending to be a white lotus "I can really do it." An Ran took a few steps forward and straightened her waist.
Shi Jian ran to her side in a few steps and looked at her with complicated eyes, "So you were just now?"
An Ran raised her hand and wiped the tears from her face, "Pretend to be a white lotus and make green tea, do you know?"
Shi Jian shook his head.
The expression on An Ran's face changed back to the soft and weak look just now. Looking at Shi Jian, her eyes were moist and her voice was hushed, "Shi Jian, my hand hurts so much. The situation just now was really terrible. Why are they so fierce?"
Shi Jian scratched his head, the expression on his face was tangled and complicated, "Are you pretending to be a white lotus?"
An Ran nodded and resumed his usual pace towards the infirmary. His voice returned to normal, "Yes, it's not pleasant, but sometimes it's useful."
Shi Jian followed her footsteps and waved beside her, "It's not unpleasant, you pretending to be white lotus... uh... green tea is very cute."
The young man's face looked particularly honest because of his fatness, and his expression was sincere but also vaguely nervous.
His compliment was really sincere, An Ran was amused, "Thank you for your compliment, but some people don't think so."
Shi Jian immediately reacted, "Are you talking about the three girls in the next class?"
An Ran nodded, "They hate me so much now."
When Shi Jian thought about the three girls she just saw, she felt a little dissatisfied with their sharp personalities, but she also felt that as a big boy, it was not good to talk about girls behind their backs, so she had no choice but to refrain from commenting on them for the time being.
"It doesn't matter, there will be other people who like you, that's fine."
"Thank you, what you said is so beautiful!"
An Ran felt that Shi Jian, a kid with really good qualities, couldn't help but raise her hand to give him a thumbs up, but she raised her right hand out of habit, causing her to pull a wound while doing the action, and her face wrinkled in pain. He said, "Hiss--I was comforted."
Shi Jian asked nervously, "Your palm is bleeding a lot, does it hurt?" An Ran raised her hand to her mouth and gently blew on the wound with her mouth. After the pain was slightly relieved, she sighed deeply. , "Yeah, it hurts so much. I'm in terrible pain."
Since I have been reborn, I have chosen to love myself well.
Truly opening up to others about your feelings is the first step.
She is just afraid of pain, she is just fragile, she just hates being beaten, she just hates being hurt, she is just hypocritical, she is just not strong or powerful...
An Ran felt that in this life, she would never distort her feelings for other people's evaluations.
Obviously what I want is good, but I don't understand that a person is best only if he loves himself.
Therefore, they choose to seek a "good" verbal evaluation from others in a way that hurts themselves, and work hard for a fictitious "good" that can be changed at any time in others' mouths.
This is the stupidest thing.
It's miserable enough for a person to be stupid all his life and lose his life because of it.
If you don't repent if you do it again, that's not stupid, that's self-inflicted.
"The wound is so big, it must hurt." Shi Jian felt her heart twitch for a moment, "Why did you fight with them?"
"Because they beat Zhou Nigyue." An Ran briefly told Shi Jian the process of the conflict between the two parties. "I feel that they are determined to beat us. It is impossible not to fight back."
"You can also go to the teacher."1314 There have been adjustments to the three-dimensional work recently, and the updates are indeed short. Even stupid authors will remember this, and will work hard to type~ Well, thank you for your support.
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