"You're awake, Yan Xia." A voice came, this voice was somewhat familiar. Yan Xia opened his eyes. There were clouds on the gray ceiling, and raindrops were falling. He turned his eyes and looked to the other side of the room. A human figure was stirring in an open kitchen, and the aroma came from there. "I don't know if it's the cultural invasion of your human civilization. I like the weather very much, such as the sound of raindrops. It makes me very peaceful." Although Tsubaki has no face, you can feel it smiling in his tone. "What are you cooking?" Yan Xia sat up from the bed. He and Chu were old acquaintances, so there was no need to be polite. "Stir-fried dragon meat, I actually want to try your human taste system, but unfortunately, I am really not used to the feeling of the body." "But Ella said in the message that you prefer home-cooked food, so I looked through the federal dictionary and understood the meaning of home-cooked food. This is my first time cooking. I don't know if it tastes good." "It uses some synthetic seasonings. I heard that natural ingredients are more popular in the Federation. You wouldn't like it, right?"
Chu took out the dishes and put them on the dining table. Yan Xia looked at it quite like that. "Ding~" The rice on the other side is also cooked. "It's just the right time." Yan Xia pulled out the stool and sat on it. "I'm not a particular person. Is there any coriander in it?" He hummed, "You don't like it?" "No, I love it." Yan Xia took the rice that Chu served for him and started to eat it. He said in surprise: "Is it because my taste has deteriorated after being dormant for too long, and I actually think your fried rice is delicious?" Subaru couldn't hold it in anymore and burst into laughter. "Is it that difficult for you to admit that I'm great?" Yan Xia said seriously: "It is indeed somewhat difficult." After saying that, he even laughed out loud. The two hadn't seen each other for a long time, but the tacit understanding between them still existed. "It's really hard to believe that you would go ahead with that plan." "That might mean you become someone you're not." Chu sat opposite Yan Xia and looked directly at Yan Xia. When it knew that Yan Xia was coming, it specifically asked Ella and got the detailed information of the Yuan Cell Project. At that time, it was too surprised, but after thinking about it, it seemed that Yan Xia was enough. . "I used to be an egoist, but after seeing so many things, I think it's not bad to be a selfless person." "It doesn't matter how I change. What matters is how the Federation will change." Yan Xia doesn't think he is a saint. Self-interest is straightforward selfishness, while selflessness is another way of selfishness.
He just moved from the former to the latter, because the former can no longer provide him with pleasant emotions, it has become low-level taste in his heart, and he wants high-level taste. That's all. It's like the poor and the rich, the poor pursue money, the rich pursue spirituality and despise money, but will the rich abandon money? Of course not. "Perhaps I can know what you are thinking. Recently, I feel that life is becoming more and more boring." "I keep repeating the same things every day, as if I am trapped in a cage." "I'm glad you're here, it means I can finally have some relief." Yan Xia looked at him doubtfully: "I never said that I came here to manage the Eternal Democratic Star Kingdom." Subaru smiled. "It's not up to you." "Isn't your advanced taste for the Federation? Or for the entire human civilization." "Could it be said that the Eternal Democratic Star State is not a civilized federation and is not a part of human civilization?" Yan Xia wanted to beat it. "You are committing moral kidnapping." "But the feeling of moral kidnapping is really refreshing." Yan Xia is actually more relaxed with Chu than with Ella, because Chu is more like a buddy. After Chu handed Olive Branch Civilization into Yan Xia's hands, it proved that Yan Xia can completely trust this guy. But soon the room fell into silence again, as if the atmosphere just now was false. "Do you think it's me who is in front of you now?" Yan Xia asked. "Is there a difference?" "To outsiders, you are who you are. Only you know the real situation. As an outsider, as long as I don't care, then it shouldn't matter to me." Yan Xia finished the last bite of rice. "Your expression doesn't mean you don't care." Chu said: "Please, I have no face at all. Where did the expression come from?" There was laughter in the room again until they pushed open the door and left. Chu plans to introduce Yan Xia to the current situation of the Eternal Democratic Star Country so that Yan Xia can know more about it. Of course, for better explanation, it also gives a detailed information. Yan Xia took a distracted look while walking and found that the current population of the Eternal Democratic Star was abnormal. "Why is there only a population of trillion? It seems that there should be 10 times this number when I leave." Subaru was silent for a moment and said: "They all committed suicide."
"No matter how much fun human civilization provides, as time goes by, no amount of things can fill the empty heart. Eternity is not something that everyone can bear." 90% of the population commits suicide. This is the pain of eternity. That is not enjoyment, not happiness, but torture. Yan Xia knew this kind of pain. He had thought about death at some stage. If his will to live was so strong, he would not have chosen to surrender and welcome his own death. "Eternity is a curse." 椘 agreed with this statement very much. "It is indeed a curse. I thought about turning the Eternal Democratic Star into a federation, but it cannot be implemented." The meaning of the curse is that you want to get rid of it, but you can't get rid of it. How can people who enjoy eternity face death calmly? Or in other words, those who can really face death calmly have already committed suicide. Everyone's ideas are always different, and to change, you need to change everything, but there will always be polarization in society. Some people want to die, and some people don't want to die. How to choose? Neither side is a minority group. No matter which side is satisfied, it will cause unrest in civilization. It is better to maintain the status quo. This is also the reason why so many forces cannot change. It's not that they don't want to, but the past has become a shackle and can no longer be changed. "I used to think your name was quite abstract, but now it seems to fit." "Eternal democracy, these are two shackles that hold the entire civilization together." Xian nodded, with a hint of bitterness. "I also think I am not suitable for this position." Yan Xia shook his head. "No, it's not that you are not suitable for this position, not that you are not suitable for the current Eternal Democracy Star Country. The king of troubled times may not be a saint who governs the world. You are too right-wing, and now the Eternal Democracy Star Country lacks a left-wing person." Xian said: "Isn't it just right that you are here?" Yan Xia walked in front, staring at the end of the corridor. "I am also a right-wing person, so we need to find a new left-wing person. This is our current task."